Wednesday, March 1, 2006

   relief....
Sorry about my last post... I had a burden and guiltiness lefted off my shoulders finally. Jeff was forced to see a counciler. So everything is getting a tab better.....

So how are you all? I hope not going through some similar things I am...

Again, I apologize about not updating lately. But things have been spiraling downwards for me. It's offical that we'll be moving anywhere when my dad find a job he likes anywhere in the country. :: sighs:: But it wont be until next year. That means I'm working at MGM studios this year. :: happy dance:: My dad is pulling some strings to get me a job there with his hours, well, similar hours. So I get to run around the park and riding the rides while I'm not working and waiting for my dad. ^-^ I'm trying to get Maddie on get the same thing too.

Anyways, I luv you all and hope to God that you all are doing well and are safe.


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Monday, February 27, 2006

   Exghausted.....
I needed to write this so I didnt break down crying in school. Right now, I'm talking to my second mommy and teacher about everything and she's trying to calm me down. I'm basically in chaos at the moment and cannot cry for some reason. And I had fcat to add on top of it. So, please forgive me for not udating. I luv you all and stay safe.
Azura
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Thursday, February 23, 2006

k, gotta make this quick
Sorry, but this has got to be quick. I'm reading the sequel to Interview with a Vampire, The Vampire Lestat. It's sooooooooooooo good. I luv it, ^-^

Anyways, I'm sooooo sorry for not being here to get to all of your guys' sites and updating. T.T :: bows:: Forgive me.

Jeff and me are getting closer. I dont know if we're technically going out though. -.-'''' Alex wanted to know if we french kissed yet. That's not for me and I havent tried it.

Anyways, ..... School is being a pain in the arse at the moment. Me and my bst (Business System Tech.) teacher dont get along at alllllllll. I hateeeeeeee her guuuuuuuttssssss. And she hates allllll of ourrrrrr guuuuuuts! She gave almost everyone a flunking grade. And I know for a fact that I have almost all my work in and it's all higher than a B. My parents dont care though. She's calling parents tomorrow and my dad is gonna curse her out. :: victory dance::

Anyways, looooove to you all.
Chow
Azura
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Thursday, February 16, 2006

MWUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!.... DOH!!! IT'S SOOOOO SOUR!!!!!!! :: sucking on warheads:: ^-^ all better.

Sorry for not updating sooner! I've been sooo busy.
What's going on:
1.High school is so a pain
2. I got to fill out a form to be in Who's Who in America. It's for high school students who have been chosen cause they excel at something. :: happy dance::
3. Getting the plans set up for my sweet 16
4. Getting ready to take the permit test :: shivers:: T.T
5. My aunt and uncle came down from Wisconsin. GOOOOOOO WISCONSIN!!!!! ^-^
6. My brothers b-day was on the 14th of Feb. that day of loveeeeee was not for meeeeeee.
7. Umm..... trying not to fall for Jeff.... :: blushes:: Everyone thinks he totally likes me but he's got a girlfriend. :: tear tear::
8. Last but the best, turning in the $$$$ I got for donations and giving it to relay for life. ($130... or something like that)

That's about it.... yup. ^-^ Hope you all are doing great. Loads of luv to you all. I'll be posting another one of my drawings. Did you all check out the recently posted one? Please check it out.

Chow
Azura
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Saturday, February 11, 2006

   Sick...
Sorry for not updating. T.T I'm sick... again. ::sigh:: So I will 'try' to get to all you all's sites but that's if I dont get dizzy. >.> I'm not suppose to be on but in bed, sleeping. What my parents dont know cant hurt. Hope you all are doing great. Stay safe
Luvs
Azura
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Saturday, February 4, 2006

like duuudde.
Yesterday at school was soo wicked awesome. We were under a tornado watch all day long. Usually that sucks butt but it was soo sweet.
1. Me and Alex almost missed the bus cause she didnt want to wake up and had to run in the run with boots on. laughing my butt off.
2.Second period I actually got the courage to get up and make a huge speech about relay for life and donating. I'm not the type of person that does that. Proud of myself.
3. I got 11 bucks during 3 from ppl donating, mostly from Liz, god bless her soul. ^-^
4. Fourth period... wow... that's all I can say. Jeff freaked me out. His gf is visiting the Dominican Republic and me and Katie always give him hugs. Well yesterday he was like Amanda (yes that my name) hug! I was like only if you give to the poor- I mean cancer. So I went over to bug Travis and them, left cause they were being cold towards me (whatver, I dont care, I swear they all bipolar) and Jeff goes Amanda come here. I'm like what and trot over there and he pulls out 45 bucks. He was like what does this get me? I was like damn, I only wanted a buck man. He'll like do you have a bf? Me: No.... Him: I like to sleep around with other girls. Me: dude that's just low and wrong. Him: John told me to say it, sorry... Hug? Me: :: hugs, hugs again:: Him: :: gets cocky:: Kiss my cheek Me: hellz no.

