Thursday, August 2, 2007

Obeying Stop Signs
I was feeling fat so I thought it would be a good idea to go out for a run this morning but I couldn't last ten minutes. I'm so out of shape, it's unbelievable. It also didn't help that all I was breathing in was pollution. (Yum! I know, right?)

I might try to talk my mom into getting a treadmill or something. It was a bit embarrassing every time I passed someone outside because I was feeling gross, in my giant sweater and very un color-coordinated green shorts. I do not know why I have green shorts or when I even got them, but it was the only pair I could find that would be suitable for jogging in.

At some point, after I had given up the thought of exercising and started walking home, I passed by some guy who was standing outside his house smoking and I wanted to gag. Second-hand smoke is disgusting and I don’t know how I was able to stand smoking myself for so many years.

In other news--

Krispy Kreme Doughnuts is apparently closing?! (Where I live anyway) I thought they were doing so well; What with all these good ‘ol unhealthy Americans running around and what not. It’s going to break my heart to see them go. I liked their coffee and glazed doughnuts.

:(
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Wednesday, August 1, 2007

Fricking Hell -___-
I haven't been absent for this
long in a while, have I?
I suppose I haven't been in a blogging
mood or even a really social one
for that matter.

Well..

15 more days until my birthday.
DUN DUN DUN.

Adult hood here I come.
Unemployed and all.

Ok, maybe not for long. My stepdad's
nephew, Joeseph, who I've become pretty
good friends with, has a best friend who
is coincidently to my luck in charge of
hiring at the place I've been planning
to apply at (Game Crazy).

So I've got a decent chance of getting a
job there. Not to mention they'd like for
more girls to be working there. Though,
according to Andrew, I can barely count
for that. Har..har. <_<
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Friday, July 20, 2007

Avoid taking any unnecessary risks
Josh is moving away in three days..

I don't understand it because I don't
feel any sadness about him leaving.

I think I've just gotten used to losing people.
(Sounds super emo)

The lack of sorrow for this departure,
however, is making me feel slightly...I
don't know. Guilty? I feel like I'm being
a bad friend or something.
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Tuesday, July 17, 2007

So the plaid shirt returns
Along with the boy hair.
Took another photo and
it has just hit me how tiny
my hands look.

Tiny hands scare me :O!!

But anyway, It's 4 AM and I'm still not tired.
Andrew's passed out on my couch, and I'm
too lazy to shut off the DVD player.
I don't mind Scrubs playing even though
I'm not watching... When the house is quiet
I feel uncomfortable. .___."

Oh and Andrew's here again because my parents
are going to be out of town for the week.
He's basically my "babysitter" because--
unlike me, he doesn't burn water, so it's a sure
thing I won't burn down the house;
But he hurts himself every five minutes so..
I'm not sure whose watching who.

I missed a call from my parents earlier because
we were in the theater watching that Harry Potter
movie. ;x When I called back my stepdad asked,
"Finally sobered up enough to call?" Ha...ha. I
would have said "no, because you took all your
beers with you." but I don't think joking around
at the moment would have been a good idea.

He did take all the beers in the fridge though.
Jerk.

Haha n_n"
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Sunday, July 15, 2007

Grand.
My esophagus is bothering me for some reason and my mom has concluded I’m probably ‘making myself sick’. Now I know I don’t like food, but I’ll be the last person to be throwing it up.

I don’t know what to say though. “My throat’s probably this way because I was vomiting from drinking too much on Fourth of July?”

That’s the only thing I can think of anyway. That was over a week ago. I don’t know why my throat’s not better yet. :\ If this is permanent damage, I won’t be happy.

Anyway, ‘nuff bothersome news.

I started drawing again. I’ve been in a Yuffie/Kairi mood lately because the fanfiction I’m reading. Ha~ Might not look too much like them, but it is. ^^ Eh..well I tried. (I seriously got carried away with the tones. +__+ )

"Morning after?" :D
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Monday, July 9, 2007

Prostye Dvizheniya
Well, There goes my 12-hour sleep streak.

Addyson woke me up with a phone call around 3 and now I can't go back to sleep. I don't know what she wants with me. :x But I can't really handle her drama right now.

Have I already explained who Addyson is?
I'm sure I have. It's such a long story. -_-"

Now I want to call Andrew and rant but he lives with his grandma now and I don't think she'd appreciate me calling this early. He should really invest in a cellphone.

Is it weird that my parents are both still up right now, as I'm typing all this in? They're watching Scrubs and my step dad's just asked me if I could try drawing a design for a sleeve tattoo. @_@ He said he wants to show me a black and white picture, but he wants me to do something with it to make it work as a big tattoo. The fact that it'll be something which will be permanently embedded in his skin puts pressure on me and I crack under pressure.

Plus anything everlasting freaks the hell out of me.

Blahblahblah.
Anyway, I've been drawing. Making an attempt at manga. It's not so bad, except I have no idea what I'm doing.

Filling in all those borders totally killed my pen. I probably should have used sharpies or something. ;[
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Sunday, July 8, 2007

The Energy's Been Sucked Out of Me
I've been getting about 12 hours of sleep each night since Thursday and I wake up feeling crappy. I don't know why I'm sleeping so long; and it doesn't make sense that I wake up feeling worst than I did when I went to bed.

And there may be something wrong with me. I actually asked my parents if they had anything planned for 'us' today. My step dad said, "No not yet." Then after a minute came back and asked, "Did you seriously just ask if we were doing anything today? Are you that bored?"

Sadly, I am.

And I think I feel kind of lonely.
Which is not normal for me.
Not only because being lonely actually
mean I feel something but I don't want
to have to need anything from anyone.

Bleh. I'm going out.
Hope you all are having a good day.
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Thursday, July 5, 2007

I say this everytime
But I never want to drink again.




lol.
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Tuesday, July 3, 2007

Older women are funny.
My aunt (who's like..26?) has friends ranging from age 21 and up that have been telling her how cute they think I am. Yesterday when I went over to give her a haircut she was telling me about a new gal pal that was semi-obsessing over me. Apparently everytime they see eachother my aunt Tiffany will ask, "What've you been doing?" and her reply would be, "Nothing. Just thinking about your neice." :O I lol'd and said, "Great, now she and Dewey can fight over me. :D" Do they not understand I'm not even legal yet? They're each at least five years older than me.

I'm reeling in the pedophiles.

eyecandy :D
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Saturday, June 30, 2007

I'm addicted to Benny Benassi
Him and Bleach, actually. I've been watching a whole lot of Bleach lately. Anyone else agree Tatsuki and Orihime are totally gay for eachother? :D

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