Thursday, December 20, 2007

Scattered
The first week of having my sister here was really great. This second one, not so good. I can't say that wasn't expected.

My sister's been referring to me as a "zombie". I believe once she even used the word, "robot".

I am a robot.
Apparently.

My lack for words, feelings, and need to converse has been driving her insane. The thing is she has a short fuse and any thing I say, without any cruel intent whatsoever, can and may set her off.

I think that's the only problem.
Her freakishly short temper.

We had our first argument a few days ago.
What started it was me saying, "What else is there to do? We can walk around and almost get hit again." (If its possible to make that any less bizarre for you, I should explain that we had been walking around a shopping center and a car had almost run us over before we scurried into the nearby GameStop and she was complaining about it....because she doesn't like videogames)

Amazing right?

I really can't talk about the rest. It was pretty awful. But um. My parents are talking about getting me a therapist. 'Cause I've been having frequent headaches and there's nothing wrong with me (that we know of anyway) and my doctor says it might be underline depression.

Do I seem unhappy?

I took a psych test once, where they had me draw pictures and they analyzed me through certain details in the drawings. I was asked to draw a tree and my result was:

"You are open to engagement.
You are a sad person.
You are a sad person."

o___o ..Haha.

But whatever.
What the fuck do they know?
It was just a tree. >:o

I feel fine at the moment though.
I think.

Uhm. What else. What else.
I've been drawing. Somewhat.
I only started drawing again because Bridgette asked for a picture of Axel. I've honestly never tried drawing him before, and I don't feel I do too well with Fan Art, but I did it. And he's in my clothing (Save for the chain)...so that's pretty sweet. :)

Though I've just realized I can seriously dress like a gay man sometimes..



...That's a popsicle stick in his hand by the way. :/ Couldn't go through with the cliché Sea Salt icecream, so I figured that'd do.

And out of pure boredom:



I'm upset that the ink I used on Kairi's jeans started bleeding outside the lines and I didn't like Naminé's face. I could have done a better job. :/

Oh well.

And I guess that's all for now.
I've been neglecting the Otaku and felt I should update.
So there that is.

I promise I'll get to PM's another day.
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