Monday, November 8, 2004

   cute piccie

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poem
correction. i can add my poem now. lol. here you go. let me know what you think about it!


Insecure

How can you be so insecure?
The feelings I have for you are no more
You said you loved me, but I was so blind
You broke up with me
Did I waste your time?
Well don’t worry bout me, I’ll be fine
To raise this baby alone, I have to do
Is it a crime to want help from you?
Well now you don’t have to worry your pretty little face
I’m done with you, I’ll get out of your space
I’ll be gone now in this world alone
To raise OUR baby , on my own
When I’m sleepin I won’t even think about you
It’s just me and my baby, my pretty little girl
If for some reason you decide you care
Well think again!
Hell will freeze over before I go there
Now you’re sleepin wondering what you could have had
Your pathetic little self
Boy you are so sad
All I know is it’s me and my baby
p.s. guess what I have a new man. One with a heart.
Wanna know what OUR baby just said?
“I love you mommy. And my new dad!”
Look at yourself, I bet your fallin apart
That’s what you get for breakin my heart
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good morning all....(its 9:33a.m. here). anywho. i don't have much to talk about right now.

im excited. i got my homecomming pics back on saturday..it took me forever to get them developed cuz i didn't have any money but i finally got them developed. it only took about a week ( i did it through the mail).

anywho since im in school right now i'll update later with another poem. See YahZ ^.^
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Sunday, November 7, 2004

   yay 200
i'm so excited. i've had exactly 200 visits. i know its not much but its a great achievement for me. anywho so heres another poem...

The Game:

As I sit here all alone
I wonder…

Was it true?
Did I really love you?

Was it all just a game?
A game people play just to see who can win

I thought I loved him…
The first time we met

That first kiss.
My lips on his

That sweet look in his big blue eyes
I felt so safe in his embrace

But I knew something was to good to be true
The first time he said, “I love you”.

I was so young and naive
I didn’t realize
It was all just a game

You played me
like I was your hand in cards

But guess what…I’m not
And now I have nothing left
But a heart full of scars

You didn’t know what you meant to me
But now you’ll never be able to see

You fucked with my head
And now I’m dead

I’m laying in a forever deep sleep,
that is ruled by hell

Luckily for you
You’re only locked in a cell

One which you can escape from
But not me

I’m forever here
Soundly slumbering,
for I have no tomorrow
In this place of fear.

I slumber in hate
Which has become my fate

Now ask yourself
Is it true?
Does he really love you?

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Saturday, November 6, 2004

Price of Death
heres a poem i wrote a couple weeks ago.

Price of Death

I sit alone
Everything’s quiet
The house is dark

I found the blade
So shiny & new

No one would have thought
Not even you

I trace my vein
Press down & feel the pain

The blood begins to flow
In a nice steady pace

Then suddenly,
My mind begins to race

What am I doing?
Is there anything to live for?
There’s nothing

Soon I’ll be dead
This pool of blood
Is now my bed

Everything I hate
has become my fate

This is the price I’m willing to pay
To let my life slip away
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   lalala...
I'm so happy that i have the internet again. I missed it so much.

Anywho, enough about that. i watched white chicks last night. that is a funny ass movie!!!! now everytime i hear that song..1000 miles by vanessa carlton i think of the bug black guy singing that song. lol.

i'm glad. my moms b/f went to look for a new car today. his car broke and died. so if he gets a new car, that means i might be able to have...or atleast drive the explorer. i love that car, but my mom doesn't like to drive it. so um yah.

lalala well i dont really know what to write about right now so i'm gonna leave it at this...ByeeZZ
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Friday, November 5, 2004

   i'm so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh my josh!!!!! my internet works now!!!!! you guys don't understand how happy i am. i'm about to cry. well anywho i have sooo much to catch up on this is all im gonna post for now. i'll be back later tho to post more!!! I love you all!!!
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Thursday, November 4, 2004

only skeevy stoners fart...
in im tech class so i only have a minute. today has been good so far. rctc was dull but lunch was fun!! we were talking about masturbation...it was funny.
anywhaz i have to do my work. srry it was so short. i'll try to add more later....or tomorrow... See YahZZ
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Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
Username
The quality that most appeals to you:	Strength
In a survival situation, you:	Outsmart your attacker
Your hidden talent is:	Pragmatism
Your gift is:	Fearlessness
In groups, you:	Play an organisational role
Your best quality is:	Your compassion
Your weakness is:	Your furious temper
Quiz created with MemeGen!

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Wednesday, November 3, 2004

   very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very long survey..

