Friday, February 3, 2006

Uh. Happy February.
Because February means 3-day weekends.
And everyone loves 3-day weekends.
Right? :D
At least, I *think* everyone loves 3-day weekends..
I sure do.
I need time to relax a bit. XDDD;

I'm so so so so so sorry that I haven't been blog-visiting lately. School and some other stuff has been catching up to me. I'll try to make visits this weekend, okay? :]

Lately I've been thinking a lot about what I want in life.

Mike told me once that if I don't know what I want, I may as well be dead. That jerk... hahah ^^; [I'm just kidding about that].. Although I do admit that it was kind of a weird thing to say [and that it didn't make me feel particularly good about myself >__>], he's got a point there. Kathy's going to kill me if she knows I said that though. XD

All this thinking about life and the universe and everything is kind of weird. I can't picture myself actually doing the things I want to do or whatever. But maybe it will happen, all in its own time..

So here's basically the main things I want:
1. Graduate High School
2. Graduate college/university
3. Get a good job [as... a graphic designer :3]
4. Get married
5. Live happily [doesn't everyone want that? XD]

And some things I want to happen... [not that I'd die without them, but you know..]
6. SARS success :3
7. Go to Japan
8. Go to a JRock concert [probably while I'm there XDD]
9. Maybe raise a kid..?

And here are some silly little things that I don't really care about [or expect to happen], but think would be cool anyway:
10. Cosplay with my best friends
11. Get published XDDD
12. Go on a goth loli shopping spree
13. Work for SHOXX, FOOL'S MATE, CURE, or some other JRock magazine
14. Try dying my hair
15. Meet a JRocker
16. Buy a domain
17. Score really high on the SAT XDDDD
18. Knit things for people [haha where did that come from? XDD]
19. Make my own clothes
20. Learn to cook like my grandma

I think 20 goals is enough right now. Funny how 10 of them are like in the not-so-important/not-so-likely-to-happen section, isn't it? I guess I'll expand, since I'm procrastinating on making more waterbombs and fake shuriken and stuff >__>;

1. Should be pretty easy... maybe? The exit exam is suppoesd to be really really really easy, but getting past there is the problem. I heard Junior year is MURDERRRRR.

2. I still haven't decided on a university yet. Right now I'm considering somewhere in-state, because tuition fees are a lot cheaper than if you go out of state. And, my mom would prefer I stay closer... haha.

3. I think a job as a graphic designer would be really fun. I don't know what I'd work for exactly though... I think magazine design could be cool, or making advertisements and stuff, but who knows..?

4. Umm. Yeah. Marriage. I want to get married... kind of younger, but after I'm done with college..? I haven't really thought about exactly what type of marriage I want yet. Just as long as we're happy together, right? :]

5. I think it's pretty self-explanatory, but Mike made it all complicated. I thought I was living happily and then he's like "You're not really happy!" So now I don't know. Haha. Well for now I'll say I'm happy, and if there's anything that makes me think otherwise, I'll rethink what I just said. ;D

6. SARS has to rule the world someday. Haha. Yes, yes, one day we'll be the rulers of the entire universe pwahahaha... ahem. I mean. I want to have fun in the band and stuff like that. Yeahh...

7. Because I've wanted to go for a long time. And because it'd be fun. Anyone want to go with me in Setsu's suitcase? :]

8. I want to see Plastic Tree. Why did they have to choose Mexico? I also think it would be cool to see the new Panic*ch.. too bad I never got to see the original members in concert before..

9. I haven't really thought this through yet. Too far in advance for my poor little mind, you know. XDDD

10. Actually, I've been thinking about cosplay for a long long time. We've been like.. planning out cosplays forever, and never get around to any of them -____-;

11. I don't think I'll actually get published. I just think it would be cool to see my name on an actual book. CafePress, here I come.. ;]

12. Once I get money, I'll buy out all of Japan. Pwahahahaha... I mean... I like to shop. XDD;

13. This goes along with my dream of working as a graphic designer. I don't think they'd accept me though, since I'm like.. not fluent.

14. I always wondered what I looked like with that bleach-y hair everyone gets.. o_o

15. I want to meet Ryuutarou. Or Meguru. Or anyone :3

16. I've wanted a domain for a while. Once I get out of the house and have my own credit card, I might just get one..

17. I only got an 1870 on the practice test, but I want at least a 2200. ;3;

18. Scarves look fun to make. And I want to make little cats for everybody :]

19. Goth loli doesn't come cheap. But fabric and patterns do. XD

20. My grandma makes the BEST FOOD IN THE WORLD. I want to be able to cook just like her one day. :]

Well I'm off to remake my bio model. Bye bye~!
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