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Saturday, April 1, 2006

   sadness
how is everyone enjoying their weekend? hope eyeryone has a nice one.

i got a few sites yesterday. sorry if i didn't get to yours.

i had to get rid of my cat yesterday. it was horrible. ive had him since he was a baby (he was about 6 weeks old when i got him). my cousin heathers cat had kittens, and he was one of them. hes been with me for over 2 years now. after my cat jaws ran away december 2003, i got mr kankles in january 2004. so anyway, i took him to the local humane society. mom told me i could drop him off at my old trailer park, but i couldn't just abonden him that way. at least he has a chance of getting adopted at the humane society. so on the way there he sat calmly in my lap. occasionally he would bury his face under my hand. he would look up at me with his beautiful green/hazel eyes as if to say mommie where are we going? why are you crying?..and that of course made me cry more. when we were almost there..just up the road from the shelter, he meowed a couple times. he knew something was going on. the whole way there, the radio had a bunch of sad songs on too. before we left i told him i loved him and how sorry i was, and that he wouldn't see me anymore, but that he would be okay. i pwt him and kissed him one last time, and handed him over. when i was back in the car i was so sad, i felt bad for not telling him i loved him and i was sorry, but i couldn't talk. so i hopw he gets a new home. i miss him so much already. i still have his collar, and i keep expecting to have him come into my room and sit on the bed next to me. it will be hard to sleep, since he always sleeps with me.

i sat on the balcony last night, watching the storm roll in. seeing the storm was like seeing how i felt inside. the sadness and tears of the rain. the anger of having to let him go of the thunder and lightning. watching the storm roll in and quietly roll out..knowing i'll get over it, as hard as it is right now.

i did manage to go to the store though yesterday. i got my friend alicia something for her baby shower, and got jamies late bday present. lol.

well im not in the happiest mood right now....so i guess that's all. no pics or lyrics today..

*~Badkitty~*
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