Thursday, August 12, 2004

   confessions
Dear Boy who i still love and was my first true love,

Some answers to your questions
How was vaction?
great im going again in sep.
How's life?
great...i geuss
How are you holding up mentally?
not so well my father finally gave up on me...which im happy but sad because that shows how much im worth...nothing
When do you go back to school?
no clue lol
Will you ever play on battle.net or will I see you on aim or msn again?
um i dont know i gave my games away and ive been reallly busy with soccor, cheerleading, friends, family, youth group, and just life. its really fucked right now but its all good.
When will you call me?
ill try when i go to work again or when ever i have the chance to.
Do you really care anymore?
yes, and thats the truth.
Do we mean anything anymore?
i think about you every day, pray for you, and i talk to you before i go to bed and wonder if you here me or if your looking at the stars. i think you'll get it
Do you still have the tab bit feeling for me?
take out tab and bit i cant get you out of my mind when im kissing other guys i pretend that there you or when they hug me tight.(not to get you jelous)so i want them to kiss and hold me all the time
Do you think i'm a lieing, self abrosbed, person?
no i think your a great guy and any girl who is with you is soooooooooooooooooooooo lucky because your a great boyfriend (even when im mad at you i still love you because if i didnt like you then i wouldnt care)
Do you think I care about you?
i know you care about me and im very grateful, we have been through so much toghter and i tell you stuff that ive told no one before and i love you with all my heart friend wise and boyfriend wise (even though were not going out) and love everything you do, dont, and have done, i love You with all my heart and i hope we stay at least frineds forever and maybe met one day and maybe get married. i loved and love you with all my heart and i think about you every day.

Love,
Sarah
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