Tuesday, September 12, 2006

the Japanese Club is dead. tomorrow is only the second meeting and i can tell that this club is already down the toilet. at least when Bryan was president, it was still kind of together with anime weeks. but now it's gotten to complicated, limited, and tyranical. it was fairly good last week, with just too much talking in club members. instead of doing president, vice president, treasurer, etc., we went with a Board. there was about 7 of us: Me, Robert, Myke, Judy, Chelsea, and i think Momo and Jaime. apparently, there are now Committee leaders among the Board. and Myke and I were left out. Judy says it's because having too many leaders is confusing, so we'd still have the Board, then have the Committee be made up of five. well, when Myke and i went in for the BOARD meeting today, it was actually a Committee meeting. and Myke and i were the only ones left out. now, i'd already been having a crappy day, being manhandled and yelled out of my bed this morning, after my dad freaking kept me up until midnight checking my chemistry stuff. so not a good day to get me angry. lucky for me, Bryan came by during lunch. so i brought him into the Japanese room with me. when i saw Chelsea, Momo, Jaime, and Judy already there, it was just kinda like, "okay. i'm late." and i heard Jaime say, "well, this sucks," cause me and Bryan came into the room. god, i could have yelled at her or slapped her or both. when the meeting ended, Judy said she would talk to me about the arrangements of making me a Committee leader as well. but this is all too confusing. why don't we just have the Board, and each member of the Board be in charge of something? i wanted to really help out the club this year, but because Jaime hates me now, it seems to me like i'm being left out on purpose. Judy says the Committee is limited to devouted memebers from last year, but that's a fucking lie. Momo wasn't even in the club last year. Bryan, Myke, and I were the ones who organized the eat out last year and Judy, Jaime, and Chelsea organized the end of year party. that was it. no other things were done, nor did i see anybody TRY to do anything else.
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Monday, September 11, 2006

why do you hate me? it seems like all you want to do is forget about everything we did together. you ignore me because you say i ignored you first. i say it's the other way around. you two were always going off with each other, and i could never come because of band or i knew that my homework wouldn't get done if i hung out with you guys. i was the one left behind, not you. it just so happens that during that time you two were growing closer, i found someone new. you don't even try anymore. how can i get a chance to try if you don't try at all? at least someone did a few times, but not anymore. you've even started talking to Katie again. should i remind you of the three times she made you come crying to me? or all the other times she was rude to you? but no. you've had Chelsea replace me. you'll probably end up brain washing everyone, too. "hey, we hate that bitch. you should hate her, too." i've had two dreams where people hated me. first, it was all of the otaku group. i started crying in my dream only to wake up crying. the second dream, bryan hated me. would that make you happy? if everyone hated me? if i became all alone again? you would have rather spend time with Judy or even Chelsea than me. you never drove me anywhere drove me anywhere. you never wanted to be partners with me in English. every time i try to talk to you, i just get a bitchy answer or none at all. i had one school year to make school memories with bryan. when you find someone, maybe then you'll understand my behavior. i once told myself that my friends would always come first if i ever got a boyfriend, if you can believe that. but yes, i lied to myself. but who's the better person? the one who only wants friends for her benefits and drops others like one drops a hat? or the one who found someone when abandoned? because that's the way i'm viewing it
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Saturday, September 9, 2006

