Monday, November 15, 2004

   A night of research...
Hallow people! ^^ I'm back to my old blogging self! What's up for today?

Right now, I'm researching on my assignments in Rizal and Philippine History. I hope I can finish it tonight. Well, our Rizal assignment is the only assignment that I should accomplish tonight because our assignment in Philippine History will be submitted on Friday. So, no need to rush on that hehe ^^

Before I got home, me and mom ate at Jollibee first because we're very hungry waiting for the person whose gonna fix my gown for the debut party of my friend. Well, then after that, no more!

And yeah! Before that, Kero went here and I was surprised. And after some minutes, my other barkada's came too! They're Cza, Mack, Ruby and Aiz. They took pictures on my webcam and celphone. They were talking about things and they're really funny when they tried to play the exorcist game. LOLZ If you want to try it too, go here! Click the "Join Contest link and wait for it to load. ^^ Follow the instructions ^^

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Sunday, November 14, 2004

   So glad!!
Weee!! I'm so glad!! I found a new home! ^_^

I was brought by my classmate to a Church in Manila and of course, I was registered to belong there and I am with other brothers and sisters, and most of them are Chinese! ^_^;; They're really nice and easy to be with! ^_^

Thank you Lord for my new home!

And also! I have already UPDATED my main blog! and from now on, I'll post my updates here and there! lolz The blog is located here

I just liked somehow, the layout featuring Dark Lady of Sailormoon ^^; She's really sexy!! ^_^;; That's my Chibiusa!! hehe :P

Well, that's all for now! ^^ Take care everyone and God bless!
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Saturday, November 13, 2004

   A very fine Saturday!
The weekdays were very tiring because we have to wait for our professors. But, overall, we only met 3 of our professors... In Rizal, Pagbasa at pagsulat sa iba't ibang disiplina and Philippine History and Government. We have our first assignment in which we should compose a poem, with rhyme, about ourself. It came out well, and kind of funny really. Hehe!

Today, my mom and I went to bookstores to look for the 3 books for the three subjects which our teachers told us. Unfortunately... We didn't found one of the books because it's always out of stock. Actually, we found one at SM north EDSA but I still didn't know if that is the book we'll be using so my mom decided not to buy it. I told her to but she didn't mind, and now, she regrets. Hehe

It's all ok for today...

And people, I felt very comfortable, and if before, the past still hurts me, now, it doesn't affect me anymore! I feel happy after I received God. I'm so thankful everyday that He helps me move on, helps me carry my loads and everything. One testimony that there is a God really... ^^ I'm so happy! ^_^
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Wednesday, November 10, 2004

   A brand new
Thank heavens! I was given the chance to be reborn! Thanks God that I was given the chance to be able to belong to His kingdom! Thanks God for making me realize what my purpose is in my whole lifetime, for letting me get closer to Him, knowing Him better and understanding His will. Geez! I've been a Catholic since I was baptized (when I was an infant) up until I was christened. And until I finished high school on a Catholic school, it was never clear to me what really is my purpose on earth, until this day came... Everything changed, and what's more exciting is that I received an amazing gift from God... And I'm feeling so lucky to have it! And now I can really assure to myself that I'm a real Christian! And I'm very proud of it! All thanks to God! Really He's righteous! He really made the world beautiful! Everything is beautiful... Especially His supreme Masterpiece... ALL OF US!

I'm really greatful that this chance was given to me, and I'm really greatful that God chose me to be part of His kingdom!

These are all what I feel today! I feel that all my worries was carried off by the water. I was very relieved and feel so light... I feel different before I was baptized and after I was baptized! Thank you Lord Jesus for saving me!
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Sunday, November 7, 2004

   It's been a long time
Haha! It was really a long time since I posted here. Well, so many delays and so many excuses because there are a lot of reasons again??

Well, I don't have an internet account for almost a week, not really sure. And then I'm supposed to post my realization about my questions and I'll post it now...

I realized that I am also wrong, because, I shouldn't have got inbetween their relationship and never said a word about it. I wouldn't lost a friend and wouldn't break a relationship.

I was right in a way that I tell the truth because I may have helped the girl from the lies of the guy.

The gospel last sunday was talking about honesty and acceptance of mistakes and repentance. I could relate on the gospel and it was the time that I realized things.

On the past days, I really don't know how I was feeling. I was so blank and emotionless and very confused about some things that I really don't know. Kinda weird ne? Well, nevermind.

I'm really not in the mood to post today but I posted this just to update my posts. Well, see you again tomorrow or next time. Take care everyone.
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Saturday, October 30, 2004

   Is it wrong to tell the truth?
The topic says it... Is it wrong to tell the truth?? Even if it cost your friendship?

The topic is just a big question on my head right now... Why? Here's the situation...

