Friday, February 17, 2006

hello, MyO. yesterday was the first Girl's State Basketball games. so yes, that meant pep band. and we gotta take a bus, since the game is in another town. we all know what a bus ride means ;) first time i've got to be with Bryan on a bus since TVFOB. since the last time we took a bus i was in a dress and on the way back i had to sit with Chris. but today was awesome, cause i gotta spend the whole ride over with him. and i found something ELSE that can drive him crazy, just like the spot on his neck. i also got to listen to him sing. which was really embarrassing, because here's Eric and Bryan, two choir people, singing their Disney concert songs for the WHOLE bus to hear. and while i DO enjoy Byran's singing voice, it was still REALLY embarrassing. and here i am, sitting on Bryan's lap...anyways, so when we got there it was crap, cause it's this HUGE building and there's this dinky ass court they have set up. and instead of having Bryan come to me, i went over to him, but when i had to bail, it was really hard to get back to my seat because of the fucking sophomore clarinets. they left their trash all over the floor and they wouldn't move their feet when i was trying to get in. god, if i became section leader my senior year, i'd show those Westies what for. inconsiderate bitches. so then i rode with Bryan on the way back. i was tired, so i tried falling asleep, but suddenly there was bright street lights flooding in so i was awake. Bryan was kind of tempermental because Beau was being obnoxious, constantly saying "Kona 7" for no reason. when i "woke up," Bryan and i talked a little more. when we got to the school and the bus was about to stop to let us off, i kissed him ^///^ nothing major, just on the cheek. but i could tell it caught him off guard. he started to turn towards me, cause we were sitting side by side with his arms around me, like he wanted to check that i'd done what he'd thought i'd done, then seemed to just accept it and hugged me. and i bet if i had not been hanging around with everyone while they waited for the band locker room to be unlocked, he would have gone to Chris and been like, "Chris, you'll never believe this! She kissed me!" but i would say we're not back together yet. he still has to ask me.
but he's supposed to be going camping during this 4-day weekend (yep, 4 days off, 3 days of pep band). and he's already left me for the orchestra concert TT.TT why does he have to leave me again? but every time i've complained about that, it weakens him a little more. now he's saying he might just try to get out of it so he can come to pep band. haha, the chibi face works every time.
registration started yesterday. i already know what classes i'm going to have: Algebra 2, Chemistry, English (normal!) US History, Band, and Japanese 2. and i'm all talking to Chris in Bio and he tells me he's not gonna have room for band next year. and i was already having problems having to be without Bryan for two years after getting used to him being there. no one to sit with at DIII, no fun on bus rides, no one to come down and talk to me during pep band, no one to see, and play Stepmania with, during lunch. but now i'll REALLY be all alone. NO ONE will be there for me in ANY band function. I'll sit by myself on the bus and at DIII and freeze to death, i'll sit and listen to my music during pep band and i'll be by myself every day after 4th period. and right when i got used to people being there for me. but no. Jaime and Judy had to go and leave me for each other, Chris would rather be technology savvy than music savvy and Bryan's graduating. i can't blame Bryan, but it still hurts.
eh, i'll stop putting my darkness onto all of y'all. later.
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