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Thursday, July 22, 2004
New Kitty!
Chrissy found out there was a stray tom roaming around (I don't know where) and the people in the area said that they were gonna have to call the animal shelter, which means he'd be put to sleep. So Chrissy called momma and momma said we could keep him. =^.^= In other words, we're gettin' a new kitty! And I get to name him! =^.^= Momma said that Chrissy told her that he was gray-ish with different colored paws and has a bob-tail. And I might name him after an anime character.
POSSIBLE NAMES:
-Kokujo
-Bakura
-Marik
-Night
-Hiei
-Inu
"Your legs are stupid!" -Zim
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Wednesday, July 21, 2004
I Hate Summer Homework...
I finally finished all of my AP European homework with the exception of the posterboard. Bleh. I still have to finish my Honors English 2 stuff and get EVERYTHING from both typed and handed in by next Tuesday. Joy.
But there is good news: I got my Learner's Permit! w00t! And on my first try, too! =^.^= Honestly, the girl who came in behind me (and ended before me) failed... for the fifth time! Oo;
Other than that, nothing too new.
"Curiousity killed the cat, but for a while I was the suspect!" -Sticker from Hot Topic
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Sunday, July 18, 2004
Back-a-roni!
I have returned with only a few mental scars. The week was okay, I got some of my summer homework done, but I still have a shit-load to finish. Bah... Oh, and momma & Sissy got into several fights which led to them (Sissy, Daniel, their kids, and Daniel's parents) leaving on Saturday. Momma had Randal & Chrissy come up to get us and we just got back about an hour ago. Whee~!
Now, for a very, very, very long quiz:
Your full name: Bandit Joeykuba and/or DPAK (What, you didn't HONESTLY expect me to give my real name, did you?)
Age: 15
Height: 4' 11" ... or something like that...
Natural hair colour: Brown
Eye colour: Blue-green
Number of siblings: 1 Sister, 2 brothers, 1 sister-in-law, 1 brother-in-law, and two half-brothers I don't even know.
Glasses/contacts?: Glasses
Piercings: None, I don't need any more holes in my head.
Tattoos: Only if they're temporary.
Braces?: Not yet.
FAVOURITE
Colour: black/red
Band: None imparticular.
Song: Unwell -Matchbox 20
Stuffed animal: Balto... My Siberian Husky
Video game: Final Fantasy 7
TV show: I can't pick one...
Movie: Monty Python and the Holy Grail
Book: White Fang -Jack London
Food: Chicken
Game on a cell phone: Tetris
CD cover: N/A
Flower: Black Roses
Scent: Cucumber Melon
Animal: Wolf
Comic book: American- N/A
Manga- Shaman King
Cereal: Choco-Doughnuts
Website: Megatokyo.com (17'5 l337, m4n. L337!)
Cartoon: American- Invader Zim
Anime- Do I have to choose?
DO YOU
Play an instrument?: Trumpet
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?: Depends...
Like to sing?: In private yes
Have a job?: Not yet
Have a cell phone?: Yes
Like to play sports?: Soccer
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Yes
Have a crush on someone?: ...DUH!
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?: no
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?: Used to... Now there's only four...
Have any special talents/skills?: I can draw, wirte poetry, kick ass on video games, and I can control my boyfriend. Oh, and I have a high tolerence to pain.
Excercise daily?: No thank-you.
Like school?: Amazingly enough, yes.
CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?: Z Y X W V U T S R Q P O N M L K J I H G F E D C B A
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?: yes, but it HURTS!
Speak any other languages?: Not fluently, but I know peices of Japanese, German, l337, and Spanish. And after this year at school, I'll know basic French.
Go a day without food?: I can go for a loong time
Stay up for more than 24 hours?: yes
Read music, not just tabs?: Yes
Roll your tongue?:Yep. I can also make the four-leaf clover.
Eat a whole pizza?: Give me a couple of days...
HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?: No...
Cried to get out of trouble?: Yup. ^.^
Gotten lost in your city?: Yup.
Seen a shooting star?: Yes
Been to any other countries?: No
Had a serious surgery?: No
Stolen something important to someone else?: Not anything that's important...
Solved a rubiks cube?: Nope.
Gone out in public in your pajamas?: Yes, on pajama day at school.
Cried over a girl?: Not over one, but for one rather.
Cried over a boy?: Yes.
Kissed a random stranger?: No
Hugged a random stranger?: No, but I do plan on it.
Been in a fist fight?: Nope.