I have a friend, he's one of my close friends and he had a gf, who also became my friend. The guy broke up with the girl 5 months ago. And after some months, he have had another gf until now. Then the girl is always talking to me at y!m and asks me things about the guy. And so I said that he had a gf now and so on... I told her everything I know (which he told me when we talked on the telephone) and then, when it was 11:45 PM in my clock, (October 30) the guy called me and he sounded angry and asked me why I told her about his gf. I said that she was asking. He answered that, he told that to only me and so why should I tell her. (By the way, the guy gave the girl a gift [october 30] because it is her birthday on october 31, and he placed a letter with the gift. The letter says that the guy still loves her) Well... After that... Silence... Then, he hung up the phone madly. I really don't know what to do now because I think I lost one of my friends... But, did I made the right thing?

What I'm thinking is that, the guy is playing with his current gf today, but he shouldn't give signs to his ex if he still have a gf. It is very unfair to his ex because his ex loved him so much, but the guy... Oh well... I hope you got my point...

I really don't know what to say and do now...

Sorry for the post...
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Friday, October 29, 2004

   Not so good day...
Well, it really is a "not so good" day today... I don't know but, my kapatid is also not in the mood, I mean, we have no energy today. Also, I have this headache which I only got a while ago. But it really hurts.

Nothing special happened today. I just accompanied my mother to Camp Crame because she walked some of the papers of her boss, and somewhat, I feel dizzy because it was very hot and traffic too.

When I went home, there's nobody in the house. Our maid already left and went home. She'll be back on Monday. And then again, the same old lazy routines... Lying on bed, listening to my mp3's, thingking worthless thoughts, and many more... That just describes that I am really lazy.

Ah... Hmm... I am feeling lazy even more, as days pass by. I dunno why... And I always think about a lot of worthless, nonsense and foolish things on the past weeks. I don't know whats happening to me but... I think I'm crazy... x__x

Well, I got to go off now... I don't feel good today honestly...See you all later people!

And by the way, happy halloween to everyone! If you want to play a very exciting game, well, go and visit http://www.yehey.com/exorcist and follow these instructions:

first, when the site is loaded completely, find the Join Contest link and wait for the page to load. Then wait for the game. The game is to identifying the differences. You must figure out the 5 differences from the 2 pictures and after thatm you'll get a prize! That's very exciting and I even tried it! TIP: For more thrilling experience on playing the game, put your speaker's volume to the highest and ENJOY!!!
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Tuesday, October 26, 2004

   Still confused
I shouldn't be posting this kind of thought here but I really want to burst it all out somewhere...

Well, I don't know really if I should think about these things in my mind, but they really bother me...

first: Why do people keep on looking for something else and still not contented if they already got what they want?

second: Why do people keep on denying or let's say, acting like hypocrites when it comes to love that "looks doesn't matter"?

third: Do true love really have those HIGH qualifications?? And if the other person doesn't fit your standards then the person is not for you?

fourth: Why would people like to play with other people's feelings?

fifth: Why people don't appreciate what their partner's offer them especially with people in relationships both bf's and gf's, husband's and wife's?

sixth: Why is it that people still love that person who have hurt them badly, and in that truth that the person doesn't really loved him/her and didn't even cared for him/her?

and seventh: Why should we only realize the importance of a thing or a person when it or he/she is already gone?

I'm really confused... and hurt so much...

I really don't understand why people do these things and why things are like this...

I feel like my heart's gonna burst, I can't cry anymore because... I don't know... I wanted to cry but the tears can't get out.

Well, this post is non-sense... Sorry to bother you people... It's just useless...

Take care everybody...
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Sunday, October 24, 2004

   A very busy week!
I'm sorry for a week absence here. The past week was a very busy one. But luckily, it was very fun! :D

Let's start on October 19, Tuesday.
(Sorry, I can't remember the things that happened last Monday, hehe :P)

It was 9:00 AM and we're already waiting for our Psychology professor for our "removal exam". We'ren't supposed to be taking a "removal" exam because we don't deserve it. He haven't taught us properly because he's always late or absent. It was so unfair that my classmates planned to complain him to the Office of Student Affairs (OSA). The removal exam is scheduled 11:00-11:30 AM, but he didn't arrived. My classmates was calling him on his mobile. My classmates said he answers but he just say "hello" then hungs up. Then, we don't know what to take first. We also have our Pre-advising on that afternoon. We thought that if he arrive in the afternoon, we won't be able to attend the pre-advising. And because of the hot tempered classmates, we decided to attend the pre-advising. But disgustingly, our professor arrived at 1:30 PM. He was very angry because he said we kept on calling him on his mobile. He said that he can't answer us because he's on the highway. My classmates thought that it was an alibi again. But still we attended the pre-advising and got all the requirements. At that time, I forgot my classcards at home, and they are needed. So I went home and get the classcards. Then when I returned, my classmate said that our pre-advising was moved on October 20, which is the day after. I was pissed off and then one of my classmates told me that I should take the removal exam in our professor's office. And so I ran off, and then I saw my 2 other classmates that will also take the removal because they we're late like me. Then we entered the office and again, we waited for our professor and after some minutes, we already took the exam. It was kind of easy but I know I still have mistakes. And before we took the exam, he asked us about the plan of our classmates. We can't answer. Heh, we should take the exam first to be safe before we react. Then after that, he said that we can get our classcards tomorrow at 10:00 AM. Then, after that day, it was another sizzling discussion with our professor.

