Thursday, March 25, 2004

Unwell...
All day
Staring at the ceiling makin'
Friends with shadows on my wall
All night
Hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown
And I don't know why

Well I'm not crazy
I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay a while and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy
I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

Me,
talking to myself in public
And dodging glances on the train
And I know
I know they've all been talkin' bout me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong
With me
Out of all the hours thinkin
Somehow I've lost my mind

Well I'm not crazy
I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay a while and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy
I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be

I've been talkin in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're takin' me away

Well I'm not crazy
I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay a while and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy
I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Yeah, How I used to be
How I used to be, yeah
Well I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
(A little unwell)
How I used to be
I'm just a little unwell...

~Unwell - Matchbox 20

i need to talk... to someone, anyone... about life, but not therapy shit.

just to talk...

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Wednesday, March 24, 2004

   ow.
My legs are SO killing me... it was a bad idea to walk up to Smoky from my school in 80-degree weather. too hot.

Graduation is drawing steadily nearer..... THANK THE CHUUUU!

i would love to spend an afternoon like in this pikku...... *sigh*


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Monday, March 15, 2004

^_^
Watched Wrestlemania XX last night with my brother and some of our friends.

i was kind of disappointed by the Rock-n-Sock connestion match, but the applause for Foley made me smile. And now the OLD Taker is back... man, his entrance sent shivers up and down my spine. It felt so cool to watch him come back and fight.

Chris Benoit is WWE heavyweight champ, John Cena is US champ, Molly Holly is bald, Victoria is still women's champ... yep, it was a good night ^_^
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Friday, March 12, 2004

Oh yeah, almost forgot to mention...
my mom and dad are FINALLY getting a divorce. After nearly six years of being separated, and after a year of no contact whatsoever, they decide to get a divorce.

good. i hate the man. loathe, despise, wish he were dead. he ruined my childhood, treated me like crap, and tried to foist me off on his sister. so now i have two demands that my mom assures me will be met:

A. i never have to see him again
B. my portion of the child support he has to pay will be made out in a check to me and deposited directly into my bank account.

so long and thanks for all the fish, Pops.

Jerk.
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Thursday, March 11, 2004

   One more week of school has pretty much drawn to a close, and i'm glad it has. *sighs*

AJ, I'm worried about you, hon... please come home safe.
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Wednesday, March 10, 2004

   Yeesh
it's been a long time since i wrote an entry, but i basically haven't wanted to... too much school stuff, stress from psych, and college prep, college prep, college prep.

i'm writing an essay as i type this, trying to get a $1000 scholarship given out by my school each year... cross your fingers.
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Friday, March 5, 2004

   gyah...
i really had a good day at school today... surprising. we worked on Walker's duct-tape trenchcoat, which he plans to wear to prom ^_^

(:
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Thursday, March 4, 2004

   mmmmm
*purrs* i love this site... especially the greeting cards!

Adam, you are AWESOME.
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