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Thursday, November 10, 2005

   grr...

Neko

Time:7:34
Mood: Crappy
Listing to:Vampires will never hurt you-My Chemical Romance

I was sick agian today. gah...evil. I hope I'm not sick on my birthday this saturday.

Hopefully I'm sick tomorrow so I don't need to go to school tomorrow too. lol j/k

Emily's been bring my homewrok for me but theres just so much! wah! Not fair! I"ve already finished my science and spanish now I just need to do my history and math and english. god damn it all.....

And for anybody that didn't come yesterday, Do you like my new layout? I'm working on getting Vampiers Will Naver Hurt You for my music but no advail yet.

Well, I needed to update my livejournal and I didn't have anything to talk about so I made a quick poem. It has nothing to do with the way I'm feeling right now so don't freak out! It's not very good anyway but, enjoy. if anybody has a livejournal accont my username is mcr_bluoct

Which way will I go?
Mutilation or Hanging?
Overdosing or Drowning?
I've tried so hard to make this work.
So hard everyday,
Just to make you notice me.
Which way will you chose for me?
By lonliness or Asphyxiation?
When I'm alone at night,
I try to imagain what it might of been like.
But my efforts are in vain.
For you will never love me.
I have come to terms with my demons
The ones that you created.
They told me to take the gun you left me,
the gun you used to kill my friend.
They whispered in my ear,
put it under your chin and pull the triger.
My hands were sweaty and I gulped down hard
five...four...three...two...
nevermind.
I lay the pistol back on the bed.
I look at my arms,
at the scars.
They are there to remind me of what a fool I was,
For loving you.
All you did was hurt me
All you did was make me cry.
I pulled on some cloths and walked outside into the pouring rain.
It seemed to wash all the sorrow in my heart away.
Goodbye for now and forever.
For you are not a part in my life now.
For you will never effect me agian.
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