Everyone would agree that it was time for a change here. The new theme is for the FMA movie Conqueror of Shambala. Even though the movie comes out on Tuesday. It looks like an awesome movie.
Friday night was our first football game of the season for the band. But we don't quite know enough of the show yet, so we just did a horn arc and played our first song from memory. The song is called Ya Gotta Try. Bryan came to our first football game, so I got to spend all football game with him and Mason and other people. It was fun because everyone around Mason was tickling him...including me ^^ If someone's ticklish, you just can't resist! During the game, the moon came up (it was full Thursday) and it was deep red, because there's all these fires burning around here. The smoke turns the moon red. Bryan was saying it was a sign of the apocalypse. I tell ya, it must have been, because next thing I knew, Borah had won the game 35-0! They NEVER won a game last year! So it's either the new coach or new people. But whoa! Borah can actually win football games! After the game, there was a Sheri's gathering. I drove Bryan, Mason, and Erik there. Chris couldn't come. He missed out, man. All the boys ate burgers and I ordered a sundae I couldn't finish. Go figure. And let's just say, I tortured Mason...a lot. He also dared me to get Becca's, our junior drum major, her number. I got it, so I got a dollar. Go me V^^V It was before midnight when I started taking everyone home. So I got home around 12:30. My mom wasn't happy, but who gives a crap? She doesn't have to wait up for me. I'm perfectly capable of getting myself home. Not my fault if I like to get in late.
Today was Art in the Park. It's where a bunch of artists in the Northwest get together and sell their wares. I bought a card of a polar bear that had other animals inside it and a rose patterned dragon. I wanted two other dragons, a red one and a black one with colorful circles on it, but they were $25 each. And I put out money at Sheri's and shopped at Hot Topic, so my wallet was kind of skinny. So I couldn't afford those two dragons. There were also these belly belts at another stand that were really awesome. They have designs that go in the back, so it's like a metal tattoo you can take off. But all the ones I liked were too big and really expensive. I swear they must have all been more than $60.
And that's basically it. Sorry I made it such a long post. I have work tonight and that's about it for the weekend, I guess. Later!
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Friday, August 25, 2006

today was an aweshume day. Judy called me, because a M***** had showed up on her caller ID, so she called me to find out if it was me. that resulted in a 3-hour phone conversation. we talked about japanese club and my job vs. Jaime's job and other stuff that i can't remember ^^ then i started on my chores only to have Bryan call me. and it was about then that i had been thinking it would be fun for us to go to Pojos and DDR. i went over to Bryan's house and picked him up, but we couldn't afford DDR really, so we tried to go to Robert's house, but he wasn't home. so we came back to my house and i showed him some YYH episodes. Chris, Bryan, and i decided that Chris would be Hiei and Bryan would be Youko for the next AO. i will still be Kuronue, of course. so i was showing Bryan how Youko's costume went. and the badly animated Hiei episode in the finals. i gave him my Youko costume from my first AO and we made our way back to his house and he started cutting it up. it was kinda sad to watch it get all cut up, but it's good the costume's getting used again.
then, guess what? we made our way to Pojos! and it was just what the doctor ordered. and when we got there we were surprised to find: Kelsey, Nee, and Nonomi! we were just like, "whoa! otakus reunite!" so we had a nice chat with them and had fun playing DDR. sadly, we had to leave early, because i forgot i didn't have band today, so i thought i had to go to bed at 10 and told my dad i'd be back by 9:30 *smacks forhead* stupid. Bryan's decided that we should get all the cool otakus together for a battle cosplay deal of our own. with weapons. *.* i like weapons. Bryan said he might even get me two boken, because one of my characters is a dual blade weilder. that would be so awesome! boken of my own!
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Sunday, August 13, 2006

god...so tiring. i had to go in at 5, and it took me less than an hour to read it. then, i was assigned to grunge work. i get to rip people's tickets (when they aren't even really supposed to be ripped. really, if you're going to be sneaking around a $2 theater, why bother?) and once everyone is in the theater, i get to sweep the lobby and the halls. then, when the movies are over, i get to go in and help someone else sweep the theaters. and people, don't let your kids throw popcorn around PLEASE. it's SO hard to sweep up. especially when there's a lot of kids. and take your fucking drinks and candy with you and throw them out yourself. lazy asses. oh, and i get to clean off the outside benches and glass displays of candy. yep. it's going to be a while before i can do concessions, because i think i need to get through my 90-day probation first, and then i have to get a food service license. oh, and i don't get paid for overtime. aren't i lucky? but at least i get free movies to any Reel Theatre in town. even the Northgate one, which gets the new movies, like Pirates 2. hopefully, i can get enough of my employee stuff (like my pass card and a NAMETAG) by Bryan's b-day. he hasn't seen Pirates yet, so that'd be good.
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Saturday, August 12, 2006

