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myOtaku.com: Baka No Hanyou


Monday, September 11, 2006

why do you hate me? it seems like all you want to do is forget about everything we did together. you ignore me because you say i ignored you first. i say it's the other way around. you two were always going off with each other, and i could never come because of band or i knew that my homework wouldn't get done if i hung out with you guys. i was the one left behind, not you. it just so happens that during that time you two were growing closer, i found someone new. you don't even try anymore. how can i get a chance to try if you don't try at all? at least someone did a few times, but not anymore. you've even started talking to Katie again. should i remind you of the three times she made you come crying to me? or all the other times she was rude to you? but no. you've had Chelsea replace me. you'll probably end up brain washing everyone, too. "hey, we hate that bitch. you should hate her, too." i've had two dreams where people hated me. first, it was all of the otaku group. i started crying in my dream only to wake up crying. the second dream, bryan hated me. would that make you happy? if everyone hated me? if i became all alone again? you would have rather spend time with Judy or even Chelsea than me. you never drove me anywhere drove me anywhere. you never wanted to be partners with me in English. every time i try to talk to you, i just get a bitchy answer or none at all. i had one school year to make school memories with bryan. when you find someone, maybe then you'll understand my behavior. i once told myself that my friends would always come first if i ever got a boyfriend, if you can believe that. but yes, i lied to myself. but who's the better person? the one who only wants friends for her benefits and drops others like one drops a hat? or the one who found someone when abandoned? because that's the way i'm viewing it
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