Been arrested?: Not that I know of
Done drugs?: No
Had alcohol?: Nope.
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?: No... but I have laughed and had coke come out my nose. That SERIOUSLY burns!
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?: Yes
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?: Yes, in elementary school
Swore at your parents?: Mentally
Kicked a guy where it hurts?: Yup-yup *laughs evilly*
Been in love?: Yea... More than once.
Been close to love?: yes...
Been to a casino?: I'm gonna O_O
Ran over an animal and killed it?: No
Broken a bone?: Yes... my wrist.
Gotten stitches?: Nope.
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?: No.
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?: No.
Made homemade muffins?: With muffin mix.
Bitten someone?: Many many many many times. You can ask Grant.
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?: Yep.
Been to niagra falls?: No
Burped in someones face?: No
WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth: I'll get back to you on that one...
Went to the bathroom: Around noon.
Saw a movie in theaters: When Van Heling came out.
Read a book: This morning. Machiavelli's The Prince.
Had a snow day: Oo; I don't remember...
Had a party: It's been a while...
Had a slumber party: Last year.
Made fun of someone: I do that all the time!
Tripped in front of someone: ...Couple weeks ago. Only, it was more like I fell cause he fell...
Went to the grocery store: Last Sunday.
Got sick: As in throwup? A month ago.
Cursed: Today.
PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables: Fruit
Black/white: Black
Lights on/lights off: Lights off
TV/movie: TV
Car/truck: Car
Body spray/lotion: Body Lotion
Cash/check: Cold hard cash
Pillows/blankets: pillows
Headache/stomach ache: Headache
Paint/charcoal: Paint
Chinese food/mexican food: Niether
Summer/winter: Winter, no insects.
Snow/rain: Rain
Fog/misty: fog
Rock/rap: Rock
Meat/vegetarian: Meat
Chocolate/vanilla: Chocolate
Sprinkles/icing: Sprinkles
Cake/pie: Cake
French toast/french fries: French Fries
Strawberries/blueberries: Strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool: Swimming Pool
Cookies/muffins: Cookies
Wallet/pocket: Wallet
Window/door: Window
Pink/purple: Purple
Cat/dog: Cat
Long sleeve/short sleeve: Short sleeve
Pants/shorts: pants
Winter break/spring break: Winter break, 'cause it's longer and includes Christmas.
Spring/autumn: Autumn
Clouds/clear sky: Clouds
Moon/mars: Moon
LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love?: Yep
If you have, with who?: I plead the fifth.
Are you single?: Nope.
Are you in a relationship?: If I'm not single, then I'm in a relationship, yes.
If so, for how long?: Since April
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?: Yesh
What is your idea of the best date?: Getting to know each others true personality
What was your first kiss like?: Don't remember.
How old were you when you got your first kiss?: I had just turned six!
Do you think love is a load of shit?: It depends on what part on love you mean..
Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?: Spending time with them.
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?: Yes
Have you ever been dumped?: No
Have you ever dumped someone?: Yep. One and a half times... the second time it was mutual.
Whats the most sexual thing you've done with the opposite sex?: I do not wish to disclose this information.
I....
am: Bored
want: To be through with my Summer homework...
need: Money
crave: Sour Cream and Onion Chips
love: Grant
hate: June Bugs
did: Sephiroth... Well, I can wish...
feel: Depressed
miss: my dad
am annoyed by: June Bugs
would rather: be sleeping
am tired of: being depressed and of my mom being sick
will always: be myself
SILLY STUFF
What is your favourite genre of music?: Soft Rock/Oldies
What time is it now?: 2:38 PM
What day is it?: Sunday
Whens the last time you called someone?: Yesterday
How much money do you have right now?: Some change.
Are you hungry?: A little.
Whatcha doin?: filling this thingy out
Do you like parades?: If they throw candy
Do you like the moon?: -=howls=- yes O.o
What are you going to do when youre done with this?: Finish some stuff on here (the computer)
If you could have any magical power what would it be?: Raise Dead...
Have you ever had a picnic?: Yep
Are you wearing any socks right now?: No
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny?: Yup.
pretty?: Grant does.
sarcastic?: Most of the time.
lazy?: very
hyper?: at times
friendly?: yes ^^
evil?: *evil laughter*
smart?: yes
strong?: Strong enough.
talented?: yes
dorky?: I can be O.o
ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMETHING YOU KNOW (or dont know)
high: School
skip: Next
dance: Romantic
lonely: Tears
pen: Ink
flower: rose
window: XP
psycho: Straight Jacket
brain freeze: Ouch
orange: Bananna!
sassy: Cat
jelly: Chia!
WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?: Maybe
Play strip poker?: probably O_O
Run away?: I don't think so.
Curse at a teacher?: Only mentally or when they couldn't hear me.
Not take a shower for a week?: You mean your supposed to bath?
Ask someone out?: Nope. I',m too shy.
Lie to someone to make them think better of you: No.
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?: Yes.
Go scuba diving?: Yup.
Write a book?: If I can ever complete one... X_X
Become a rockstar?: No.
Have casual sex?: Negative.
LAST QUESTIONS
What shampoo do you use?: Whatever is in my bathroom.
Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?: Again, I do not wish to disclose this information.
What kind of computer do you have?: Well, mine is a Windows '98, but I'm using my mom's until it gets fixed, and its a XP
What grade are you in?: 10th
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?: It really depends on the person.
Or just make out?: o.o movie... I like to watch the movie...
How many posters do you have in your room?: 3 posters in my room, 1 in my closet, a plaque with one of my poems on it, 2 certificates, a Yu-Gi-Oh duel mat, and Hsu andChan's Pocket Morons and Pocket Morons Platinum. Plus a wall scroll in my closet. That's all on my walls...
How many cds do you have?: A few.
What time is it now?: 2:50 PM
Gir: Gir, reporting for duty!
Zim: Gir? What's the 'G' stand for?
Gir: I don't know...
-Invader Zim
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Saturday, July 10, 2004
It's Only A Week...
That's right. Tommorrow I leave for the beach again. And, once again, I'll be gone for a week. So, I'll see y'all later, m'kay?
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Thursday, July 8, 2004
I'm typing this in response to my buddy Deathbug's recent update concerning fate. He's curious as to why life as been so good to him, but so cruel to others. That, I cannot answer. Nor can I tell him, or anyone, why people want to commit suicide.
But I can tell you that I, at several points in my life, have considered suicide as an option. And, until now, I have only told one person, and, no Grant, it wasn't you. I was joking those times. But last year, right after my mom got sick, and a bit before when she and Adam fought all the time, I had very suicidal tendencies. And I told (over Yahoo IM) one of my friends, a guy I fought with all the time, that I had suicidal thoughts. I trusted him with information I couldn't even share with my best friend, and he didn't tell anyone. But he was concerned, in fact, when I told him I had a headache, he reminded me to only take two tylenol, which was kind off funny, but then again, it wasn't.
Anyways, I tended to have these thoughts every time Adam and momma would fight, and they became more frequent and more intense after momma got so sick. And I'll even have them occasionally now a days, but I never have tried to go through with it. But if I ever wanted, it would be too easy. I could just slit my wrists since I have easy acess to knives, and even own one. And I could also overdose on highly dangerous drugs (medicine, not drug drugs) since my mom takes so many. And the reason I wanted to kill myself was because momma got so sick and I knew life would just get so much harder. Plus she became paranoid, easily angry, forgetful, and she constantly had fight with Adam. Then add in the fact I was/am in my "angsty" teenage years, and had/have a period to look forward to every month thanks to my womanhood, it only made it worse.
But, it was the thing that made me consider suicide in the first place that makes me strive to go on in this life. No, not my period, but my mother. On several occasions, momma has told me that if something ever happened to me, then she would just give up, that I was the only reason she kept going. So I cast out the thoughts of ending my life by thinking of how it would effect my mom, and everyone else around me, if I were to go through with it. It gets rid of the thoughts, but I'm still left with the depression that comes with them. But I've learned to live with it for the most part.
And to anyone who ever has thoughts of commiting suicide and/or cut themselves, here are some tips I can think of:
1) Think of the person you love the most. Now think of how they would feel if you were dead. Think of how they would feel if you ended your life and they never knew so they couldn't do anything about it.
2) Instead of cutting yourself, put a rubber band on your wrist. Everytime you think of suicide or cutting yourself, flick yourself with the rubberband until the thought goes away. Unless you are completely off the deep end, this method DOES work.
3) Write something. It can be a story, poem, or even a song. Just let all of your feelings out. Or, if you can't write, try drawing. And if you can't do that, then find a hobby or sport you like. Anything you can do to just vent your emotions.
4) Get a stress ball. They are VERY convieneint. And whenever life gets to hard, just squeeze it until you feel better. And if it tears, just get a new one.
