Sunday, September 4, 2005

update!!!

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i still hate alex. she pulled my hoops down and caused them to bleed like h3ll. i mean seriously it was big hoop earings and she just pulled them like it wouldnt even hurt. yea right!!! it hurt like crap. i cried and 10 ppl like just came over and saw everything and was comforting me. (did i mention i didnt know these ppl and they were comforting me and alex was SUPER jealous. YES!!!) i will never forgive her for that. but were goin to b friends again. it just feels good to b mad at her. cuz i can express wut i really feel babout her in her face and she thinks i only said that cuz i was angry. but that was at the dance. which was a while ago. today tho was fun yet infuriating. everyone in the youth group went to kareokee....except the middle schoolers. i'm still mad at everyone that went. (yes incling naomi, pricilla...ok mayb not pricilla....uhlee...and everyone else.) i'm mad!!! but there was a good thing too....angela came over to my house and i'm spendint the day tommorow with my family!!! ^^ i'm so happy. we could hav gone to the beach but i blew it off for kareokee that i didnt even go to..(i didnt want to go to the beach much either) david and angela were there at church to. david tho....umm....idk y...but i used to like him...but for some reason...everytime i spend more time with him....the less i like him like that. i'm not afraid to write this because david knows this....i just hope he doesnt think i'm loco over him or nething. JUST AN INNOCENT CRUSH I SWEAR!! now patrick i'm in luv with. i saw him today and omg i was so happy!!! not only was he still cute!!!!(he had breakouts tho...who cares...there not like my bro's^^) but he was still the same old him. i wish he'd notice me more. y do i hav to b so young!! its not fair. its like all this stuff is happening cuz of my age. i really do luv patrick. i cried just knowing i couldnt hav him cuz of my age. then i faked i had a stomach ache so nobody would know y i was crying. chan joo unni slept over then and said hope u feel better. patrick is 19...i'm 11.....not fair at all. is this possible. ever since he left me.....i thought bout him every day. i really did....i never had these feelings bout a guy this strong b4. not even to david....the only reason i liked him was cuz he was funny, near my age, and was korean. i think thats the only reasons....i'm not sure. i guess he was ccccuuuuuttttttt.........e. whoa that was hard to say. lolz!!!! jk jk david. well i wrote way to much, cya.
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