Saturday, June 18, 2005

...
I am becoming one with the geek world. I have finally gotten my mp3 player from the bitch tyrant and have been playing around with it all morning, and from 9:00 to 12:30 last night. i wanted to put all the anime songs i had on it, but, alas, it does not allow that many songs. damn you. i need that iPod that holds 5,000 songs. i bet i could put all my favorite songs on there, and then some. that'd be awesome. i've noticed i've got a Youko theme going on here. my mp3 player is silver, and my new celly is silver. Go Youko! ^^
and, of course, bitch tyrant's living up to her name again. First, i tried to go on the Internet this morning and she started to yell at me saying that dad hadn't called yet so i couldn't get on. had she said it nicely, i wouldn't have had a problem, but she had to yell at me. Then, when i'm playing around with the mp3 player i go to ask her if she has any spare SD cards i could use (Once the mp3 player becomes full, i can put songs into a digital camera SD memory card and put it into the player) and she yells at me again. She said that the mp3 player would have been my Xmas present, but since i got it early, i would have to wait for SD cards for Xmas. god, she's a bitch. but mom's left me all alone today to go somewhere, so i can be on here for forever and watch TV. according to her, i also have to do my chores, but who says i have to do 'em, the way she's been treating me?
i need a job, that's what i need. So i can buy my own SD cards and buy more DVDs and manga. $40 a month just does not cut it. I'm not working at Dairy Queen though. I was gonna wait until Suncoast was hiring, but they don't hire until 16, and i'm only 15. I think Ross and Payless are hiring. Or i could go wave signs around while listening to music on my mp3 ^^V money...
i'm bored


In your eyes, people see shards of ice
everywhere... You are cold and distant, pushing
away people that love you and truely care for
you! You want to be able to reach out and love
them but... You can't for some reason... You're
just too.... You :P Underneath that cold
exterior lies a warm, happy soul that wants to
let loose and have fun! Your sanctuary would
probably be anywhere up high where you can look
down on life below you, like the roof of an
apartment building... Your eyes resemble a
saddened, crestfallen person seeking out
attention, but doesn't know how to handle it.
However, you do find comfort from your friends,
they're always there for you, and they know the
REAL you :) Even though you do seem rather
cold, you can be very protective over something
you truely believe in or love. Let go of that
"tough" rep and just be you! It's
impossible to live life without some fun and
love ^-^


What Lies Behind Your Eyes?
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Friday, June 17, 2005

...
yay! i'm halfway through the 1st semester of summer school! woo!
uh...what else? trying to have fun in paint, to make some banners, maybe avatars, but when i tried to shrink down one pic to 100x100, you could barely tell what the pic was of...ah well, banners are just as fun.
did i mention i gots a new celly? it's a Motorola V60i. it flips. that's all i care about. it's smaller than that stupid, 90s style celly i had. (not as big as the one Kurama lugged to Makai, but still big) i'm hoping it'll be allowed to download ringtones and wallpapers. cause i've already got a ton of ringtones i want, plus only 1 wallpaper. the one ringtone i REALLY want is Dragostea Din Tea. If not that, then Sailor Moon, Code Lyoko, or Fruits Basket. If not those (this is in order of preference; 1-2-3-4) then the Muppet Show, Inspector Gadget, or Full Metal Alchemist- Theme 3. If not those (it's continous, ain't it?) Then one of the Naruto themes, MAYBE, Music of the Night, or Hawaiian Roller Coaster Ride. they had a Yu-Gi-Oh theme, but it was so crappy. it was the music that plays BEFORE the theme that you can identify it with and that's all. But the one i really want, like i said, is Dragostea Din Tea. and the wallpaper is an anime person with purple hair. all you see is her face.
so yeah, i'm gonna go work in paint and winword now
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Wednesday, June 15, 2005

