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Friday, April 29, 2005


   'ello 'ello
hey guys. thx for the coments yesterday^^

its finally friday! woo hoo.

i couldn't sleep last night. i haven't been able to fall asleep easily lately. i've been thinking about Faith alot.

last night i was listning to that jewel song i posted lyrics for a few days ago. everytime i hear this part "Yellow flowers decorate his bedroom
Sign above his door says 'Welcome Home'" that part reminds me of when Faith was in the hospital. she was in a room and as you walk in there's her name in big bubble letters on the wall in an arc shape. it was so nice. but for some reason everytime i hear those words i see Faith laying in that hospital bed. it makes me think of her laying there peacefully sleeping. i mean that's how she looked. i've been thinking about her alot this week. i'm still in shock and can't believe she's really gone.

i was at their house on Saturday. her little brother Cameron missed me so much. he showed me the cat had kittens and he was like "sit!" so i sat, and he sat on my lap. then his mom was tellin me and my mom that Sharon (the other grandma..the one who was watching them when Faith was hit) went up north. (They called her Nana2) Cameron said, "Nana2 died like Faith?" his mom was like "No honey. Nana2 will come home." they had to call her so he could talk to her and know she was comming home. it's gotta be so hard for Cameron. i mean he knows Faith is gone and not comming home, and he will say Faith Died. he doesn't know what it means to be dead, but he knows when he say's Faith died, she's not comming home.

*sigh* yah. so anywho, i don't really have anything else to talk about. i'm gonna try to get my computer fixed this weekend..highly doubtfull tho.

hope to see you guys soon^^

*~Badkitty~*

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