wow...yesterday was just full and tiring. i had to open a bank account, so i had to drive mom to work. then i came back home to find that Bryan had called. but first i had to go to the store and get some woman pills. so i came back, called Bryan and told him i was going birthday shopping with Chris (his b-day on sunday) and he was pouting that he wanted to go, but he had to babysit. i told him he could take Hailey with him (his little sister), but his mom said he had to stay home and fix things around the house. how convenient, no? but i said i'd swing by with Chris later.
however, Chris couldn't get ahold of his dad until after 3:30, so i didn't get over there until after 4. and chris was helping make dinner, so that took 20 more minutes. basically, by the time i got back down, i had to go pick up mom. so i was trying to hurry and drop mom off at home and get up there before Bryan had to work at 6. but he left at 5:20...40 fucking minutes early! and his job is 10 minutes away! wtf? it's not his first day, he doesn't need to go in early. what person goes in early to work that early? and he works all day tomorrow V.V i haven't seen him since last sunday. i miss him. but all these events are my bad.
so i dropped off my paperwork at Reel. i met the supervisor. he was really nice. he was like, "Chelya (i think that's how you spell it. pronouced Sheela) hiring you? that's good. cause we really need you." yay for me! then i took Chris for his birthday present shopping at Crone's Cupboard. he took 40 fucking minutes in there trying to decide what he wanted. but he finally decided on all his gifts and i took him home around 7.
then i had to go back to Reel to make sure everything was okay with my paperwork. Cheyla said she needed my social number and my driver's license, but she didn't say it was SCANS. so i had to go BACK home, quickly scan/copy, then go back to Reel for the third time.
and when i went there the 2nd time, i swear one of the guy's who worked there started hitting on me. he was like, "you're working here? you don't want this job." then when i was talking to Cheyla, she has the security video in her office, so i could see the guy come over to the window and pretend to ride his broom like a horse. pervert. when i left the third time, he was real enthusiastic when everyone said, "see you tomorrow!" it's like, "do i know you? more imporantly, does my fiancé know you?"
tonight, my dad says there's supposed to be a meteor shower, but it's cloudy out so we can't see. so dad told me that we'd try to see something tomorrow after i got home from work. and i was just, "that sounds so weird. 'when i get back from work.'"
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Friday, August 11, 2006

yay! i got the job at Reel! and it only took them 2 weeks to get back to me! but it is 2 weeks to the day they interviewed me. but i got the job! i keep screaming that inside my head.
today, i went over to Chris's to train just for the hell of it! 8D and now i'm really feeling it. he had me run on his treadmill for 1.5 miles (6 meters, for you math wizards) and i curled with some small wrist weights, but even though i did 20 minutes (with breaks), i'm not sore. but maybe i'm just not feeling it yet. and we rode bikes a short way to Robert's house and we trained with his bo staves for about 10 minutes. but i didn't stretch before i ran, so now i'm really feeling it!
marching band starts soon! i'm so psyched! cause this year i'm a junior! not a sophomore who doesn't know what's going on. i can't wait to be marching, and play my clarinet, and go to competition. then switch to oboe. i so can't wait for school to start, amazingly. i'm gonna help out the Japanese club as much as i can, and i'm gonna take the SAT sometime this year. get me into the city college.
what's an amazing thought is, you all know how school years can actually go by pretty fast, right? well, i keep thinking that this year will pass fast and next thing i'll know, i'll be a senior! senior pictures, not playing pomp and circumstance at graduation, my big prom, where i'm gonna get a limo and a $300 dress...high school really is the best years of your life. no wonder you go to reunions for it, and not jr. high. jr. high is evil! but high school is awesome!
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Monday, August 7, 2006

i was a complete wreck yesterday. i witnessed a car accident yesterday. i've been watching too many police videos. it's jinxed me. after seeing that, i just wanted to spend time with Bryan. i asked him if he could come over, but his mom found a stupid reason to keep him from coming over: he didn't clean the bathroom yesterday. so he had me come to him. we watched Howl's Moving Castle on my laptop in his room...and yes, we really watched the movie. that helped a lot.
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Thursday, July 27, 2006

