Sunday, November 11, 2007

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so. I haven't been around. I'm going to be honest here, and try my best not to sound emo. life has been really hard these past few weeks. getting out of the hospital and getting my life back together is taking alot of work. I'm having my ups and downs. it's hard. really hard. my doctors say I need to relax as much as possible. my meds make me sleepy. I'm aggitated when I get into the depressed mode. bipolar isn't a joke. it isn't fun and it isn't easy. I'm really struggling here. so I'm not going to be around as much. I come on whenever I feel up to it. and that's not laziness, that's seriously if I'm not acting insane and obnoxious, out doing stupid things, or so depressed I can't get out of bed. please don't be mad...I'm not going to forget about anyone of my friends on here. I love you all. *hugs* hopefully you are all doing well. have a fantastic week. *hugs* hopefully see you soon. :3

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