Thursday, August 19, 2004

   hi hi >^_^
Hi hi..miss me>?

srry i haven't been here in sooo long. i've been at my brothers house all week babysitting him. lmao. i just have to make sure he is ok and takes his medicne and stuff like that.

omj, its so funny. my cat mr kankles is almost 9 months old and he was scared of my brothers little 6 month old cat. hehe Rascal..Chae's cat growled at Mr. Kankles and he ran off. I was like awww. hes scared of a lil baby. hehe. yah anywho.

Im so excited. I finally seen Edward Scissorhands today. Its got my sexy lover Johnny Depp in it ;)
Josh i love him!!!!!! yah anywhoz...

i'll try to post as often as i can but my computer is messing up and barely lets me online so i cant say how often ill post.

g2g..ByeeZZ
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Sunday, August 15, 2004

   waaaah!!
im so sad!!! today was the vans warped tour, and i won tickets to go, but i wasnt able to go cuz my bro has been in and out of the hospital. this sux!!

does anyone have a knife or scissors i can borrow????
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Saturday, August 14, 2004

   long week
ok srry i didn't write back. now i can. As you know my brother was put in the hospital on Saturday(aug.7th), from a skateboarding accident. He was released from the hospital on Tuesday(Aug.10th). On thursday morning he was throwing up so my mom called his doctor. His doctor told us to take him back up to the emergency room. We took him there, and they did a cat scan on his head, and found blood on the right dise of his brain. (its wierd tho cuz he hit the left side of his head when he fell, but he fell so hard that he jared his brain and caused it to bleed on the right side). At first the doctor told us he'd have to surgery to get the blood out, but the other doctor didnt want to do surgery if he didnt have to, so he was sent home on Friday afternoon. i hope they dont have to do any surgerys on him. its very scary for the doctor to tell you that your brother has bleeding in his brain and might have to do surgery on him.

to all of you who dont wear helmets take this is a reminder. it can really save ur life...my brother is one lucky bastard, you can bet ur ass he'll be wearing a helmet next time!!!

kk i g2g...ByeeZZ
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Monday, August 9, 2004

   *sigh*
my brother was in a bad skateboarding accident on saturday. he has a concusion, 2 fractures in his skull, a bruise on his brain, and a little blood in hi brain as well. theres some good news tho. yesterday, they took the neck brace off and he was able to sit up (his bed was sat up) a little. he should be hom ein a few days. ill post more tomorrow...i gotta go
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Wednesday, August 4, 2004

poem
OK i feel like putting one of my poems here. Let me know what you think..

The Game:

As I sit here all alone
I wonder...

Was it true?
Did I really love you?

Was it all just a game?
A game people play just to see who can win

I thought I loved him...
The first time we met

That first kiss...
My lips on his

That sweet look in his big blue eyes
I felt so safe in his embrace

But I knew something was to good to be true
The first time he said, "I love you".

I was so young and naive
I didn't realize
It was all just a game

You played me
like I was your hand in cards

But guess what...I'm not
And now I have nothing left
But a heart full of scars

You didn't know what you meant to me
But now you'll never be able to see

You fucked with my head
And now i'm dead

I'm laying in a forever deep sleep,
that is ruled by hell

Luckily for you
You're only locked in a cell

One which you can escape from
But not me

I'm forever here
Soundly slumbering,
for I have no tomorrow
In this place of fear.

I slumber in hate
Which has become my fate

Now ask yourself
Is it true?
Does he really love you?

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Tuesday, August 3, 2004

   wow..
Just when you think you've figured everything out about TheO you learn something else. lol. I thought the whole random member thing was great...then i learned about random quizzes. haha, i'm such a loser i know, but i don't care.

I'm so sad. I submitted 3 drawings yesterday, and they're still not up..actually 2 days ago now (seeing as its 12:17 am here which technically makes it the next day).

Oh well. I guess i'll just sit here and wait. **sings to herself...waiting, waiting, just keep waiting** OK well nothing special has happened yet. May~b i should go and turn the tv on now so i don't miss my beloved inuyasha. **goes and turns the tv on** **damnit it all..stupid tv not being on cartoon network already** **punches the tv with her fist...ouch..** **thinks out loud to self.. .:note to self...next time don't punch tv:.**

And just incase you were wondering fist+tv=pain!!!

lalala wow that was sooo fun. did you miss me?? you didn't?? Fine then, you leave me no choice. I shall send all of those damn underwear gnomes after you. **evil grin** OOOOOORRRRRRRRR....we could play a little game of wheel~of~toture...it's your decision. I personally would rather have Naraku release his deamons on me so they could eat my flesh and in return let me use their powers to be Naraku's Queen....**dumm dumm du dumm dumm dumm du dum** i hear wedding bells in the air.. **wickidly evil grin**

**The tribe has spoken**
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Monday, August 2, 2004

   drawings
i submitted another drawing last night so it will be up eventually. also, for the one i drew of quistis from ff8, i have to delete and resubmit into a different categorie. I forgot there was a video games categorie..*bangs heas on table*...*rubs head..oww my head hurts* hehe, anywho so yah i have to resubmit that one...as soon as it gets on the site that is..hehe.

ok wow i love to just ramble on. rambl, ramble, ramble. *wait..wasn't i suposed to be doing something???* *oh well* ramble, ramble, ramble... >^_^<
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Sunday, August 1, 2004

   pics
I have 1 drawing..yay me. lol. anywho, i submitted 2 more today so they should be up tomorrow. Enjoy them cuz thats all i have..lol.
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Saturday, July 31, 2004

   ~**tear**~
i'm so sad..i have no friends....*sniffles* No one loves me...you are only using me for my incredible concert~ticket winning abilitiez...fine! you shall all burn in hell >:o


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Friday, July 30, 2004

   Yay to Meee!!!
Last night I won tickets to the warped tour on August 15th. I'm sooo excited!!!! If anyone is goin lemme know!!

Also, my Birthday is in 11 more days (aug 10th). I'm havin a b~day party at my house on Friday, August, 6th @ 5:00 pm if you wanna come. Email me or callme if you need directions to my house and all that fun stuff.

Hmmm yah that's about it... LaterZZ
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