i finally have figured out how to get my table to stay...i had to click the circle that said "slow but painful." yeah, totally didn't see that. yesterday was my day for finding out how my applications did. i got a note from Fred Meyer in the mail that, in a nutshell, said, "thank you for applying. we regret to inform you that we don't want you. but good luck in your job searching." -.- on the bright side, i got a call from Reel Theaters saying they wanted an interview. so i have an interview today. and i was looking through my closet earlier to find what is formal that i could wear in this hot weather and came up with nada. my fishnet's too hot, my long black skirt doesn't stay zipped up, and definetly no pants. that left me with one white rose skirt, but i only have long sleeved dress shirts! agh! @.@
my poor fiance had to get his wisdom teeth pulled today. i kept asking him if he would want to see me afterwards. finally, i wore him down to answer yes (he wouldn't give me an answer). i tried to call him to see if it was still alright if i came over, but the phone would ring once, then go to voicemail. that made me paranoid that someone was home and they wouldn't like it if i came. but after many fears, i made my way over there. (i have no car, usually. but i told my mom that i wanted to go to the library, so i drove her to work. hey, i still went to the library) i brought him some of my dvds that i thought he'd like to conk out on. for about 40-50 minutes, we just mostly talked, with him telling me the gory details of getting teeth pulled when you're afraid of needles. the anesthesia was still quite in effect, so after a while he told me he was going to fall asleep soon. so i left him to let him sleep, but as soon as i got home, i realized i'd forgotten to ask him if he would want to see me tomorrow, too >.< so i can either go again tomorrow and possibly bug him or encounter his family OR disappoint him if he did want to see me and not go. to go or not to go...that is the question...
ever since Bryan came back, though, it's been hard to go to Chris' and train. i borrowed a pilates (pill-ah-te. like the te at the end of karate) DVD from him, but once i got used to the 20 minute work out, i moved up to an hour (deadly muscle fire). but he asked for the hour DVD back, so now i only have 20 minutes. T.T i'm gonna build up an immunity to that one, so it will have no effect! i want to weapons train with Robert, but he says if i did his training regime, i would die. well, at least he wouldn't go easy on me! no offense, Chris, but you're too lenient on me. while i need the breathers...yeah. i need to train with you both, man. Robert and Chris. weapons training with workout! woo hoo! let Death come!
marching band camp is coming in 2 1/2 weeks. i need to start practicing my oboe again, so i can get my embouchure back.
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Tuesday, July 11, 2006

my summer school is done for this year. yippee. so today i got to spend all afternoon with my fiance. and he helped me beat Kingdom Hearts! so now i can move on to KH2 after four frickin months! but today, when i went out with Bryan, we went out for job applications. mine are both found online. i want to apply to Fred Meyer and Reel Theatre. it's one of the many dollar theaters that we have here. not like EDWARDS. Bryan also got one for Fred Meyer and the Reel, and i also got him to pick one up for the gelato stand in the mall. for those who don't know, gelato is italian ice cream. it's not as hard as our ice cream. he also was going to apply to Edwards, but then he didn't. we both have to choose jobs that are nearby in the event that we might not have cars. and yeah, i know, it would be bad for us to work the same shift at the same place. i know i would get distracted. or i'd resist majorly and just be like, "Squires! go do that!" or "Squires, did you get that done yet?" oh yes, and Bryan has dyed his hair black tonight. i was giving him step-by-step instructions. but i had to leave before the 25 minutes he needed to leave it in had even really started. so poor Chris is going to get a heart attack when next he sees him. i've been getting into a lot of books lately. a few weekends ago, i bought MeruPuri 1-4, Dazzle 1-2, Absolute Boyfriend 1(regular manga), You and Harujion, La Esperanca, Little Flower (yaois), and Maximum Ride, which is just a regular book. of all of these, i would highly recommend MeruPuri. it's just your normal fairy tale story of the girl falls in love with a prince, they go through some trials, and at the end they marry and live happily ever after. both Bryan and i loved it, and can't wait for it to come out, if ever, to anime. and the best part is, all the volumes are out. actually, it's sad, because i loved it. but yes, it is a total of 4 manga. and i recently checked out a book from the library called Hawksong by Amelia Atwater-Rhodes and i loved it so much i bought it and the book next in the series. i would have bought the 3rd book, but it was hard back, and as we all know, hard back is more expensive than paperback. Hawksong's plot is there's this clan of bird people and a clan of snake people who have been at war for hundreds of years. after all the siblings and a lot more of the royal families have died, the princess of the bird people and the prince of the snake people decide that to end the war, they should marry. after many attemps at suicide on the princess to stop the union, they slowly fall in love with each other. the marriage scene had vows that i changed around a bit to use as vows for my wedding. and that's basically it. i started rereading HP 5. so in the time i need to pass, i'll be playing KH2, reading HP, and cleaning my room, cause it really needs it. oh, and training with Chris

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