October 20, Wednesday (my birthday)
The meeting place was at Acuario de Real parking lot. We were there to sign on the complaint against our professor. Then, more than half of the class was present but not all of them signed the complaint. They were scared and wanted to get their classcards first before signing there. Then, when it was already 9:00, Reymer submitted the complaint to the Dean's office with Noelyn, Jane, me and with some of our classmates. After that, the teacher there asked us why the signatures aren't complete. We said that our other classmates haven't arrived yet. And so she said that if our other classmates arrive, they should sign there. And we must all be there by 10:00. And so, when it was already 10:00, all of us went there and waited for our professor there. The dean was funny, she said that we should go talk to our professor first. Reymer said that he might scold us, and we asked what to do. The dean said that if he scold us, she'll scold him too! haha!! The dean's on our side LOLZ!! Well, after that funny discussion follows that heart-bursting discussion with our professor. Reymer explained everything we wanted to say and with some of our classmates. Then, when it was all clear, we recieved our classcards and luckily, I had 1.75! Wahaha! :P Then we computed our G.W.A (General Weighted Average) and I got 2.14! It was considered 2.00 so I'm safe!! The non-paying students have a cut-off of 2.25 so I'm safe!!! Wahaha I would still be a non-paying student and remaind at good standing! Weee!! It was one of the first gifts I received that day!! Then after that, we wen't to Avancena. We are about to submit our grades but unluckily, it was lunch break and the people there said that we should come back at 1:30. So I decided to invite my classmates in our house to eat lunch, well, it's my birthday! Heheh! Then, I contracted a jeepney from Arlegui to our house and I paid 120 pesos. We were 21 so it's ok. Then, when we arrived in our house, I thought here was food already but my mom only had that delicious sea food. And some rice. So she asked me to buy rice on one of the carinderias here. Then there were 5 more of my classmates followed us so we're 26 now! >_< We're too many and luckily, our food was enough... LOLZ! Thanks God! :P Then after we ate, we went back to Avancena and submitted our papers. Again I contracted a jeepney back and forth. But disgustingly, the jeepney driver overpriced us!! He's supposed to be asking us to pay him 275 pesos, but he's asking us for 375 pesos!! OMG!! But well, I hate him!! Period! I don't want to elaborate here... Then, that whole afternoon was very noisy and full of laughs and giggles. My classmates sang with the rented videoke and drank san mig lights and empi. Hehe I am glad they enjoyed my party. Then after that, some of my old friends arrived, Kero, Macky, raijin-sama, fuujin-sama, Tish with her classmates Abel and Jeremy and his brother Miguel, My former classmates Ruby and Bernadeth and my friends in my former high school, Justine, Adrian and Allen. It was a very happy day and people interacted with each other. :D But what's weird is that... I feel that I am out of my self. And the weirdest part of the day is that, "he" texted me at 10:13 PM and greeted me, and said sorry if he couldn't come. I replied with a long message, (farewell message I could say) and the confusing part there is that, why did I say "love you so much" at the end of the message?? I was kind of weird at that time... I almost cried, but of course, I don't want to cry in front of my guests so I just laughed or stayed quiet. Then... There are still so many things that happened until midnight... I'm sorry I can't type anymore, I'm getting tired and the post is getting longer... x__X Sorry!!

And today,well... I'm still happy and a bit confused of some things... Well, I shouldn't mind. ^_^ See ya all later!!
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Sunday, October 17, 2004

   Still happy, hyper and excited hehe
It's almost 12 MN!! Omg!

Well, I have a nice day today! First I woke up at about 7:00 AM. Kind of too early but its ok because I was the one who suggested that we attend the mass at 8:45 AM. Then, after the mass, we went straight home and mommy cooked that very delicious seafood! sheesh! I can't explain it in English because it is commonly called in Tagalog. Well, all I can say is that it is sooo delicious! I really love mommy's cooking! :P

Then after that, I went online and checked my friendster and other accounts. Surfed for some minute but didn't find good pictures for the new layouts. After that, when I got disconnected, I called raijin-sama but he's sleeping so I hung up the phone and after a few minutes, I had a headache and fell asleep too. Then I woke up at 2:30 because mommy woke me up because there is an emergency. My former caretaker when I was still a baby had a heart attack! She was at the hospital but sadly, she wasn't taken care by the doctors there. Well, what would you expect from a public hospital by the way? So there's no use on ranting here about that stupid doctors... Well, I still hate doctors... Some of them... Not all... Well change topic...

After that, we came to Robinsons Manila and bought 3 pairs of sandals. The mall was on sale so the prices are low and of course the place is all crowded! x_x Well, after that, we ate at Wendys and then gone straight home.

And then after that I called Kapatid so we talked than decided to play Starcraft and then after 5 battles, we talked on the phone again. Then we called raijin-sama and talked for some minutes. Then fuujin-sama called raijin-sama so he had to hung up and I talked to Kapatid Then, when it's already 11:45, we hung up and now I'm posting this...

See ya all later! Have a nice day!
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