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• 1986-05-14
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• Aurora, Colorado, USA
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• 2004-03-04
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• Little Lirin!

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• i graduated high school.
Anime Fan Since
• age eleven, when i first saw sailor moon
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• Weiß Kreuz, Trigun, Cowboy Bebop, Gundam Wing, Fruits Basket
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• anime, furry fandom, my LiveJournal, learning more about the language of flowers and creating bouquets, aromatherapy
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• Singing, writing, and i do a mean Majin Buu (Fat Buu) impression when i feel like it




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Sunday, April 11, 2004

   Did some thinking last night
i guess getting the dual enrollment isn't really what i wanted, but it's a step in the right direction, isn't it? it's the moon instead of the stars.

i spent the afternoon watching Trigun again... the way i react to episode 23's end always amazes me, because i don't cry often. but wolfwood's final words always hit me in a soft spot, because i don't want to die before accomplishing what i wanted to do: become a teacher of the world's children.

i used to want to die. i tried to commit suicide three times, and nearly succeeded once. but i learned, after Sheldon committed suicide, that if you kill yourself it's a coward's act and you'll leave behind people who will cry for you.

no more suicide. no more suicidal thoughts. never again.

i made three really cute greeting cards tonight... check 'em out when they pop up. i think i'm getting better at this.

*YAWN* yeesh, i am one exhausted kittyn. i'm heading to bed in a few minutes... just had to jot down these thoughts while i'm coherent.

*turns on Tiny Little Song by Koyasu-sempai and drifts off into happy neko-dreams* =^_^=

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