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Wednesday, May 4, 2005

   a month already...
*sigh* i can't believe today is one month since Faith has been gone. i just can't believe it. i had a dream about her last night. she wasn't 5 in my dream tho, she was less than a year old. probally around 10 months (looking back at pics to compare).

me and Heather (her mom) were in the hospital room. i was standing on the right side of Faiths bed looking at her. Heather was sitting on the left side of the bed, towards the foot of her bed. i was watching her and all of a sudden she opened her eyes and looked at me. i was like oh my god oh my god, im crying and saying heather shes awake shes awake. i hold her in my arms rocking her back and forth crying..cant believe shes awake. heather looks at me and she tells me to get a nurse quick. i still have faith in my arms and i walk to the hallway trying to yell help but my voice is a mere whisper. finally a nurse comes.

next thing i know my cousin debbie is sitting in the room with us. heather tells me to go tell the family that faith is awake. i run all the way there and my cousin debbie is there. wtf? im like debbie howd u get here b4 me? did you tell them yet? she said yes. im like i was suposed to tell them. thats why i hate you, you're just like your mother! (i dont like debbie or aunt linda in real life). my mom is telling me to hush, im like no!

then i woke up. *sigh* i woke up and was like omg i cant believe faith is gone. it's been hard for me. some people may think im overreacting or trying to get attention, but im not. i wore all black today. its just the mood im in.

tomorrow is Senior Skip Day! 05-05-05^^ i think i'm gonna see if manda can come over today and stay the night. i want to go to the cemetery and the spot of the accident. i wanna put flowers at both places. i can walk there. its only about 3 miles from home, i'd be willing to walk there tho. if manda came i wouldn't be bored.

i bought my prom ticket yesterday. now all i need is a dress! prom is in exactly one month from today. June 4th, 2005. i need to look and find onwe fast.

well i actually have to do my work. i'll update friday (since i wont be here tomorrow)

*~Badkitty~*
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