Thursday, September 27, 2007

MSI will turn you wicked gay. stupid song isn't the full one. just realized it. DX

*sigh* okay, so you know how I was posta see that resident evil movie? well I didn't. booooooo... we got home from the game too late...theater was CLOSED. so instead we went to the Twist. the Twist is a 16 and over club. it's acctually a gay club...but straight people go there too. lawls. it was quite a bit a fun *techno beat*:3 we left around 2? I don't remember. *throws glow sticks in your face* lol. anywhooo...then the next day was the competition. we're officially 11th in our chapter. which is out of like 50 bands....so yay us! yeah, and the worst thing happened. MY GLASSES BROKED. *cries* snapped right in half. ;3; so I gots contacts now...whoopie... *rubs eyes* flipping 5 in the morning. school in 2 hours. yeah...so I think I'm going to quit school. I'll get my G.E.D and the take college art classes at LCC. and when I turn 17 I'm going to enter the national gaurd reserve. that way I can get monies for college and go to university of art in philidelphia. I know that's really drastic. but I really can't be in school. I have no use for any of my classes. and it's not just like...'ugh I'm never going to use algebra!' I took all those basic classes. the next two years are just extras. because at wyoming area they expect you to become chemists, pharmasists, nurses or doctors. or go to school for sports. something to do with math or science. and it's frustrating. I want to go to school for art. I want to learn about art so bad. sometimes it's really unbearable. our art program SUCKS. like really....the school gives no money to it. I'm learning just about nothing in my art classes. and I mean....I'm one of the top ten artists in my area. sure, I have ALOT to learn. but I can do realism painting like no ones business. and I can do other things too....my portfolio on here is just for fun. I don't draw manga and anime much anymore....it's not my thing. but anyway...at LCC I can acctually learn things...even if I don't get to "walk across the stage" or in my schools case, the front of a football field. oh well...I can deal with that. I know it's a huge deal for some people...but school is really unbearable. and I qualify for taking my G.E.D.s at 16 because of my mental 'issues' or whatever. which makes school even worse anyway. it's hard to go to school everyday when you have MDD and BPD. I'm missing like 2 days a week already...and it's only been like 6 weeks of school. sorry for the long post. I just needed to get that down. if you don't mind...I'd aprreciate feedback on my idea...I mean..it's not a deffinate choice...but it's getting there. have a fantastic daay~! *love love love* lawls. MSI will turn you wicked gay. X3 baaii~~~~~

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