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• Julie
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• Currently in college
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• Since 1992
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• Sailormoon
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• to finish my studies and become successful
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• being lazy!
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Friday, November 19, 2004
This isn't a good day...
Sheesh... When will these stupid things end? I really hate this...
Hmm... I was, AGAIN, scolded by my mother, AGAIN because I can't send her documents to the internet. She didn't understand that the files were too many and too large for the files to be uploaded online that fast. She didn't know that dial up connections are really really slow... I tried to explain those things to her but she didn't even gave me a chance to speak... She is thinking AGAIN that SHE'S RIGHT and only her belief will be honored. Damn it... And then, when I can't take her words anymore, even in front of her officemates, I REALLY cried! I can't take her words anymore!! I was really hurt... After I scanned (I REALLY MEAN SCANNED WITH A PICTURE SCANNER) 100+ papers, back and forth, with that kind of SLOW PC in their office, with incomplete tools/programs there. Damn it! Why can't she understand??? She's mad because I was unable to send it to the internet because it will take a very LONG time! Even if I suggested ways for the files to be sent to the internet, she neverminded them. What really hurt me is that when she said:"You only wasted your time and MY TIME! I wish I hadn't told you to scan them for me anymore if it will be like this." I felt that she didn't appreciated my efforts on working with her documents. I know my computer very much unlike other people's computer. I'm not used to other pc's that's why i haven't got the chance to do the things i needed to do. Damn it... Even while we are eating at a carinderia there, I was still crying... I really wanted to explain things to her but she won't listen, so I can't stop crying. This was the first time I cried in front of many people like that, but it wasn't the first time my mom didn't have listened to my explanations. I really hate that personality of hers. She won't listen to explanations because if she thinks she's right, she won't listen anymore. Damn... I don't want to write anymore here... I have said enough... I'll go back tomorrow. Take care everyone...
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