   stupid PE
hello all! i'm in pain! but enough about me, how about you? ice packs feel nice on the face...especially when you're cheek is swollen from a stick check to the face. that's always pleasant, right? luckily, i didn't lose any teeth. i just got my cheek dug into my teeth and it's swollen at the bottom where it was hit. And apparently, Mr. Lima (the PE teacher) has been getting a lot of students to the nurse's office from lacrosse. So she's gonna have a talk with him ^^ and we're going bowling again on Friday. goody, another sore arm. But he was all, "who doesn't want to go bowling?" and i was the only one who raised my hand, cause i thought there would be other options, but he was all, "okay, then you'll just stay with another class." i'm like: O.o hell no! i'll just go do the stupid walk down to Westy's then! geez!" and we're going to the West YMCA next Friday. woo! even though i'd much rather go to the Downtown Y, because their water is fairly warmer and they have the drop slide with the kiddy pool they ACTUALLY let you play in. not like the West, where they have a small, warm pool, a giant freezing one with a regular water slide, and a kiddy pool only little kids can go in. You can go in if you're babysitting a little kid, but if you just want to play there *shakes head* they just don't respect me with my 8-year-old mind and heart *pouts* TT.TT
in other news, apparently, there was some 4-year-old who died on Disneyworld's: Mission Space ride. now, with me and my morbid twist on life, i think, "what a way to go! dying in Disneyworld on one of the funnest rides ever!" of course, if the kid died, i doubt he was thinking it was fun. it was in the paper in the main area in natinal news-ish. it also said that 7 other people have been sent to the hospital from going on that ride. Okay, people, they warn you that those with weak constitutions, high blood pressure, pregnant women, and other such things, should not get on. but apparently, that kid passed the heigh requirement. V.V that's sad. i can't get on Splash Mountain when i'm 3, but he can get on a wilder ride when he's 4. and also, apparently, there was this 77-year-old woman who died on Pirats of the Caribbean. I'm thinking, "how does one die on THAT ride?! of boredom!?" (seriously, you're in a boat that moves 2 mph with no drops or anything, you just basically have a tour of "Yo Ho, Yo Ho, A PIRATE'S LIFE for me" well, she had diabetes and had suffered from many ministrokes, so she just happened to be on that ride when she died. Still, what a way to go, in a sense. If i died in Disneyworld, i'd want to haunt that place for all the cool rides.
And now i'll probably be flamed for my evil thoughts, so i'll shut up before i do anything else stupid. i seem to be doing that a lot today
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Tuesday, June 14, 2005

the pain...
it's 88 degrees today. am i outside? no. can i GET outside? no. there won't be any way to get me out of this chair unless someone forcibly moves me.
nothing much here, really. i've got some fics to edit to print. do any of you know what it's like to live with an already printed off fic that has a grammar or spelling error in it?! IT DRIVES ME CRAZY! LIKE THOSE WHO TRANSLATED THE HONG KONG YYH!
yeah, okay. but Lj sent me some more HxKs for me to read and print and i have my music. no wait, no i don't. i'm getting bored with my music. time to buy a CD or something.
and my mom's being a bitch again. yesterday, she told me i had spent too much time on the Net (really, i wasn't sure when i got on. i got off at 7:40ish) so told me to get off. i got off, but started editing The Courting Fire Demon and at 8:45 she says she wants me off the computer entirely; that i had been on it enough that day. So she told me to stop reading and get off. I told her i wasn't reading, i was editing (but i still had to read it to edit XD) and she was all, "i don't care what you're doing, you need to get off. There's more to life than the computer. You need to get a life!" so basically, what she just told me is that she doesn't want me to be a writer or an editor. gee, she's a great dream supporter, don't you agree? For all she knows, i could go out and become the greatest American manga-ka the world has ever known, and i won't be able to thank her for her support because she was always telling me there was more to life than anime and stuff. so yeah. i'll rub that in her face one of these days.
well, i'm off to read, read, and read, which bitch tyrant also doesn't like me doing if it's on the Net
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Sunday, June 12, 2005

The saddest words in all my life: Forever Fornever
SPOILERS HO!

