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Saturday, January 28, 2006

i updated my journal yesterday, if anyone wants to go read that depressing post.
changed my site around. hate how photobucket shrinks things. that's what happened to me 'huyu no kaze' DNAngel bg.
i'm really afraid of losing Bryan now. apparently, he's figured out he's bi. god, everyone's changing sexual preferences on me. Lj's turned bi, Joe turned gay, now Bryan's bi...Tom was all talking about how if he ever saw Bryan holding hands with a guy or something, he'd maim him, to put it shortly. and now i'm really afraid. i've already lost Bryan, and my heart breaks a little more each day because of it, but now i have to worry about the fact that i might lose him to a guy!? i love gay people and all, but that would be the ultimate insult! and losing him was an insult to begin with! god. the one guy i like in 7 years who likes me back, and i can't even have him. nearly everyone around me...doesn't like Bryan and wonder why i like him. i honestly don't know. maybe it's that special something that only i can see. but when i complain to people about not having him, they say "there's plenty of fish in the sea. just because this one didn't work out, doesn't mean there won't be others." dammit, what if i don't want others? Bryan has everything i've wanted in a guy. i want THIS relationship to work out, dammit. Chris, if you read this, tell him whatever you want from this post. i'm never good at telling my thoughts and i don't want to write him more notes. please, Chris? i want him back...so very much
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