Monday, March 20, 2006

Wow they made a permalink?
Anyway.
Things haven't been going all that great for me lately.
I have a C in science.
[78.8 I think.]
I have a B in English.
[84.6]
My grade in math is pretty bordrline.
[91]
I'm not prepared at all for APs.
I'm getting cynical.
I don't want to say things that I know I should.
I lie a lot.
My Ichiko act is going down.
It's still there, but not working so well as I had hoped...
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Sunday, March 19, 2006

I'm assuming people don't read this anymore, considering how dead I've become.

So I guess it's okay to write whatever here.

A lot of things have happened that I never really mentioned and I think going back through all of them would be pointless as a lot of it's old news anyway.

But one thing I do want to say:

Visit Malignant Happy, my mp3 rotation!

That's all for now.

I might say more later.
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Friday, March 3, 2006

Ryuutarou's birthday party isn't working out since I have a bio test during lunch... I'll get a good grade for you Ryuuchan! I promise! ;o;
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Sunday, February 26, 2006

*cough* Is trying to be like a person in a movie a bad thing? Everyone kind of says it is because life isn't like the movies, but here's my opinion.

You can act however you want, and as long as it's not illegal and not detrimental to the general society, then I suppose it's okay, whether your view of life is accurate or not.

Right now, I'm trying to become a hybrid of Ichiko and Momoko in Kamikaze girls, because I think they're cool. Even though they change at the end, their beginning views are so intriguing I can't help but want to try being like that (minus the super-pretty appearance since I can't reach that xD)

Is that such a bad thing?

Better not be.

As of today (I messed it up a couple of days ago so I'm starting over) I'm taking up Ichiko's personal "Don't cry unless you're alone" thing. Maybe she's right and it makes you stronger, so if it does, then I'll be stronger too :3 Momoko has an interesting view of life at the beginning, and I like the way she speaks. I'll try to speak like her maybe. XD
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Thursday, February 23, 2006

GOODBYE DNA PROJECT
you will be missed
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Happy Valentines Day

Anyone have a LJ?
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Thursday, February 9, 2006

I hate my Bio project. DD:
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Friday, February 3, 2006

Uh. Happy February.
Because February means 3-day weekends.
And everyone loves 3-day weekends.
Right? :D
At least, I *think* everyone loves 3-day weekends..
I sure do.
I need time to relax a bit. XDDD;

I'm so so so so so sorry that I haven't been blog-visiting lately. School and some other stuff has been catching up to me. I'll try to make visits this weekend, okay? :]

Lately I've been thinking a lot about what I want in life.

Mike told me once that if I don't know what I want, I may as well be dead. That jerk... hahah ^^; [I'm just kidding about that].. Although I do admit that it was kind of a weird thing to say [and that it didn't make me feel particularly good about myself >__>], he's got a point there. Kathy's going to kill me if she knows I said that though. XD

All this thinking about life and the universe and everything is kind of weird. I can't picture myself actually doing the things I want to do or whatever. But maybe it will happen, all in its own time..

So here's basically the main things I want:
1. Graduate High School
2. Graduate college/university
3. Get a good job [as... a graphic designer :3]
4. Get married
5. Live happily [doesn't everyone want that? XD]

And some things I want to happen... [not that I'd die without them, but you know..]
6. SARS success :3
7. Go to Japan
8. Go to a JRock concert [probably while I'm there XDD]
9. Maybe raise a kid..?

And here are some silly little things that I don't really care about [or expect to happen], but think would be cool anyway:
10. Cosplay with my best friends
11. Get published XDDD
12. Go on a goth loli shopping spree
13. Work for SHOXX, FOOL'S MATE, CURE, or some other JRock magazine
14. Try dying my hair
15. Meet a JRocker
16. Buy a domain
17. Score really high on the SAT XDDDD
18. Knit things for people [haha where did that come from? XDD]
19. Make my own clothes
20. Learn to cook like my grandma

I think 20 goals is enough right now. Funny how 10 of them are like in the not-so-important/not-so-likely-to-happen section, isn't it? I guess I'll expand, since I'm procrastinating on making more waterbombs and fake shuriken and stuff >__>;

1. Should be pretty easy... maybe? The exit exam is suppoesd to be really really really easy, but getting past there is the problem. I heard Junior year is MURDERRRRR.

2. I still haven't decided on a university yet. Right now I'm considering somewhere in-state, because tuition fees are a lot cheaper than if you go out of state. And, my mom would prefer I stay closer... haha.

3. I think a job as a graphic designer would be really fun. I don't know what I'd work for exactly though... I think magazine design could be cool, or making advertisements and stuff, but who knows..?

4. Umm. Yeah. Marriage. I want to get married... kind of younger, but after I'm done with college..? I haven't really thought about exactly what type of marriage I want yet. Just as long as we're happy together, right? :]

5. I think it's pretty self-explanatory, but Mike made it all complicated. I thought I was living happily and then he's like "You're not really happy!" So now I don't know. Haha. Well for now I'll say I'm happy, and if there's anything that makes me think otherwise, I'll rethink what I just said. ;D

6. SARS has to rule the world someday. Haha. Yes, yes, one day we'll be the rulers of the entire universe pwahahaha... ahem. I mean. I want to have fun in the band and stuff like that. Yeahh...

7. Because I've wanted to go for a long time. And because it'd be fun. Anyone want to go with me in Setsu's suitcase? :]

8. I want to see Plastic Tree. Why did they have to choose Mexico? I also think it would be cool to see the new Panic*ch.. too bad I never got to see the original members in concert before..

9. I haven't really thought this through yet. Too far in advance for my poor little mind, you know. XDDD

10. Actually, I've been thinking about cosplay for a long long time. We've been like.. planning out cosplays forever, and never get around to any of them -____-;

11. I don't think I'll actually get published. I just think it would be cool to see my name on an actual book. CafePress, here I come.. ;]

12. Once I get money, I'll buy out all of Japan. Pwahahahaha... I mean... I like to shop. XDD;

13. This goes along with my dream of working as a graphic designer. I don't think they'd accept me though, since I'm like.. not fluent.

14. I always wondered what I looked like with that bleach-y hair everyone gets.. o_o

15. I want to meet Ryuutarou. Or Meguru. Or anyone :3

16. I've wanted a domain for a while. Once I get out of the house and have my own credit card, I might just get one..

17. I only got an 1870 on the practice test, but I want at least a 2200. ;3;

18. Scarves look fun to make. And I want to make little cats for everybody :]

19. Goth loli doesn't come cheap. But fabric and patterns do. XD

20. My grandma makes the BEST FOOD IN THE WORLD. I want to be able to cook just like her one day. :]

Well I'm off to remake my bio model. Bye bye~!
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Thursday, February 2, 2006

I suppose I really should make a proper update here..
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I haven't been around too much lately.
Kind of preoccupied.
Sorry about that.
Everything seems to be neglected.
My sites, my homework...
Hmm..
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