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• 1987-08-10
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• Ypsilanti, Michigan
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• 2004-04-28
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• Crystal

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• Graduated from High School^^
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• it started in like 4th grade with sailormoon.....
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• inuyasha, trigun, fruits basket, cowboy bebop, chobits, love hina, ceres:celestial legend, flcl, lupin the 3rd, wolf's rain, case closed, athf..yah just to name a few
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• get out of my mothers house >.<
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Monday, April 4, 2005

  Not much to say. When I wrote yesterday’s post I was under the impression they were taking her off her medicine Saturday night. I was wrong. They didn’t take her off her medicine until 6:00PM Sunday night. Her passing could take 1 hour up to 36 hours (that’s all she has left). So as I type this…even though it is only 12:21AM Monday morning, she is still alive. Her funeral will probably be Thursday, but I really don’t know. It all depends on when she goes.

I got to see her again this morning. I was glad. I was ok and didn’t cry until we were about to leave the room. That’s when I said I loved her one last time, and gave her 1 last kiss. As I walked up to kiss her I could feel the tears coming. I held it together though. I’m being as strong as I can, and I am surprised how well I am doing. I’m doing better but its still hard.

Sunday morning, Heather told us how Faith said her prayers at night. She said as soon as I started babysitting for them, Faith always said “and God bless Crystal” that got me crying too.

I probably wont be returning to school until next week. There’s no way I’ll go to school, I wont be able to handle it.

I thank everyone for their support it has really helped (Manda and Selena esp.). I love you guys. I really do wanna thank the people who do care and have been supportive. There are some I wont name, who have commented on my site then on other ppl’s sites and not cared or have been not so nice.

I guess that’s it for now, when she does pass I will let everyone know.

*~Badkitty~*
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