Monday, April 10, 2006

   YES FINALLY. IT'S COME!!!!
SPRING BREAK IS FINALLY HERE!!!!!!!!!! YES!!!!!
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Monday, April 3, 2006

   why
why must things go so great and then turn upside in a heartbeat?

Sorry, but the guy I suppose to go out with turned out to be what is considered a 'pyscho'. Please dont take that lightly when I say that. He literally wanted to "rip my head off" for letting a guy friend have his arm around my shoulders. He cut himself and hurt his hand over me, and then decided that he would prank me and get me back by having a friend call and say he got in an accident and was in the ICU (Intense Care Unit)and the doctors didnt know if they could help him. The first thought that ran through my head was omg, this is all my fault. Why did I do that to him? I felt guilty and torn up and worried about him the whole weekend. I couldnt believe what was happening. And now I find out it was a joke and he forgives me. Why must people toy with emotions like that? Isnt it enough that I was extremely guilty about the whole guy friend thing? And having him tell me that all my friends thought I was a slut basically? (which he lied about) I dont mean to sound like a victim in this because I know I was in the wrong in this too. Even though everyone says I'm not, but in my heart I feel like I'm the one who brought this all on.

I'm sooo sorry for pestering you all with this. I hope you guys are ok and safe. Luv ya all.
Chow
Azura
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Monday, March 27, 2006

heya
I AM HAPPY!!!!! I technically have a bf right now. >//< He's so sweet but I have to deal with Jeff and the harassment thing first. ^_^ I'm soooo happy. ^-^

I think I shall do work on the bg right now. :: trots off::
Chow
Azura
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Friday, March 24, 2006

Yay, new bg.... well it's temporary... I'm still trying to make mine. ^-^''''

Anyways... well, I think Jeff has finally stop harrassing me for fear of my dad and cops and school officals... -.-''' But dont listen to me when I tell you.. Gotta listen to me dad be all scary. ^-^

Oh, My friend and I are doing to megacon next yr... She wants me to either be Chi or Jin. ^-^''' She's gonna be Sakura from Naruto. She's got the eyes for it. But I told her if I was Jin or Chi, I'm fucking working out until my body is fit enough. Most of my friends hate that I call myself fat... I'm 125 plbs. I want to lose a little more weight and work on shaping my stomach and legs. ^-^''' I'm a crazy bitch, I know.

Anyways.. my new theme will be Cowboy bebop. ^-^ It's gonna be Faye Faye and Ed. ^-^ Yay!

Anyways, my life is gonna better...

OMG, Jeff just come in the class. I got to go before I freak. Loads of love.
Chow
Azura
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Thursday, March 16, 2006

OHAYO!!!!!!!!!!
I'm sooo happy... and yet not. It's a funky thing. On one hand, I'm happy with my new rp, with most of my friends, my story, etc. And on the other, I cant help but break down crying cause of Jeff making me seem if I've done something wrong (thank god everyone knows it's not true but still it hurts) and then saying he thinks he loves me, school, college... etc. It's overwhelming.

::sighs:: oh well, you take the good and the bad, eh?

Anyways, I see alot of you are starting new sites or not having time to be on here at all (I fall into the second category). It's sooo sad. :: glomps you all:: Miss ya all. Please stay safe and be happy. I cant stand hearing about any of you having problems. It's not fair, you all seem so cool and dont deserve what happens to ya.

Well... that ends my serious attitude. Lol, lots of ppl have noticed I'm one extreme to the next. ^-^ I'm ubber happy and hyper or ubber serious and sad. I suppose I'm truely bipolar, now arent I? Lol

Anyways.... PENGUINS KICK ARSE!!!! And I shall leave you all here.
Luv to ya all
Azura

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Wednesday, March 8, 2006

well, I'm in the process
... I'm in the process of making my background right now.. It's gonna be kind of dark to reflect my mood with my life right now, so I apologize in advance. -.-''

Anyways, sorry if I lost you on the last post. Andrew was playing the keyboard on garage band on one of the mac and trying to make everyone laugh. He's gonna be a brillant voice actor when he graduates. He can do any type of voice he wants and is funny as hell. You all would most likely love him. ^-^

Well, stay safe and love to you all.
Chow
Azura
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Monday, March 6, 2006

Wowsers
Wow, lunch is interesting with Andrew. ^-^

He is now playing chops on garage band. ^-^ And mortal combat.... and a british siren for a cop car. O.O''''
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Saturday, March 4, 2006

Hey
I'm hating guys at the moment right but I'm not gonna piss and moan about it. Cause it'll all be done and over with by tomorrow. Anyways... I'm gonna make my next theme Paradise Kiss. But yeah, bored and talking to the guy who's causing my all my problems right now. T.T Seriously the guys who read this, do you feel like you have to be two faced around girls? Sorry as that but do you?

Anyways, I'm trying to begin my story that's gonna get publish. I have the whole story planned out, the character, the plot, etc but I cant make the starting flow. It suxs. T.T But yeah, I'm me right now, trying to make everyone happy right now. But I thank you for listening to my ranting because I cant tell anyone else this. Which is sad. -.-''''

Anyways.... I like that word... anyways. ^-^ But yeah. How are you all? Good I hope. Well, I got to go. Luv to you all.
Chow
Azura

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Friday, March 3, 2006

   heys
i'm sooooo mad at freaking Louis!!! I was drawing something pretty and it was in pen (not easy for me) and he came up and drew a mustache in pen on it and ruined it completely!!!!!!! T.T Asswipe!

Anyways, Jeff is getting his ass kicked by me. It's offically that he's a two faced jackass.

Chow
Azura
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Thursday, March 2, 2006

hey people
The lunch bell is about to ring signaling everyone back to class. :: tear tear:: Evilness. I'm looking for a new layout and tempted just to make one in photoshop or illustrator in class. Whatcha think of that?

Well I got to go. I'll update tomorrow. Pinky promise. :: holds out pinky:: Loads of luv. :D
Chow
Azura
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