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Saturday, May 1, 2004


   trip
we just got back from our Texas trip. it was fun and all till the last day.....i was miserable! i felt so alone (not relationship wise) cuz when we went to washington on the brazos. c there are four of us ( Christy, amanda, lyly,and me). during the trip we had to find a buddy. originally christy was mine. but then we were like swithing i guess. lyly said that on that day christy was her buddy and amanda was mine but noooo amanda said lyly was hers. so i was kinda left alone. c i felt this way cuz this never happens to me and i just felt second class. they are sometimes mean to me too while we were walking on the trail i was dragging behind on porpose to see if they would notice.they didn't. i didn't sit next to them while we were waiting. they didn't notice. they only noticed when we had to watch this stupid info movie at a museum and i had to sit by them cuz i was next in line. i went into a rage attack. i hit everyone around me even the guy i like. then when the lights went dim i started crying. then they started noticing me. they were like wat's wrong ( of course). Christy said that what happened about our conversation yesterday( cuz we gave our otha friend jessie a speech about how friends will always be there for you) and i didn't answer cuz i was sad cuz they weren't there for me. Now some of u might think, then y am i friends with them. i am because they were the only ones still nice to me after we had a little fight in our group of friends. but the rest of the trip was fun. we also got to see the 41st president aka George H.Bush.
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