Wednesday, February 9, 2005

   ....and i was all liike hells yah!!
ahh..i love that commercial..(title of post)

anywho. no school today^^ i guess its a snow day or something. i got up and ready for school. i even walked down to the bus stop. it was snowin, but i didnt think anything of it. there was another girl waitin too. then this girl comes out and says that school has been canceled^^ im happy.

i only got about 3 1/2 hours of sleep last night, but i'm not tired for once.

anywho so yay for no school :P
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   I tear my heart open just to feel...
i had this song stuck in my head the past few nights....

Papa Roach Lyrics

Scars Lyrics

[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help to fix myself
Your making me insane
All I can say is

[Chorus]

I tried to help you once
A kiss will only vise
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That your drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last dance

[Chorus]

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause your drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
You fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

[Chorus x2]

well it's 2am. i supose i should be off to bed, but i have math h/w to make up from thursday and monday when i was absent.

i've been sleepin but i still feel totally drained in the morning. its as if i havent slept at all.

when i got home from school i slept for 3 1/2 hours so im not tired now. but i should prolly go.

as far as the whole thing with my bro and anni. i honestly dont know whats gonna happen. i dont really care to talk about it at the moment.


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Tuesday, February 8, 2005

   wtf mate??
im in school right now. i'm tired and depressed and dont feel good, and i just dont wanna be here right now.

now apparently that bitch mary isnt pregnant. if you dont know what im talking about so read yesterdays post. it was late so mayb thats why some of you missed it.

anywho im so confused. well the bell just rang so i gotta go.

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Monday, February 7, 2005

   put the hat on the head
srry im posting so late....but at least im posting.

what a shitty weekend. i didn't go to school today. i just kinda moped around feelin shitty and depressed.

i guess for the past 2 months my brother has been cheating on his g/f with some other bitch. my bro and annie have been together 4 years! annie is like a sister to me. she has no family. her mom dies of cancer in 2002, her sister is a little bitch that has caused annie nothing but pain and her dad is a loser that hasnt been in her life since she was a little girl.

my real sister angie hates annie cuz she thought she was cheating on my bro. so she has been tryin to break them up.

anywho to make a long story short. my bro has been messin around behind everyones back for 2 months with my sisters friend mary.

that bitch has 2 kids and a husband. (she says their gettin a divorce and the're seperated but i dont see any fucking divorce papers)

i guess last night they found out mary was pregnant. my brother got that bitch pregnant!! i cant fuckin believe this. my mom called marys today to talk ot my bro and asked her is she was pregnant. now mary changes her story and says shes not. i dont know what to believe now. im just so mad and upset.

srry bout all the bitchin but i needed to let it out.

on the other hand....heres a quiz


You represent... angst.
You have an extremely cynical outlook on just about
everything. It's okay to sulk and be
depressed, but life is short, and you only get
one. It's only what you make it, and only you
can make it improve.


What feeling do you represent?
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Sunday, February 6, 2005

uh...*crickets*
i dont really have anything to post about so here are some random things to look at.






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Friday, February 4, 2005

   great day
i had a great day at school today. that doesn't usually happen. something always fucks with my day, but not today^^

3rd hour (technology) was fun because we were working with powerpoint (which ive done b4 like a zillion times) and the teacher was goin too fast and everyone was fallin behind and we were all laughing cuz we were all so lost. twas fun tho^^

then in dance class i was absent yesterday so i missed a new dance. its hard cuz it goes fast. i was havin trouble with it but so was everyone else. then we got like 10 minutes free at the end of class so me, beth, allison, and manda (not rockstarfairychik..a different manda) were planning our senior dance for the recital.

then in 6th hour (teachers aide for 1st yr dance class) they learned a new dance. tis one of my favorite dances in dance class. tis called Zemur Atik, and tis from Isreal. tis pretty. you start out in a circle, with your left hand palm side up on ur left shoulder, you place ur right hand on the person in front of you's left hand. *starting with ur RIGHT foot...very important* you walk forward 4 steps. then step to your right once and as you step clap to your right side 2 times. then step in to your left and clap to the left 2 times. so tis step, step, step, step, right..clap, clap. left clap, clap. got it? o.O good. you do that 4 times. then on after the 4th clap to the left you turn to your left and slowly walk in 2 steps and snap on each step. then walk out 4 little steps while bringing ur arms down (like a bow). so this part is step, snap right, step, snap left. out 2, 3, 4, (while bringing ur arms down). do that 4 times. then start back over from the beginning. eventually a lead person breaks the circle and you go around in a line. tis so much fun^^

so yah. now that i wasted ur time i hope some of you try it^^ lol

when i got home from school my new bed was here and set up!! i was so excited. tis a futon, but so comfy^^

well i requested some mangas from the library. chobits vol 1~8, inuyasha vol. 1, and kill me kiss me vol. 1~2. twas weird tho cuz kill me kiss me vol. 1 came in but none of the other ones did eventhough i requested them at the same time. oh well may~b tomorrow.

