Monday, April 21, 2008

Mood: Lonely
Date: 9:52PM 20/4/08 (DMY)

Today was not a good day. Things seems like they're completely reversing. When comparing myself before I moved and now, it's opposite.

Before: I hated to go outside, I hate to talk, I loved being online and having fun with people online. The few friends I had in real life were fun to be with But here online I could keep attention of people and I felt like I was somewhat of a focus.. I know that is a little rude but I'm telling the truth.

Now: I love going outside, I love to talk, I don't care to be online even though I do, I don't seem to talk to that many people online anymore though, The friends I had back at home now seem to hate me and hang up on me when I call. Online I feel like I've been diserted and there's nothing keeping my attention or to keep my here. I love the few people I know now and I feel like "Where did everyone go?"

I keep typing a paragraph then deleting it and typing it again. You guys really don't care or want to read it I know that. I try to keep that stuff off here because it annoys people. I know because if I were someone coming buy I wouldn't want to. I'm just so frustrated I can't let it go.



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