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Tuesday, May 24, 2005


   Open Wounds ~ Skillet
Open Wounds

In the dark with the music on
Wishing I was somewhere else
Taking all your anger out on me, somebody help
I would rather rot alone
Then spend a minute with you
I'm gone, I'm gone

And you can't stop me from falling apart
'Cause my self-destruction is all your fault

[Chorus]
How could you, how could you, how could you hate me?
When all I ever wanted to be was you?
How could you, how could you, how could you love me?
When all you ever gave me were open wounds?

Downstairs the enemy sleeps
Leaving the TV on
Watching all the dreams we had turn into static
Doesn't matter what I do
Nothing's gonna change
I'm never good enough

And you can't stop me from falling apart
'Cause my self-destruction is all your fault

[Chorus]

Tell me why you broke me down and betrayed my trust in you
I'm not giving up, giving in when will this war end?
When will it end??

You can't stop me from falling apart [3X]
'Cause my self-destruction is all your fault.

[Chorus]

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So i haven't updated in a long time. srry about that.

Friday Manda came over. we hung out, ordered pizza nothing much. we did go to the park tho. that was sooo much fun. we drew dirty pictures in the sand! (a guy and girl having sex. actually it was just a penis fucking a woman...we didn't draw the rest of his body lol) it was sooo funny tho. i wish i had a camera then.

Saturday morning we wake up. i go into the living room and hear mom saying to her bf, "she's still in there!" me being noisy says what? mom tells me a lady was shot and killed a couple apartments down from us. im like wtf????? >o.O< i guess her name is Robin Paige. she was 25 years old. she had a 3yr old and a 4yr old. her ex husband came to her house anout 3 or 4 in the morning and shot her multiple times. then he left. well he was stupid enough to use his cellphone and the cops tracked him in Ohio. i feel so bad for her family and her babies. they're gonna have to grow up knowin their dad shot and killed their mommy. everyone around the apartments was talking about it. that kinda freaked me out. i've lived here for about 5 yrs and never had anything like this happen. it's kreepy to think just a couple buildings down someone was murdered. *shivvers*

Then we went to manda's house. we went swimming in the nasty green water of her pool. the bottom was all slimy and gross. >.< it was fun tho. then we watched the first Inuyasha movie on AdultSwim. it was good, but i didn't like the way Kagome looked. she was funny looking.

Then Sunday we just kinda hung out. then we went to Meijers, then Taco Bell, then took me home. that was about it.

School is almost over. Gawd i can't wait!! i'm so excited. i'm gonna miss all my friends tho (the underclassmen) esp. Katy and Kitty. aww i don't wanna go.......*sigh* they better come to my graduation party damnit! haha. Prom is in less than 2 weeks. ahhh i can't believe it!!

So what do you think of my theme (i know, it's about damn time..lol). Well the theme is Ceres: Celistial Legend (known as Ayashia no Ceres in Japan). My friend Shirley from school has been letting me read them. She has the 11 that are out so far. i'm almost done with 4 (literally like a few pages left). its good. it's shojo so its not just for girls (i think it's more girly tho cuz its a romance, but theres some kool actin in it as well). blah...i'm rambling. i guess that's what i get for not bein here in a while.

Well i probally won't be getting to many if any sites tuesday, wednesday or thursday. I will be staying after school till about 7 or 8 each night for dance. the recital is thursday >@.@< i can't believe it. i'm so excited tho. OUR TANGO ROCKS!!!!! haha yah.

Well i'm off to bed now. Nighty~Night

*~Badkitty~*

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