~See yah space cowboy~
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Thursday, February 3, 2005

   tired...
well i'm not goin to school today so i'll do my best to get to everyone's sites. i'm not promisin anything, i'm just hopin..lol

if you didn't see post from yesterday you should go read it. i thought they were funny^^

i got this in an email:

CHINESE PROVERBS
>*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
>Virginity like bubble, one prick, all gone.
>*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
>Man who run in front of car get tired.
>*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
>Man who run behind car get exhausted.
>*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
>Man with hand in pocket feel cocky all day.
>*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
>Foolish man give wife grand piano, wise man give wife upright organ.
>*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
>Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok.
>*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
>Man with one chopstick go hungry.
>*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
>Man who scratch ass should not bite fingernails.
>*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
>Man who eat many prunes get good run for money.
>*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
>Baseball is wrong: man with four balls cannot walk.
>*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
>Panties not best thing on earth! But next to best thing on earth.
>*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
>War does not determine who is right, war determine who is left.
>*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
>Wife who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cat house.
>*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
>Man who fight with wife all day get no piece at night.
>*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
>It take many nails to build crib, but one screw to fill it.
>*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
>Man who drive like hell, bound to get there.
>*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
>Man who stand on toilet is high on pot.
>*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
>Man who live in glass house should change clothes in basement.
>*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
>Man who fish in other man's well often catch crabs.
>*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
>Man who fart in church sit in own pew.
>*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Crowded elevator smell different to midget.

well i'm tired so i'm off to bed. nighty~night everyone *hugs*
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Wednesday, February 2, 2005

   some of the many unanswered questions in life
Why do they put the names of football teams on baseball caps?

If I had my legs amputated, would I have to change my height and weight on my driver's license?

Since bread is square, then why is sandwich meat round?

Do the security guards at airports have to go through airport security when they get to work?

Why is Donkey Kong called "DONKEY" Kong if he's a monkey?

364 days of the year, parents tell their kids not to take candy from strangers, yet on Halloween, its encouraged! Why is that?

If a criminal turns himself in shouldn't he get the reward money?

Why do doctors leave the room while you change? They’re going to see you naked anyway?

Do vampires get AIDS?

If Milli Vanilli fell in the woods, would someone else make a sound?

i really like that last one^^

now for some t~shirts:

^^i want that shirt^^




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   tech class....yet again
hello all my adoring fans...i know you all missed me right? well i updated kinda late yesterday.

im in tech class...the bell hasnt rang yet so class hasn't technically started yet. well theres the 1 min bell.

i just wanted to update real quick. i got my report card yesterday. i passed all my classes!!!!

child care 2~ exam:A+ class:B
creative writing~ exam:B+ class C
technology~ exam:A class:B
fiber arts~ exam A class A

well i have to go now cuz i dont wanna get in trouble for not doing my work.

ByeeZZ


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Tuesday, February 1, 2005

   tuesday *boring*
i know yesterday i said i'd update when i got home from school, but i didn't. after school i came home and got somethign to eat then went to bed. i slept for a few hours and woke up. then did my math homework (wow i haven't had homework in years..i barely had any last year and none so far this year). then i took a shower, and went back to bed.

i'm updating kinda late today tho. (5:00pm)

so how was everyone's monday? mine was ok. i slept alot..lol.. i seem to be doing that alot lately.

i'm excited b~cuz i might be going upnorth to my sisters house in a few weeks for mid winter break (we have a week off school..14~18).

anywho thats all for now. i'll try to update tomorrow.


You're a natural born trouble-maker. You hate
authority and do everything you can to get
around the law, or in some cases, break it.
Naturally stubborn, you hardly ever sway once a
decision is made. Your nature is fiery and
courageous, and always out-going. You love
attention and usually have kinky fetishes
you're not afraid to explore. People either
love you or hate you.


What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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Which FLCL Character Are You ?
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