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Monday, July 3, 2006

I'm having an off day. Please excuse me of that

Neko

Who's the one that said being nice would make you feel good? It's just shit, why should I follow it?

I do believe that was you my friend.

Tell others to follow my advice when I don't even do it myself. How fucked up is that?

You'll feel better in a while.

No I won't. Why do you lie?

Why do you hate then?

I don't hate. I just don't love. I receive no love for there I give none.

You shouldn't do that.

Oh? You think so? Then should I beg for forgiveness at there feet?

You shouldn't do that either. And I don't lie

Yes you do.

To you it might be lying. But, I meant in a couple weeks...months...even years, you'll be okay again. Not right away.

Or so you say.

Why don't you trust?

Because others don't trust in me.

Name a few then, will you?

One would be you.

So you think nobody trusts you? I think you don't trust in yourself.

And who are you to tell me this?

I'm only telling you this for your own safety.

Since when have you cared?

I've always cared. You just haven't opened up your eyes from this darkness you've been in for so long to notice. You're blind beyond reality.

No you haven't. I've always been aware of things and people around me. And I know no one cares.

You're only seeing the world you've created for your own self-pity.

Shut your mouth. You don't know what you're talking about

Okay. If you're tired of hearing me talk about how you could get better, I'll stop. Just try to remember my words. And don't wallow in your own misery for too long.
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