Hello! *echo* i just finished watching the last DVD of YYH! EEEEEEEE! So sad, yet so happy! when the demons were cheering for Urameshi, i was cheering right along with them. Ura-mesh-i! Ura-mesh-i! Ura-mesh-i! Savani lent me the last two. They're the Hong Kong version. and, ya know, at first, i wanted to own at least one Hong Kong YYH, but now i so don't! it's so fucking annoying! it was translated by Chinese ppl who don't speak a word of English but 'okay'! (no offense to you other Chinese ppl! DON'T HURT ME! *cowers in corner*) anyways, the grammar is so atrocious! it made me angry to read it! like when Botan said, "Koenma-sama" the translation said, "Master King of Hell." Raizen was "Thunder God," and somehow, suddenly, Mukuro became "Suzukoma." and I have determined that everyone in YYH is gay. After the Jin fight, the guy (never learned hisn name, he had 2, stupid translators) put Jin over his shoulder and stared at his ass, the guy who fought Touya put him over HIS shoulder and TOUCHED his ass. But what really gets me is that Yomi FUCKING STROKED KURAMA'S CHEEK AFTER HE SAVED HIM FROM THE TREE! THE FUCKING BLIND PERVERT! GET OVER KURAMA! HE'S WITH HIEI! And Hiei was first to Kurama
BH: I keep telling you, no, he wasn't. Yusuke was in the front.
AG: and i keep telling YOU, your depth perception is off. It was so Hiei...IN MY MIND! so yeah. And it wad Devil World, and Flame Killing Dark Dragon Wave, Yukina was called a him in the subtitles....Shizuru's meal cost 2800 dollars (seriously, it was supposed to be yen, i can tell), Yusuke said, "travel good," which is horrible grammar, Genkai was called Spirit....and yeah, i think that's all
BH: She took notes, ppl. Just like she took notes on King Urameshi. Who takes notes on a cartoon?
AG: ^^ i do!
BH: -.- yes, we've established that.
AG: and any other funny stuff you'll just have to see in the good, FUNi, english version. but i warn you, if you have serious anger issues, like i do, don't get the Hong Kong ones. i was so mad at them.
and last night, I BROKE A NAIL! my long thumb nail finally broke! i gave it a fault line somehow during PE, and i was digging through my high closet where my sheets are kept and the fault line snapped and so yeah. TT.TT my poor long nail. now my thumb feels so weird. but my pinky nail is still growing!
and i am finally done with band camp! WOO HOO! THEY'LL NEVER TAKE ME BACK TO THAT HELL HOLE! NEVER! HAHAHAHA!
and i got to watch the YGO movie for a little bit friday before i had to go back to band camp. i got to see the evil Kuriboh! that thing is so funny. and Yami is so sexy! but what i don't get is...HOW CAN HE NOT KNOW HIS NAME WHEN HE SAID IT AT THE END OF DUELIST KINGDOM?!?!? I mean, REALLY! he said, "i've been called many things over the years...Yu-Gi-Oh, Pharaoh, Yami...but you can call me friend." Or something like that *waves hand dismissivly*
and i forgot everything else i was gonna say.
ja ne, minna-san!
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Tuesday, June 7, 2005

   Anytime you wanna download...
i need to do something to pass the time between pictures downloading at PB. god, this computer is so slow.
okay, so yesterday. yesterday was all day band camp; I FUCKING HATED IT! okay, my first class, music history, was okay, cause the teacher put in Star Wars music for 30 seconds. We were learning about Handel and John Williams (<-- Star Wars, Harry Potter, ET...). Then, after that, i went to clarinet class for an hour and played. Then, after that, was music theory. i have discovered I HATE MUSIC THEORY. i can find a major scale name, but not minor. minor's so fucking difficult. then lunch at Subway, with too much chocolate in my meal with chocolate milk and a brownie. but, MAN, that was good chocolate milk! (Nesquik) Then we came back, and had Choir. let me tell you...I'M NOT A FUCKING CHOIR PERSON, PEOPLE! GOD! they're like, "organize into boys and girls and in alto, soprano, and bass." WHAT THE FUCK AM I?! I'LL TELL YOU WHAT I AM! I'M AN INSTRUMENT PLAYER! NOT A SINGER! then another two hours of playing my clarinet after that, then we got to go to the SUB on college campus to play games! they had DDR Extreme! but yesterday i watched Akira and Julie play pool. then we left to have dinner, came back and played games for candy.
today was the first day at summer camp. and omg, i could just die. okay, the girl i had to carpool with goes to my church, and she was picking me up around 7:05, which forces me to get up at 6 fucking 30! then, we waited in the cafeteria and i caught up with savani and faye022 (i now know they're real names, but i still won't say 'em up here) and they sent us OUT IN THE COLD to walk around the track, then sent us the other way for God knows how many times. then, we went on a 2/3/5-mile walk. so tired. then more band camp. I got to skip theory! but not choir. i got so fed up with not knowing what the hell i was doing i put my music away and just pretended to be singing. then i got to play DDR today, but as soon as i got started with Akira, we had to go. so basically, the machine ate my money. and later tonight i have dance classes.
have to go now
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Sunday, June 5, 2005

   no subject
it's kinda weird to not have any h/w to think about this weekend. It's also weird to think that tomorrow i won't go to school and see Ching and Lj. TT.TT sad, sad.
i've been saving a lot of things onto my PB account. I know i'm somewhere above 400 pics. i uploaded some artwork i found at Deviant Art and some doujinshi i found. but for any of you who might find my PB account:

ANYTHING ON THERE IS NOT MINE! I TOOK IT FROM SOMEWHERE ELSE, DID NOT DRAW IT, AND DID NOT MAKE IT! AND I DO NOT CLAIM IT AS MINE!

but now, reading all these doujinshi's, i wanna buy an HxK doujinshi. TT.TT
And dad wasn't able to call this weekend. oh well. i'm not the one who will die. mom will.
and now i've run out of crap to say, so i'll go continue to read the doujinshi
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Saturday, June 4, 2005

