Saturday, January 14, 2006

god, am i going to have to go through this every weekend? why? i mean, i was starting to feel better! well, as better as one can feel with a breaking heart. but then, no. depression must come back. but i was really happy again for a while. last pep band game, Bryan and Chris didn't come down and talk to me, but on Thursday they did...along with like two other trombones ^^; so apparently i became friends with nearly the whole trombone section. except, i really don't like Cary. He's dropping out of band at semester and he can't keep a camera still! he did this five part video on the damages of Hurricane Katrina in the South (he went down there for his Christmas break...who would want to?) and he kept acting like he was holding the camera while bungee jumping while also zooming in really fast. and it didn't help that the day it was really bad, i was really dizzy that morning for no reason. anyhoo, so yeah. but then i became sad again, because they didn't come down. until i looked at the clock and saw that it was already in the 4th period with 50 seconds on the clock! i was like: O.o wtf?! the last time i looked at the clock, it was going into the 2nd period, but it was the half time show with the dance team, minus the dance, since they CAN'T! all it was was 15 different forms of the Can-Can. losers. my hip hop class teaches more moves in one session then they could ever dance in their lives.
but i probably wouldn't be so depressed if i had been able to see Bryan after school yesterday. and i was right out, almost. i always catch Bryan waiting at Tom's car, even with having to fight hall traffic, get everything i need out of my locker, then fight traffic again to get out. but Tom's car, no doubt with Tom and Bryan, was already gone. While i am mad they didn't wait, it also worries me. i know Bryan's dog was having problems and he's apparently having problems, so i hope everything is okay and he didn't have to leave for an emergency. i didn't see Tom's car at DQ yesterday, but i didn't know if Bryan worked, since he didn't work Thursday night for pep band.
okay, i'll stop rambling off about my ex-future-boyfriend problems. we had an EOC essay in Bio yesterday. and it was one of the ones i didn't really study! i always make up my own essays to the sample questions they give us and i just memorize those. the only one i really memorized was about meiosis. and we got the one about DNA and RNA! i don't even know how to make RNA from DNA! so i had to BS my way through that one.
and now i know why school has to get out 3 minutes later normally, 6 minutes later on early release, and start 10 minutes early on our tests! the stupid seniors need all that extra time to be able to graduate 2 weeks early! so i complained about that to Tom and Bryan and Tom was like, "well, at least we'll be out of your hair sooner." but i was thinking, why do i want you guys gone sooner? you're entertaining and Byran's mine but the next day i went up to them and i was like, "please, by all means, go early. you'll cut the traffic down by 1/3."
not much else here, really. oh, and here's a link to a really funny music video i found. it's saved on the Stepmania computer in the Japanese room and i didn't know where it came from, but i found it on the Net! it's a World of Warcraft MV, but don't let that stop you. it's hilarious. it's called "For Porn." so if you have a PG-13 mind, don't watch: http://www.jucaushii.ro/download_413_World_of_Warcraft_For_porn_music_video.html enjoy!
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