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Tuesday, November 16, 2004
Is there hope?
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Is there hope left for me? My family? Especially for my dad??
It's not that I'm not believing in God anymore on losing hope. But, of course I'm human, and I'm not God, I cannot do everything and change everything you know...
Why is the question?
Since before I was born, my dad is really alcoholic... He drinks any kind of liquor. Until now, I'm 17, for more than 17 years, he's been like that, and still getting worse. Its so sad to think that a father, that should be a role model to his children would be worse than it should be. Everyday, he drinks, at home or outside in other places. When he gets home, he's very noisy... He's kind of violent but he doesn't hurt me or my mom. But what's bad is that he brings the alcohol, not to his stomach but on his brain and he's acting like he doesn't know what he's doing and he's doing disrespectful, disgracing acts. I mean is that, when there's a guest, he's shouting out loud, or even bugs the guests, and even on the phone, just a while ago, while I'm talking with kapatid, he always hangs up the phone and shouts, and says foolish and non-sense things. I cried out loud and didn't care if our neighbors would hear it. Whom I was shy is to kapatid, because he always hears my dad everytime my dad's drunk and does disrespectful acts. It's really disappointing that, I was baptized, and now a part of God's ecclessia, but in my own family, I can't fix our problems? How would I help other people if my own family, I can't fix? I am always praying that God will bless my dad and lighten his spirit, so he will not be like that anymore... This is really a waste...
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