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Friday, April 1, 2005
.....day...11/2 ~ day 2
thx for all the comments yesterday. it really does mean a lot to me *sniffle* I just thought id give an update and I wanted to post a couple pics. I might have the ages off cuz of bdays and stuff, but it’s a good enough guess.
This is my fav. Pic of faith. She was 10 months old. She did this pose on her own (the photographer didn’t say anything to her she just did it)
im pretty sure this is easter 2004, but it could be eater 2003. Im pretty sure its 04 tho.
This is Christmas 2004.
Well now that you’ve seen the sad pics I think manda (rockstarfairychik) was gonna post the article that was in the paper about her accident. The information isn’t completely correct in the article but yah.
Now I bet ur all wondering how she is. There is still very little hope. She is still alive..with help of machines. (I’ll probably be saying today but I mean Thursday). Her brain is still swelling and there is a lot of pressure and fluid in her head. The doctors told us there is one last thing they can try. It is kind of like a spinal tap. They put some thing in her spine and it is supposed to help release the pressure off her brain. If it works they will know right away if it will help or not. If it does work she will live. She will be like a 6 month old baby. She will be blind on one eye (which she already is now), but she will see people and acknowledge there is someone there, but she will never be able to know who it is…she wont recognize them. If this doesn’t work, she has 3 or 4 days to live.
They did the procedure and at first the pressure started to go down, which is a good sign. Then the pressure began to rise again. So thing look bad. She is in a coma and will never wake up (unless this proves to work). She does have brain damage. I honestly do not think she will live.
I got to see her 3 times today. The first time I seen her, as I walked around the corner I almost broke down there. I knew I had to be strong and hold it in so the nurses wouldn’t kick me out. She looks so helpless. Well she is so helpless. She has a breathing tube, and all these things hooked up to her. Its not a pretty site. She just looks so innocent. You just want to pick her up in your arms and hug her and never let her go. I kissed her and told her I loved her and had to leave the room. I went to the bathroom and just cried and cried. I almost threw up. My cousin heather had an anxiety attack that morning and was sent to the E.R. she cant go through this. She had a still born already. She’s not ready to give up faith and neither am I. I cant bear to lose her. This is really tearing me up. I don’t know if I want to yell or cry or puke or do all at the same time…(that’s kinda gross).
They said if they were to take out her breathing tube she’ll die in like 2 minutes. I just cant handle this anymore. Im really glad manda was there. Thx so much for bein there for me and all of us *hugs* and selena you too *hugs* it means a lot to me. All of you guys here too *hugs for you all*
im going to get a new tat. im gonna get a ribbion under the cross i already have and its gonna say Faith. Not only will it stand hfor her, but it stand for “Have Faith”.
i went ot their house after the hospital. To check on the cats and birds. I went to her room, and the light was burned out which I think it kinda weird. i just walked over and sat on her bed. It was like I cant believe shes never gonna be here again. The thing that kills me the most is I was just ther on Sunday. Easter!! I played with faith. We planted rocks..she said if we planted rocks they would grow to flowers. Heather (the mom) was in the room the hospital set up for her, and she was like crystal was kjust planting rocks to make flowers with her Sunday. That got me cryin again. Heather’s first born daughter was a still born (she was born dead for those of you who don’t know what a still birth is). Her name was Hannah. Heather said I know faith wasnts to see her sister (Hannah) but her sister can wait. Im ready to lose her. That also got me cryin.
I don’t even know……there was more I wanted to post but im getting really upset again and I cant think straight. I think I got the main part down. I’ll keep everyone updated when I can.
I hope that post made some sense to you guys. I get ramblin and my mind goes faster than I can type.
I love you guys sooo much *hugs again*
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