Anyways, my day was excellent. I like Jeff alot but I mean... I wouldnt let him cheat on his gf. I know all too well how sucky that is.

Anyways... yeah, THANK YOU ALL For complementing my piccy. :: hugs:: ^//^ I apperciate it. Travis and Jeff were like dude, you gotta get like loads of stuff for v-day. I dont. T.T lol, but it's all good. Anyways, you guys are soo nice. Loads of love.
Chow
Azura
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Tuesday, January 31, 2006

   Gomen-san ppl. T.T
I'm really sorry I havent updated in like forever. T.T or visited your guys site. I've been so busy with preparing for the fcats and trying into to murder my bst teacher. School is always so hetic, especially high school, but right now, everything seems to be in fast forward. Anyways, apparently a guy from the new york times think that ppl on myspace dont read. >.< So not true. If I or other ppl on myspace dont read, how come most of my friends and I have a well into college reading level. hmph.

I dont know if you heard also about the car crash (if you can call it that) that kill the seven kids. It was so horrible and near where I live. A 15 year old with 6 other kids in the car was drivin behind a school bus and a semi was following the car. Well the semi didnt stop when the bus and car did and crushed the car. All of them died that were in the car. And the grandfather came later and saw what happened and died of a heart attack. It's soo sad and horrible.

Anyways, I got to go. Time is running out before I have to go back to the hellhole. ::sighs:: I hope that all of you are doing good and nuthin bad is happened. Luv to you all.
Chow
Azura

My beloved friends acting as though they had a hangover at disney.


Alright, tis me. My friend said the picture looked odd when she saw it on myspace, T.T does it?
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Monday, January 23, 2006

Ellos
Heys,Sorry i havent update as regulary anymore. High is so hetic and now I was froced to be an actress by my friends. ^-^'''' Long story but it includes revenge on a guy who's screwed with my emotions when going out with me. He's screwed with all of the four of us who are doing it.

Anyways, I look like a prep today. Jill is gonna make a big deal out of it but oh well, I like looking pretty. ^-^

Finally got a pair of sunglasses, no more stealing my bro's. Score! Lol, I brought a bunch of stuff on Friday with my mom. And found out yesterday that my grandma, my aunt (Wow, it sounds funny calling her that, Aunt... I usually call her Jill), and my mom are taking me out of school on a friday to my a girls day. I'm not agrueing one bit man. lol

Well, i hope you all are doing well. I promise to check you're guys sites today. But right now... School calls... :: sighs:: I put it off as long as I can. Woe is me. Lol, jk.

Well, Stay well and safe, and be jolly. ^-^

Chow
Azura

Questions
1. Have you heard the Goo Goo Dolls new song? (awesomeness)

2. Puff or Poof?

3. Have you ever watched the Brothers Grimm? (awsomeness)
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Friday, January 20, 2006

And....
Thank you Agent Yuki too!!!!!! :: glomps:: T.T you're one of my frist friends on this site and you're soo cool.
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   Hey
I've calmed down a little about the whole sit. about moving. My friends at school are so upset through. Travis said he'll move with me if I do move to England. To tell you the truth I hope I dont move there. Cause that only means more miles between my friends. But my mom is very confident that I'll make friends instantly where I go. -.-'''

Anyways, I hate a new 9th grader to hate if he touches me anywhere again. He kept coming on to me and trying to touch me in places that I dont let anyone touch unless they have my damn permission. So if you heard of a 10th grader in Clemont almost killing a 9th grader, no worries. ^-^'

I'd like to thank Jennifer92 for always being there for me when I need it. Thank you :: hugs::

And I thank all of you guys too. :: give candy::

Anyways, I'm suppose to be at lunch but I'm in the computer lab typing this and doing my bst work. .-''' I will get done with it before the others. lol... But anyways... Yeah, guys are funny. But i have to admit girls can be even odder. ^-^'''' But most of the guys at my school are like on the period or something. -.-'''

Saw the guy I use to like alot... Travis and I swear he's bipolar. He start shits and acts like your his best buddy in the world the next. It bothers me sooo much. But I was wearing my white tank top yesterday that has the sleves connected to it. Everyone liked it and kept commenting that I'm skinny. ^////^ I luv them. But Jeremy saw it and his jaw like dropped. i was laughing my ass off. Cause it's short on the mid-drift (Had to wear on jacket over it most of the day until 3 and 4 period) but I was like what? He's like I like your shirt. Lol, I swear he's such a loser but I'm still friends with him. He's a good person all together but got some issues.

That's all I have to say.... Yup, Except. DO IT TO IT LARS!!!!!- Heavyweights (luv that movie
Chow
Azura
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