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myOtaku.com: Azura the kitsune


Monday, April 3, 2006

   why
why must things go so great and then turn upside in a heartbeat?

Sorry, but the guy I suppose to go out with turned out to be what is considered a 'pyscho'. Please dont take that lightly when I say that. He literally wanted to "rip my head off" for letting a guy friend have his arm around my shoulders. He cut himself and hurt his hand over me, and then decided that he would prank me and get me back by having a friend call and say he got in an accident and was in the ICU (Intense Care Unit)and the doctors didnt know if they could help him. The first thought that ran through my head was omg, this is all my fault. Why did I do that to him? I felt guilty and torn up and worried about him the whole weekend. I couldnt believe what was happening. And now I find out it was a joke and he forgives me. Why must people toy with emotions like that? Isnt it enough that I was extremely guilty about the whole guy friend thing? And having him tell me that all my friends thought I was a slut basically? (which he lied about) I dont mean to sound like a victim in this because I know I was in the wrong in this too. Even though everyone says I'm not, but in my heart I feel like I'm the one who brought this all on.

I'm sooo sorry for pestering you all with this. I hope you guys are ok and safe. Luv ya all.
Chow
Azura
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