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Saturday, January 15, 2005


   life sux
well as you can see i kinda changed my bg. i liked the fruits basket bg but it was too much for me to keep up with my posts. i had to make them special and it just took too long. besides...i missed my black and green^^

life sux..where do i begin?? as i said b4 all my friends are movin away. and since im a senior my friends from school are movin away and goin to college and stuff.

me and mom have been fightin again. i thought things cooled down between us..it even seemed like she forgot she "kicked me out". but this past week or 2 its been bad again. she just gets real pissy at me and i get pissy back. last thursday i asked her to take me to the library so i could get a book. she said no, im tired and i have to work tonite (she works midnights) i was like w/e. when i went to wake her up for work i knocked on the door and was like mom..its 10:00. she was like im up (yelling at me) i was like ok...then i mumbled to myself dont bite my fucking head off. i went to my room..and 10:30 rolls around and she hasnt left yet (she usually leaves around 10:20ish) so i go to her room, knock on the door and say mom..its past 10:30.ur gonna be late..she yells at me again..and says im not goin to work. that pissed me off. she bitched about havin to work then didnt go. she could have taken me to the library *grrr*

and..on top of that ive been havin mood swings. one minute i'll be content and happy..the next minute i'll be really sad (for no reason). or i'll get really pissed. i swear im manic depressive or something. i just get real depressed real easy for no reason. then i have to stop myself for goin for the scissors (manda knows what i mean..im sure u can figure it out tho).

srry didnt realize i was ramblin on.

*sighs* well im real tired so i think i'm gonna go to bed (12:00am..thats soo early for me)^^

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