Today I felt weird when I got up but still went to school as normal. I felt like I was going to throwup all day but it wasn't my stomach that was bothering me. I am still not exactly sure what it was that was making me feel so bad but as it went on i noticed it got to being my throat too. ...yup once again I am catching strep probably. I normally get it 3 times a yeah and I hate it to death. Last time I went to the doctor they nearly killed me giving me this 'extra medicine, incase' (BAH). I took it like average then lied down and got on the computer. and in no time I was getting very drowsy but i couldn't keep myself awake and I couldn't breathe after awhile. I will never take that stuff again for what it put me through.
Tonight at work was the worst time I've had. People kept blaming me for everything and people that are coming in the door are staring at me expecting me to take them somewhere and I was told I'm not allowed to seat tables because I screw it up.
Well Bren wouldn't tell me what her rotation was and I couldn't figure it out watching her... She kept jumping all over the place. people shouted at me "Menu counts!!!!" "SEAT ME" "STOP SEATING ME" "buss my table-" and by the way i'm not their damn buss boy, that's the waitress' job not mine! "take this to-" "SLOW DOWN" that one i got most of the night "Stand up" When we were dead slow..
I was in tears by the end of the night. My boss was always repremanding me and I couldn't do anything right. You know, I can't walk because of my right foot right now, I hurt it, and right when I walk in the door. I mean RIGHT when i walk it, bren handed me 10 tables to sit, 4 to buss and I can't do all of that. I got back to her and told her "Hey i can't run around and do your chores for you all night while you sit up here doing nothing." she got a little pissed off and later carol told her to take a break. He does not ever tell anyone to take a break. we do not get breaks...
What was wrong with her? She's miss fabulous and because she's stressed out the world's got to stop for her. Myself.. I can't walk very fast, I can barley talk because i was losing my voice, everyone's screaming at me because I don't know what's going on and no one will tell me. It took me near an hour to get control of everyone. I told my mom tonight and she told me i was quitting. They don't treat me right, they don't pay me right, and so on and so fourth...
Questions:
1) How many jobs have you had?
2) Are you assertive?
3) You're in your house and you see someone standing in the corner. They don't talk very much within the time you get to know them and when ever someone in your family passes by you they don't notice that person. No one can see him but you. What do you do?
You guys are terrible at answering number 3 on the qustions... No one comes up with a good statement. I mean yesterday everyone's answer was "oh they wouldn't do that" ... yeah that's why i put the word "if" infront of the question...
*Earlyer post was erased because I have other stuff to say ^-^*
I finally quit my job. My boss was a little annoying because he kept saying it was his fault and stuff... which it wasn't. So I have two weeks to find a new job.
What annoyed me the most and was more motivation.. I got there at 9:50 this morning and the parking lot was PACKED. I was like "shit is my clock wrong or something!?" because we didn't open till 11-
I walked in and everyone that works there is like sitting on the floor. Everyone minus a few people- Then everyone looks at me like i'm an idiot. "Hey Jordan!"
Everyone pretty much shouted like it was my brithday all at the same time.
Opparently there was a meeting I was never told about at all and mike was pissed at me because I missed it. Well then later on today I was trying to help Kara by dumping the drink strainers because there were so many straws the ice wasn't melting. And she looks at me like "thank you, did you do the bathrooms yet?" I answered her "I do those when I leave" She got pissed off and is like "no you're supposed to do them ever 15 minutes-" .... I've been here a month and never frickin' knew that-
I was not trained worth a damn i'll tell you that now.
I finally got off and sat down at the bar talking to Tom and Sara.Tired as hell and starving. Well Tom and Sara took a smoke break really quick and Kara came up to me "Hey! you can't sit up there! besides! you're too young too!" Excuse me? I've seen 7 year olds come in here and sit at the bar. Oh god I was so pissed off she said that to me.
Questions:
1) How many jobs have you had?
2) Are you assertive?
3) You're in your house and you see someone (a person) standing in the corner. They don't talk very much within the time you get to know them and when ever someone in your family passes by you they don't notice that person. No one can see him but you. What do you do?
