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Wednesday, August 10, 2005
*sigh*
Time:11:31pm (stupid time zones)
Mood: depressed, angry, anything on the lines of that
Listening to: Nothing
I just don't feel good. Not sickly bad but, emotonaly bad i guess.
I went to orientation yesterday and I saw Ema and Kit before we signed in and I went over to them and said hi then went back over to my mom. They had to get their scheduals. So they got them and came and told me they were on 8A. And I was freaking out cuz I don't like getting my picture takin' and I knew that I was going to be on 8B by myself. Well, bymyself I mean, the only one outta kit, ema and me's little group. I just couldn't stop saying every bad thing that could posibbly happen this year. I was like, hystarical. After I finally got my lunch money into my account. Then got those little white cards for pictures and they say the team you are on and I almost fell down. I'm on 8B. By myself. It was like a shock wave ran thru my body. I don't talk to anybody much other than Kit and Ema. I don't know what time any of us go to lunch either. We don't find out till the second day of school. And It also sucks that Ema and Kit have the first 3 classes together. Well, heres my schedual,
• 1st period: Know yourself aka Sex Ed with Mrs. Schrad(No!)
• 2nd period: Drawing with Mr. Edwards (YES!Thats the one thing I'm looking forward to.)
• 3rd period: 8th grade History with Mrs. Cover
• 4th period: 8th grade Science with Mr. Boatwright
• 5th period: Spanish 1 with Mrs. Ariza (Mrs. Ariza? It sounds more like Japanesse then Spanish dont you think?)
• 6th period: 8th grade English with Mrs. Christenson
• 7th period: 8th grade Orcestra with Miss. Okins. (New teacher for orchestra! Yay! And I don't think She's married. She just got out of College I know that for a fact)
• 8th period: 8th grade Pre-Algebra with Mr. Anderson (No!!! Not PRE-AL!! NO!!!!!)
As you can tell I'm only looking forward to about 2 classes. I wish my web desgin class was frist quarter tho. Oh well.
And my ouse point keeps meesing up. The place were the lil' ball thing is all dirty. I huess thats the problem.
I have to cleen the bathroom today. And my moms making me clean the shower too. And soome people in my family have a thing for pissin' in the shower. So the flooor in it is yellow in some spots. grrr....
And to top the bad feeling I started reading an Inuyasha fanfiction that sounded funny in the summary about a day ago. It's called 'Once in a Leap Year' By Princess Kitty1 on Fanfiction.net. Heres the summary,
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If the new moon happens to be on February 29, the hanyou stays his second half for a full year... Now that Inuyasha is human for one year, he gets to have all the fun in the world... in Kagome's era. InuKag updated!
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Sounds like a good story to read. Well, if you don't like to read Angst filled storys don't read this one. It's really funny at the begining but in later chapters one certin character has a heat defect and is about to die and one certin character tries to keep the other one alive. by doing that the character looses all memories about the other character. About how they had grown to love each other so much and yeah. Then the character asks the other character we the character hates the other one so much and yeah....Here's a lil' part from um.... chapter um 26
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That afternoon when the two arrived at the shrine, no one was home. Kagome thought it the best time to bring up her question again, but Inuyasha beat her to the punch. The minute they entered her room, he closed the door and slid down against it to rest on the floor. His long black hair fell over his face, preventing Kagome from knowing what he was thinking. “Inuyasha…?”
She didn’t like the way his breathing came in ragged gasps. “Inuyasha!”
“I… I….” He couldn’t get his words across.
“Do you need the medicine?” Kagome asked, ready to go sprinting down the stairs for it.
“No! I’m alright!” Inuyasha yelled, looking up at her with wide eyes. “I’m just….”
Kagome walked over and kneeled in front of him. “You’re just what?”
“…scared….” The response came in barely a whisper, and afterwards nothing but silence followed.
“Oh Inuyasha….” Kagome embraced his trembling form, feeling his arms circle her waist.
“I’ve never felt so helpless….” He whispered. “Every morning I wake up and it’s like I’m even less mobile than I was the day before….” His forehead rested in the crook of her neck.
“I wish I could help you….” Kagome’s heart ached for him, longing to ease his suffering.
“You can,” Inuyasha said, lifting his head and looking into her eyes, “just by staying here with me. Stay until the end.”
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Depressing isn't it? And this is a part from the 33rd chapter, and if you thought the part above was sad, this is sadder,
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Then the bomb went off. “What the hell do you think you’re doing here?” Inuyasha growled.
“Taking you back. Everyone misses you.” Kagome said softly.
“Uh-huh. That’s nice to know.”
She felt light headed… he was giving her that look. “Please, Inuyasha….”
“No.” He stood up and made his way towards the only way out of the hut but she grabbed his sleeve before he could leave.
