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• 1990-08-08
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• 2006-01-23
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• melay

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• I was born? @___@
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• Bleach, Naruto, Shaman, Furuba, YYH, Saiyuki... ahhh... Many to mention.
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• i don't have any goals yet... though i want to be someone who'll serve the Lord
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• Drawing, reading, writing fictions and surfing the net.
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myOtaku.com: azure nightingale

Thursday, February 12, 2009

a lesson learned from Mother Teresa
I have found the paradox that if you love until it hurts there can be no more hurt - only more love. - Mother Teresa

this quotes is so true! i so hate loving this person to the EXTENT that I can't help but.... let him go - and still... pray for him that he'll be happy where ever he is.

as ironic as it maybe I DID ask God to help me to let... him... go... and i did - but there's something tugging deep down inside me- probably because i regret what i've done. or better yet i've regret that i didn't utter anything before setting him free.

Sometimes God fulfills prayers in His own very humorous ways - just to make you see if you were blind much too long, or if you happen to be stuck in a rut that's not good for you.

But even if he's not mine - and i know he'll NEVER BE MINE, i just want to ask God - if it's alright - i still want to continue to pray for him - i know i can't be by his side so all I ask is his safety. I know i can't love him so all ask is for God to send him someone special who's capable of loving him more than i could ever do.

i'm not dramatic- well scratch that - maybe a little yes.... But hey this is me. and maybe i might be a little to rough especially when i play games and all... but i just want to let out my other side from time to time.
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