5) Get a pet. No, not to kick around, but to talk to (yes, I'm telling you to talk to an animal) that you can share your problems with and not have to worry about them telling anyone and everyone. Cats are the best because you can just pet them and they are happy to listen to your "human speak", but they tend to run off. Dogs are somewhat good, but they love to play to much.
6) Don't be afraid to tell someone. They might can help.
7) Finally, if it starts to become too much, seek counseling, wether it be from your parents or school or professionals. Just seek help if you can not seem to help yourself.
Okay, now that that's out of my system, I shall share two poems with you I wrote not to long ago.
Promises
You said you'd be here,
But you never showed.
And I feel betrayed,
Cause I let my hopes get too high.
And no one one was there for me,
When you caused me to fall.
And I cried.
Cause you laughed.
When my body broke on the rocks below.
Cry
I can't hold it in much longer.
Such loneliness aches in my soul.
I try to mask it,
But I tend to fail.
Cause I never can seem to fool myself.
And when I'm alone,
I cry.
Just because I can't cry.
Fact of the Day: Fish have eyelids.
""It's like a law or something." -Shobu, Duel Masters
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Wednesday, July 7, 2004
It's My Life... Period!
Well, I haven't updated in the past couple days, so I'll fill all y'all in...
MONDAY: Mmph. Woke up at 5:45 am. Too early. Found out I'm stuck in the same car as my ex for three hours. Which sucks. I did fairly well considering I was too short to see over the back... And someone stole the wedge that could have raised me up. I also had a nervous breakdown while on non-busy street. I had to stop after I started hyperventilating. Tears soon followed. Instructor and ex tried to calm me down. I started back up after I could breath correctly. The only other big thing that happened was that my nephew, Christopher, spent the night. And I learned how to play poker.
TUESDAY: No nervous breakdown today whilst driving. I brought a pillow to sit on. Christopher left and Grant got to stay for supper.
TODAY: I only got passed twice today, my ex gt passed about5 or more times. Mwahaha! Later, Sissy took us to get insurance and a tag for my car. And I was reassured that the government is a bitch that loves to devour your money. And, to top it off, I just started my period.
TOMMORROW: All I know about tommorrow is that I don't have get to school for driving until 8 and after I'm picked up at 11, I'm being ushered straight to my neice's, Hannah's, birthday party.
Well, that's all from my life...
Fact of the Day:It is possible to lead a cow up stairs, but not down stairs.
"You did NOT just BOINK me!" -Me (don't ask)
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Sunday, July 4, 2004
This Post Brought to You, Curtousey of the Red, White, and Blue!
O say can you see?
By the dawn's early light.
What so proudly we hailed,at the twilight's last gleaming.
Whose broad stripes and bright stars, through the perilous fight.
O'er the rampards we watched, were so galantly streaming.
And the rockets red glare, the bombs bursting in air!
Gave prove through the night, that our flag was still there.
o' say does that star-spangled banner yet wave!
O'er the land of the free!
And the home of the brave!
First off, let me wish you a happy Fourth of July to all y'all loyal patriot-types.
This land is your land, this land is my land.
From California to the New York Ilands.
From the Red Wood Forest, to the Gulf Stream waters.
This land was made for you and me!
At church today, we had a special service where Lt. Col. Gary Spry gave the sermon. It was pretty cool, cause afterwards, we got free lunch. ^_^
Men who show compassion, who laugh and love and cry.
Men who face eternity and aren't afraid to die.
Men who fight for freedom, and honor once again.
He just needs a few good men!
And just a little bit ago, I was at Granty's watching him and his bro set of fireworks. At one point, they lit three of them up at once and two of went up like they were supposed to, but the third... Fell over... and shot at us. It was fun running away from the explosions. And his brother ended up doing that with about three more, and one bottle rocket ended up turning on him and it nearly hit him in the crotch and it was funny as hell and this is a run-on sentence and I'm gonna stop it now. ^_^ I wanna do that again next year!
I'm a Yankee Doodle Dandy,
(I can't remember this line here!)
A real, live nephew of my uncle Sam,
Born on the fourth of July!
And in slightly more recent news, I start the driving part of Driver's Ed tomorrow. At bloody six am in the bloody morning. *eye twitches angrily* Do they HONESTLY expect us to be awake then? Huh?!
Well, that's it from my life for now...
And I'm proud to be an American, where at least I know I'm free.
And I won't forget the men who died to give that right to me.