“Inuyasha!”
He ripped his arm away from her. “Don’t touch me! Go home!”
Everyone in the hut was shocked. Kagome stared after him for a moment, his scornful and nasty glare etched into her mind. “WHY DO YOU HATE ME?” She shrieked.
At those words Inuyasha stopped like someone had pressed an off-switch inside of him. His heart ached… but he couldn’t be near her. He didn’t want to be. And so he continued to walk away from her, not needing to look back to know that she was still staring at him.
Miroku stood up, rage replacing his normally peaceful look. “Sango, take care of Kagome.”
“Where are you going?” She asked.
“Where do you think? To beat the living shit out of Inuyasha!” Miroku gazed apologetically at Kagome before heading off in the direction Inuyasha had gone.
Sango stood up and took the frozen Kagome by the arm. “Let’s go take a walk, okay?”
“He hates me….” Kagome whispered.
“No….” Sango led her through the village. “He doesn’t, Kagome-chan… he’s just confused.”
She didn’t seem to be listening. “He only looks at me like that. No one else. I’m the object of his hatred… the one he despises.”
“Don’t say things like that!” Sango scolded. “Inuyasha’s your friend. He cares about you. Maybe the reason he yelled at you is because you came here with no defense.”
Kagome looked at her with sad eyes.
“This is a dangerous era. You could’ve been killed on your way to the village.” Sango explained. “He was just worried about you.”
“If you insist….” Kagome whispered.
In the completely opposite direction of the two girls, Inuyasha had slowed his pace and was currently glaring holes into the ground. ‘I don’t want to think… there’s nothing to think about….’ Before he could even register what was happening, something hard was slammed into the back of his head, causing him to fall to the ground.
“You good for nothing bastard!” Miroku shouted, aiming to hit him again and throwing his staff down.
Inuyasha’s eyes widened and he rolled out of the way, scrambling to his feet quickly. “What the hell?” He cried, yelping in surprise when the staff hit him in the side.
“How dare you treat Kagome that way!” Miroku yelled, throwing his staff away and jumping at him.
“It’s none of your fucking business!” Inuyasha shouted and punched the monk square in the jaw. He grinned in satisfaction, but couldn’t get out of the way when Miroku tackled him to the ground.
“It is! She’s my friend, and a lady! We treat women with respect!”
“Ha! That’s funny coming from you, lech!” They both struggled to get a good hit, kicking up the dust from the ground. Miroku managed to kick Inuyasha away and into a tree.
“This is different, Inuyasha! This is Kagome!”
Inuyasha glared at him furiously. “No it’s not! She’s not Kagome and she never will be!”
Miroku let out another angry cry and kicked Inuyasha as he tried to get up. He reached for his staff and held it above him, ready to hit Inuyasha again if need be.
“You wouldn’t understand!” Inuyasha yelled. “Not unless Sango accidentally got the brains knocked out of her!”
He hit him again. “And now you’re threatening Sango! Listen to yourself, Inuyasha! You’ve become a thoughtless bastard!”
“You wouldn’t understand!” Inuyasha repeated. “There’s obviously something going on between you and Sango, so you should notice the way she looks at you!”
Miroku panted heavily, listening to what he was saying.
“Sango looks at you differently. It doesn’t matter what she’s feeling at the moment…. She’ll always look at you with love in her eyes.” Inuyasha continued. He stared up at the monk almost pleadingly. “And you have to understand that Kagome used to look at me that way. I was special to her… and I loved it when she gave me that look.”
He could’ve sworn Inuyasha was about to cry.
“But it’s gone now. The minute she woke up in the hospital I knew something was wrong because the love in her eyes was gone. She stared at me the way she would stare at a chair…. I was nothing to her… absolutely nothing….”
Miroku suddenly felt overwhelming pity for him. “Inuyasha….”
“Kagome doesn’t love me anymore, Miroku….” He whispered. “She doesn’t love me at all….” For a moment he glared down at the ground, completely silent. “That’s why I don’t want her to be close to me…. I can’t take being just another person to remember. I don’t want her to look at me so coldly. I want her to love me again….”
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Ok maybe from that part you know who lost there memory but oh well. I thought that was a very sad part when Inuyasha was talking to Miroku. I want the person to wright more cuz I want to know what happans when Kagome regains her memory. *sigh* oh well....
That was a very sad sounding post. But don't worry. I'm not feeling really bad. But there is something wrong when I don't spell funny like 'funnie' or worry like 'worrie'. It's just one of those unexplained depressed feelings. Anyone ever been like that?
Well now I'm gonna go read another fanfic were Inuyashas a doctor and Kagome has 28 days more to live. I'm a confusing person ain't I? Well, In this summary it says it's a commedy Fic so I'll take their word.
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