You Know It's All About You (Over 100 Questions)
Created by niney123 and taken 4725 times on bzoink!
.:General Info:.
Name:	Crystal
Age:	17
Gender:	female
Height:	5'5" or 5'6"
Birthday:	August 10th 1987
Hair Color:	purple rage
Describe yourself in one word:	unique
Describe your personality in one word:	"special"
.:School Life:.
What grade are you in:	12th
What school do you go to:	Lincoln High School
And where is that:	Ypsilanti, Michigan
Do you get good grades:	A's and B's usually
Favorite Subject:	english
.:Love Life:.
Sexual Preference:	guys
Do you have a bf/gf:	neither
If so,what is their name:	...
How long have you been dating:	...
Do you consider yourself in love with them:	...
If so,why:	...
Have you had your first kiss:	yah
If so,when:	when i was 13 or 14
Do you have a crush:	yah
If so,what is their name:	Matt
Why do you like them:	he's a great person, great personality..and hes sexy!!
Do they know you:	yah
Do they know that you like them:	i have jokingly said i'd rape him but he doesn't know how serious i am
How long have you known them:	for about 2 yrs
.:Friends:.
Best Friend(s):	manda
How long have you been friends:	since 8th grade
Do you consider yourself a good friend:	yah i think so
How many friends do you think you have:	not alot, but enough
Most popular:	Matt
Most conceited:	Matt
Friendliest:	Beth or Heather
Meanest:	...
Prettiest:	Angie
Craziest:	Manda
Oldest:	Jimmy (19) lives in New York
Youngest:	Matt (16)
Most recent:	Angie
Smartest:	I dunno...
.:Favorites:.
Food:	Chicken nuggets any kind of fast food..esp. burger king
Person:	...
Number:	8, 13
Show:	inuyasha, trigun, bebop, survivor..anything on adult swim or mtv
Letter:	...
Song:	too many to list
Band/Singer:	blink~182/Amy Lee
Place in the world:	park by my house. its peaceful and closde to matt
Season:	summer
.:Your-:.
Dream Vacation:	london, paris or rome
Dream House:	not to big, not to small with a pool and party house/room
Dream Room:	somewhere to party..and play lots of loud music
Location:	on a peaceful island or forest
.:Last Time You:.
Watched T.V.:	this morning...2 and a half hours ago
Went to the bathroom:	about 25 min ago (break time in rctc)
Ate:	25 min ago (break time in rctc)
Slept:	last night
Listened to music:	2 days ago
Used the phone:	yesterday
IMed someone/Got an IM:	4 days ago (my internet doesn't work at home)
Went to school:	today
Played a game:	uhhhhhhhh friday i tried to play Diablo 2 at Matts house
Took a shower:	last night
Hugged someone:	Matt a few days ago..friday i think
Went on a date:	hahaha...
Wrote a letter:	...
Cried:	prolly a few days ago
.:Last Person You:.
Hugged:	Matt
Kissed:	i dont remember
Laughed at:	Beth
Cried over:	...
IMed/Got an IM from:	Jimmy
Hurt:	...
Talked to:	Manda and Beth..rctc
Spoke to on the phone:	my sister
Ate with:	Beth and Manda (in rctc)
Spent time with:	Manda..over the weekend
Saw:	Manda on sunday (besides in school)
Missed:	Matt
Heard:	Ms. Sandy (teacher is talking now)
Played with:	tried to play Diablo2 with Matt
.:Have You Ever:.
Been out of the country:	ya
Been out of state/province:	ya
Done drugs:	no
Done anything illegal:	ya
Slapped someone:	ya
Cut yourself:	ya
Played an instrument:	ya
Hurt someone for no reason:	i dunno
Hurt someone:	ya
Killed an insect/bug:	ya
Gotten stung by a bee:	ya
Lied to your parents:	ya
Stole Something:	ya
Kissed Someone:	ya
.:This Or That:.
Rock or Rap:	rock
Singing or Songwriting:	singing
Tennis Shoes or Sandals:	tennis shoes
Phone or Computer:	computer
Biking or Skating:	biking
Analog or Digital:	...
Coke or Pepsi:	coke
Sprite or Sierra Mist:	sprite
MTV or VH1:	MTV
R&B or Country:	R&B
Cingular or T-Mobile:	Cingular
Cats or Dogs:	Cats
AIM or Yahoo:	AIM
Bzoink or Quizilla:	Quizilla
.:Word Association:.
Birthday:	cake
Peanut:	butter
Good Charlotte:	yummie....(joel)
Ravioli:	chef boyardie (can't spell)
President Bush:	sucks!!
T.V.:	remote
Rock:	Matt
Rap:	crap*
Chef:	south park
Boys:	yummie
Girls:	woo~hoo o.O
Calendar:	b~day
Fan:	cool (air)
Evil:	*slowly raises hand*
.:Right Now:
Eating:	just ate cheez~its
Drinking:	nothing
Watching:	nothing
What is on your mousepad:	its red and it says 4imprint (at school)
What are you doing:	taking a quiz
What song are you listening to:	nothing
What's in your CD player:	at home..nothing
Wearing:	blue jeans and black shirt that says I'm so... (on the front) and spoiled (on the back)
Time:	9:58a.m.
Month:	November
Day of the Month:	3rd
Year:	2004
Day of the week:	Wednesday
What website are you on:	i was on myotaku not im on bzoink!
.:Random Things:.
What color is your mousepad:	red
What color is your keyboard:	white
What is the phrase you use the most online:	anywho, byeeZ, ...so umm yah hi....
Did you like this survey:	ya
Are you sad that it's over:	its done???
What are you gonna do after this survey is over:	post it into my otaku site
Do you like pop-up ads:	no they should all die
How long have you been online:	an hour or so.
Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink!

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