   Hello everybody, noi suntem O-zone
I got SJ today! w00t! and, in it is PROOF now that Yugi and Yami are together in the manga, as well! at first, it was YugixTea in the manga, and YugixYami in the show, but now it is YugixYami through and through! okay, see, HERE, where we have Pharaoh Yami reminicing about his name, he thinks, "my friends," and imagines, Joey, Tristan, Duke, and TEA. Then, he thinks, "my partner." Now, even though Yugi did not show up in this panel, we all know he's thinking of Yugi. And, see, "partner," implies "lover"
BH: no, it doesn't. Not all the time.
AG: -.- be quiet, dream ruiner. they are together. end of discussion. AND! and, there was a pic of Hiei and Kurama sitting together at the beginning of YYH ^^ yay!
BH: you are such a yaoi fangirl
AG: damn straight. but, omg! i so am not looking forward to SJ next month! it's Gama vs. Kurama! and after Gama, Bakken comes right up, and...and-NO! i do not want to read SJ next month, but i will have no choice! just like i will have no choice to not watch Yoko Kurama when i get the uncut boxset *shudders* evil, EVIL crow man! you shall die, along with anyone who dares to pair Kurama with that evil bird man! the Kurama vs. Gama/Bakken fight is the second most hated fight for me! NO!
okay, away from my mental breakdown... <.< >.> this summer i have: summer school, band camp, dance classes (hip hop), and church camp. Here's how next week will go for me:
Monday: all day band camp, possibly, even though i signed up for half days
Tuesday: P.E. first period (7:40-11:35 am), band camp until, maybe 6:30, then i got to dance from 7-8 ( <-- this day will be so hectic ^^)
Wednesday-Friday: P.E. then band camp.
Luckily, band camp only lasts for a week. Dance classes are only on Tuesdays for 5 weeks. And, y'all get this, i only get 3 days and week of summer break. because as soon as summer school ends and i come back from church camp, i get my week, then, *sarcasm* lucky me, band starts August 15, two weeks before school so we can start marching during half-time in games (god help me and give me strength. i'm a performer, not a marcher). Again, luckily, marching is only for 1st quarter (yes!).
And here's my list of summer stuff i want to try and do:
-Clean room
-Watch Star Wars boxset of IV, V, and VI
-work on manga (A LOT)
-work on fics i started (Great Pretender, Brink, Through Heaven's Eyes, Paladin)
-start looking for stuff for Kuronue costume

and here's what i want to do with my dad when he comes home for his break:
-go see Star Wars III (even though i thought it was SO BORING!)
-put up trampoline

yes, i know, a short list, but hey. mostly, he'll just want to be home. Maybe do some of my chores... <.< >.>
okay, i've bored y'all long enough tonight. Ciao!
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Wednesday, June 1, 2005

   Having fun...
hello, my loyal subjects! did ya miss me!? i know you did! i'm very happy right now. i just went through all the icons at Demon Tears and saved a whole bunch onto my photobucket account. and because of so many icons (pmastamonkmonk had a TON of icons!) i now have over 350 pics at PB! WOO! i love my PB account, because it allows one to save pics that MOVE! so i totally took advantage of that. i'm at school (duh) in comp apps (duh) having just put in my final power point FINALLY! w00t! and i get out at 1:15 today, too, just like yesterday, but that's still 35 minutes away! the only negative thing i have to say is that Eric Kobe (on my hit list) just threw a giant paper ball at me. i was checking out Patty's site, and Mr. Adams had turned my sound up to hear my power point soundbites, and left it up. so all of a sudden we have Every Heart bursting out of my speakers, totally scaring the shit outta me and the ppl around me, i think. Eric immediatly turns to me and yells, "do you mind?! turn down your anime crap!" while i'm fiddling with trying to turn it down, the jerk! then, the sound goes off and then he throws this giant ball at me, hitting me sqare on the back. and my serious anger issues not helping, i was seriously tempted to turn around and go and kick him. but i resisted! go me! i should just play the Wild Wind Dance Remix to annoy all these stupid american fools! but yes, other than that, i am very happy.
i am going to go upload the Wild Wind Dance remix to my site for y'all to enjoy! toodles! *comes back few minutes later* can someone help me out here, please? every time i save it into the music spot in my profile, then go to my site, it's not there. help, kudasai?
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Friday, May 27, 2005