And I'll gladly stand up, next to you, and defend her still today.
Cause it's very clear I love this land!
God bless the USA!
Fact of the Day: The average person spends about 2 years on the phone in a lifetime.
"Etcetera, etcetera, grovel, grovel, grovel." -Mimi, Duel Masters
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Friday, July 2, 2004
...I'm going through a typing slump, I think. Ireally don't feel like updating, but I'd figured I'd be nice enough to let y'all know what's going on in my life.
WEDNESDAY: My brother and his fiance (*shudders*) came over and my mom filled said bro in about his little soon-to-be-wife-possibly had been doing/saying about other members of our family. The lying little bitch was sitting on the floor crying her bloody little eyes out, Steve-o-roni was all stern, and momma was laying down the bad news. And I was listening in from a distance. To be honest, it was like watching Jerry Springer, only no one wanted to rub Steve's head and the only chanting was me mentally saying, 'Momma! Momma! Momma!'
Yesterday: Grandma and her friend Thelma came over for supper.
Today: I went (by force) grocery shopping with Momma, Sissy, and her youngings. Very tiring, but I did get the remote control Jeopardy game and ten bucks. Yay. Plus, Adam is supposed to come up tonight.
And that's about it.
TODAY'S QUIZ:
*eye twitches* …Oo; oO;… *snicker* ^_^… *snicker**snicker*… XD *bursts out laughing*
Fact of the Day: Shrimp can only swim backward.
"Shobu Kirafuda, come on down! You're the next contestant on THE DUEL OF YOUR LIFE!" -Mimi, Duel Masters
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Wednesday, June 30, 2004
Just Cause I Have Nothing Better to Post...
And so DB can find some good quizzes...
Hooligan Bear
Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You? brought to you by Quizilla
Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and as many say "Your head is in the clouds."
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Ki-lin
A mythical being of Chinese mythology, comparable with the western unicorn. Ki-lin personifies all that is good, pure, and peaceful. It lives in paradise and only visits the world at the birth of a wise philosopher. The Ki-Lin is said to walk on earth and on water. It never drinks or eats dirty food or water. The Chinese unicorn never treads on smaller animals below its feet nor does it ever harm another living creature. The Ki-Lin is the emblem for exquisite goodness, longevity, grandeur, endless compassion and great wisdom. According to Chinese mythology, at the birth of Confucius a Ki-Lin appeared and Confucius died soon after a Ki-Lin was killed, he believed that his writings would not proceed from the omen of the death of the Unicorn.
Which Chinese Mythological Being Are You? brought to you by Quizilla
Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but its there, and your friends can see it. You constantly feel alone, and need to do things to fill your time. Your afraid to tell people this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad way, and you think you screwed up everything. And when you are in love is when you are sad the most. (Please Vote)
What Emotion Dominates you? brought to you by Quizilla
Your soul is DARK. You aren't too happy with your life, though you may feel you should be. You're probably solitary, pessimistic, brooding, possibly nocturnal, but mostly a general unknown. You might have a hidden liking for pain and destruction, but you're probably more masochistic that sadistic if that's true. (look it up if you don't know what they mean!) Those that think they know you tend to place you closer to evil on a scale of good and evil, which might not be true. What people see may not be who you actually are. Some people fear you and others mock you. What isn't really known, though, is that you're not pure evil. You're just a mysterious, misunderstood - and sadly, forsaken - soul.
What Is Your Soul's Trait? brought to you by Quizilla
Ballet shoes- beautiful, graceful, and creative, you enjoy dancing writing and music. You are often very poetic and sometimes dramatic. Even if dancing isn't your thing, you are still very creative. You keep to yourself aside from a few close friends that you can relate to. You find your own ways to express yourself and don't have a need to br surrounded by tons of people. A small group of friends is fine. [please vote! thank you! :)]
What Kind of Shoe Are You?(new and updated results!!) brought to you by Quizilla
Ohhh my! The night wolf is very rare. They are close to the family of the ice wolf. These wolves are more protective of themselves and usually never ever have contact with humans. Now this type of wolf has mystic powers at night for that is their element. A night wolf can also live up to 500 years old. Cool isnt it? You might want to be careful tough because they can lose their temper easily. Over all the night wolf is a majestic and swift creature. (your so lucky)
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Tuesday, June 29, 2004
Junk
How to make a DPAK |
Ingredients:
5 parts mercy
3 parts silliness
3 parts ego |
Method: Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of sadness |
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