You guys are terrible at answering number 3 on the qustions... No one comes up with a good statement. I mean yesterday everyone's answer was "oh they wouldn't do that" ... yeah that's why i put the word "if" infront of the question...
Mood: Intimidated
Date: ---- 2/5/08 (DMY)
I have never once in my life ever given into peer pressure with people my age. I know what it's like to go 7 years without a single friend. I know what it's like to have friends that think you don't belong with them and yeah that's true.. I'm not like any one. I don't belond to a group, i stray from each one, a little like one and a little like the other.
Once I moved here I stuck with one group to try to make myself stay with people so I would have good friends not just "Hey i know you-".
I was invited to a bon fire last night and yeah it was a lot of fun. It was for Katie and mel's birthday. So I was going to meed brittney at the Piggly Wiggly to follow her because I didn't know where it was. Well she pulled beside me and I rolled down the window and she starts laughing because I have to roll them down by hand. Nothing in my car is electric... a lot of it doesn't even work and it's an '02 with 100,000 miles on it already. I felt like crap all night because my car... does suck even if i love it because I have one. But the people I hang out with, a lot of them are ... 'well off'. if you're understanding me. New cars.. huge houses.. etc. I'm not exactly pretty in my opinion, i don't care about guys, i just do not fit in for some reason and I really want to.
Questions:
1) Have you ever given into peer pressure? if so what about?
2) Do you drive a car and are you satisfied with it?
3) Your 'bestfriend' or 'husband' or 'boyfriend' suddenly decides to kill you. You're in your home with them for two hours before someone will come home and save you- Where do you hide so that this person doesn't find you for a total of two hours?
I was in robot mode all morning. I wanted to post last night but I didn't want to stay up too late. didn't mater though.. I was lying in bed till around 2AM just thinking. About nothing important is what bothered me, I feel like I wasted a lot of time and I never like to do that.
I'm not going to have a post today because I have feed back on the comments... Comments Back GentleEyes777 Why don't you ever post? =_= TalimSoul- Yes I need no reply back from you because I knew what you were going to say- DUH PinkChii009- Since when were you obsessed with Harry Potter? O_o Magnus Lensherr- OH MY GOD I HAVEN'T SEEN YOU IN FOREVER! I nearly jumpped when I saw your message!! How have you been?! Anonymous- oh i didn't realize that was you- I guess I should read more haha Chachi- You're perfectally fine at drawing.. you don't need my help =_= I like your stuff anyway- Rioben- Yeah you do need to get on a lot more chica, I haven't seen you in awhile.. not as long as Magnus but a LONG time.. The Fuz- deal- I'll call you the fuz... even though to me that makes it sound like you're a cop xD I hope you're feeling better man.. P.s.. PG! XD i'm not ruckles- I keep myself innocent! (not really) Kyoko- You won the most creative answer for yesterday..... Deadly neko- Who is Cody???
Pretty much everyone got a comment back i think..
Qustions:
1) Who do you miss most that left Myo?
2) Do you think Myo will ever come back?
3) You're stranded on a desert island in the middle on nowhere. What is your plan to get home?
Hey guys,
Very tired, I so want to go back to sleep but I'm at school haha
I have to work tonight so I'll be back late to visit everyone for today. Why does it seem like weekends are so dead here?
I don't have anything to say saddly..
Questions- - -
1) What do you plan to do for a career?
2) Do you have a job now?
3) If your pet turned into a zombie and no one believed you what would you do?
P.s> > > guys there's something wrong with the Onclick's so if you open any artwork it won't open on a new page. I've always had problems with onclicks.. Sorry about that-
We went to Artista at the Vista. The first place we went to was a glass shop. This was amazing; They had demenstrations on how to make glass vases. Incredible! We then went into a main exibit. I will say anything I've done was better then the majority of the painting there... Many were awful but one artist- Stephen...C-something. His pictures were amazing. They would have dark trees in the foreground then somewhere there would be a lighter place that had a lot of hughe in it. All of this pictures were very dark though. Feilds on fire with blacked skys but apart from that is was beautiful. I met him and my mother bragged which embarassed me because my artwork was nothing compared to his. It is something I would like to try really if I ever finish the 500 projects I already have started.