   The day of feet resting...
didjya miss me? probably not. whatever ranking i might have had just went *shoooooooom* BOOM!
the last 24 hours have been AWESOME! first, there was Freshman Farewell, to where i wore, horror of all horrors, i wore a DRESS! *dun dun dun* and 4 inch heels! and thanks to dancing/walking/standing in them for 3 1/3 straight hours (it was 6-9, but i put them on early), my feet were dead. but it was COOL! i got my FIRST EVER YEARBOOK! WOO! (-.- my dad said that it wouldn't be important to have 7th and 8th grade, but now i see he was wrong, because there were ppl i knew in 7th and 8th that i want to remember, and most likely won't) and i got my picture taken of me all pretty like for my dad to see and for me to remember and i got a group photo with Lj and Ching. luckily, Katie left the photo room, so i didn't have to have her in my picture <.< >.> sadly, she has signed my yearbook. dern it. more about Katie later.
Then, today was yearbook signing day. i got all my favorite teachers to sign my yearbook, along with a few i don't quite like so much, but they're still cool. so yes. i love my yearbook.
okay, more about Katie. she's this really insecure, low-confidant girl who Lj "befriended" and eventually, i befriended, too. but, she, like, has this really bad habit of hardly talking out. like, she won't give speeches to the front of the class, unless it's just with the teacher and Lj now. she had that problem in 8th grade, too. and, to me, she just needs to get over herself. in my opinion, she is very selfish. like yesterday, at Freshman Farewell, she's all waiting for Lj, and then she comes over to me (nowadays, i refuse to "babysit" her, but she doesn't know that and is always trying to talk to me. she annoys me greatly) and, ALL THE TIME, SHE MUST POKE YOU TO GET YOUR FULL ATTENTION! so, she does that and says to me, "if Lj comes, tell her i LEFT." so she leaves. inwardly, i'm sighing. but then, I SEE HER 15 MINUTES LATER! then she leaves again. finally, Lj and Ching got there, cause Lj's mom held them up (glad I didn't go home with Lj! that would have made me late, too, and i would have missed my yearbook! ^^;;;) and, yet again, I SEE HER BACK AFTER SHE LEFT! i call her "the stalker." and she has caused Lj nothing but heartache, after heartache, after heartache. like yesterday in science, (they have a notebook that they write in and exchange every period) Lj had finished reading Katie's entry and she started CRYING! because, Katie sees herself as "suicidal." liar. and she hasn't gotten over her dad's death, from...about 3 to 4 years ago. yes, i know that's still a short time ago. but the thing is, she's mad at her mom for GETTING OVER HIM ALREADY! Lj keeps trying to get her to let go, but she won't. and from what i've heard, HE WASN'T A VERY GOOD DAD TO BEGIN WITH! and she thinks her mom loves her brother more than her. and, y'all know how Lj and I are MPDed? (well, i'm semi, it's more of a Studio, where we keep characters, but she really is MPDed) well, she has her own Studio, and she steals characters. like she recently stole Plum from Chobits and put it into her Studio. now, i may Mary Sue characters to an extent, but i don't steal the characters directly!
BH: sure ya do. you just made Hi-chan and Y-chan.
okay, they're kids, first of all, and they're both gay. how is that recreating Hiei and Youko exactly?
BH: *shrugs* who knows? but it's major Mary Sueing if you ask us.
nyaa. party pooper. those two are needed by ppl. but yes, anyways, back on topic. so yes, she has major issues, so i have major issues with her. with that notebook entry i mentioned earlier, Katie said she was mad at Lj for being late to Freshman Farewell, cause she had started to think she wouldn't come. *rolls eyes* *shakes head* she's just a selfish jerk.

Your Psycho Party with Yu Yu Hakusho by ZyraZamora
Name/Age
Hair/Eyes
Powers/Weapons(anything what-so-ever)
Yusuke says your:	stink like Hell!
Kuwabara says your:	probably his best friend next to Urameshi
Hiei says your:	fine to hang out with him whenever(O.o WHO THE HELL ARE YOU?!?!)
Kurama says your:	the most beautiful person he's ever seen
Yusuke:	starts making out with Kuwabara's cat while Kuwabara yells at him quite disturbed through a cage Yusuke put him in
Kuwabara:	locks himself into a closet as Yusuke whoops for joy saying "I knew if I put sign saying turn the lock step into the closet and shut the door and you'll see kittens on the door knob he would do it!!!"
Hiei:	starts singing and dancing on the table after eating too much ice cream and everyone laughs at him you even got it on tape
Kurama:	fell asleep and since he fell asleep first you all decided to pour water on him to make him think he wet himself and in the morning you all watched him freak out
You scream when:	Kuwabara gets so drunk he tries to kiss you mistaking you for Yukina Hiei&You beat him up Hiei for him even thinking of kissing Yukina
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