I was not enjoying being at home today so I decided to go to applebees (where I work) and just hang out. I took my drawing pad which had a few in it and started to draw sitting at the table. My boss Tom came up to me to talk and saw them then later left and then mike came up to me. Mike looked at them and didn't say anything (greatest complement in the world) then left. haha Well Tom comes back and takes one of my drawings then runs off with it! I'm sitting there like "Hey get back here!" He showed them to a group of people at the bottom of the stairs that he knew I believe. I just thought it was a little funny. He came back after a few seconds. I asked "Why do you have to brag for me?" He replied because he had nothing to brag about for himself. >.> dumbest excuse I've ever heard but he was being sweet lol
If you can read in french.. you may skip this if you'd like. If you can't read in french please don't try <.<
I plan to do Pat and Stanley videos every Saturday. I think it'll be a really fun thing to do. Even if you don't know french they're still funny.
My sister, Joline came down today. Very happy to see her. we are going to Artista at the Vista tomorrow and going out to lunch then cooking lobster when we get home. YUM
BILL SHOT A SQUIRREL!!!! IN FRONT OF ME!!! I was walking to the car to go get the pizza and I hear a gunshot! I look and there's a blast of water in the lake by the shore. i'm like "WHOA! THAT WAS CLOSE WHY'D YOU SHOOT!?" then i see a ball of fuzz on the ground THAT IS SCREAMING IT'S HEAD OF, TWITCHING LIKE MAD! THE POOR SQUIRREL WAS STILL ALIVE! oh it was the worst thing I'd ever seen in my life! ;_;
En Francais
Pas de accents... désole. il y n'a pas de temps-^^;
Comment allez-vous, mes amis?! Cette paragraphe en français parce que... je veux xD
hmmm Je ne sais pas quoi écrire.. BAH!
finalement un paragraphe en français et je ne sais pas quoi écrire! impossible!
Est-ce que vous avez vu un video s'appelle "Pat et Stanley" TRES DROLE.
T-G-I-F!!!!
Bad week- HSAP, Teachers complaining, my boss =.= etc. no need to remember.
Yesterday I tried to make a few new friends... I... failed to realize I didn't have an add button on here and I will try to find a place to fit that in. Problem is this site's linked to a lot of places. DA, Myo, Theo, Myspace yada yada.. If you put an add box up everyone's thinking it's to their own place not a different one. It'll be at the bottom probably. If you want to add me just tell me and I'll message it to you. Sorry about that guys.
Comments Back Elvesatemyramen- THAT MAKES NO SENSE!!!! Adam gave me the complement once saying he liked the layout! ainrg;kajbvr!!!!! i'm so going to ------- *pulls out hair*. I don't know.. i'm sick of this whole thing though....
I keep forgetting to update somegirl so people know I posed >_< driving me nuts!!!!
Sorry about yesterday guys, I just got really frustrated.
---My answer to the question though would be to hide in the bathroom that's upstairs. It's got a lot of cabinets to hide in and everything you'd nead right near there.
• *put name here* has had a little too much to drink and is redundently screaming about something I already know about.
• My boss said I was fired- saddly kidding- then embarassed the hell out of me infront of a new girl they are hiring at work
• I wanted to go home to charleston so bad this weekend and I took off then learned tonight that The person I was planning to go see will be coming up here.
• I sat around at work on sunday and made $13 in tips- I TRIED and worked HARD as HELL on tuesday and made $13 in tips. What's the point? Someone tell me..
• No one bothered to even answer the questions of my last post. They were fun and hilarous to answer the last one. (I understand if you didn't see the movie) but for people that said "I don't know" come on.... get creative already......
I'm just so tired I can't even explain and I can't seem to get rid of an anger right now and I know what's going to happen if I don't get rid of it *sighs*
