Monday, March 13, 2006

Well, to add insult to injury, I lost my job. Blas sold it back to the original owner, so I have no job. Blas says he wants me to go back to school, but with what money? I am ready to cry right now. Losing a mother figure and then my job. Fuck it all. What is going to happen next?
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I'm back in Okeechobee now. Blas is letting me take some tme off to grieve. Diane didn't make it. She had a second heart attack from the chip in her brain to monitor her brain function. I think my dad said that she had a second aneurism where the chip is located and it triggered the heart attack. She's completely brain dead from what I understand. My cousin is just waiting on the paperwork from the hospital and the state giving her the OK to donate her organs. Diane may be gone, but hopefully more lives will be saved using her organs so other families won't have to go through the grief we have gone through the past week from losing a loved one.
I took advantage of my day off. I have been watching Buffy all day (yes, I'm a big dweebie!) in between cleaning and putting away clothes. All of my clothes are in their respective homes except for my hanging clothes. I don't feel like putting them away right yet, lol. I cleaned out a space for my old playstation games and controllers, but I still need to clean up the bookshelf. I have a stack of Anime Insider magazines that is a mile high and I am not sure if I want to keep them to keep me entertained or just give them to my roomie, a budding otaku. I dunno. I'm going to get off of here now and probably take a nap before the kids get her. I am knackered out!
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Friday, March 10, 2006

Well, I made it to my dad's house, I am just waiting for him to get home now. No news on Diana. I just tried to call my cousins that are in town but I couldn't get ahold of them. Another bright part of this trip is my nephew from N. FL is down in tampa, which is only about 45 minutes away from where I am now, and I might get to see him. Ok, I'm going to go eat my Frosted Flakes and watch a little TV or something until someone gets home. Since Blas has been living with me, I am not used to being home alone!
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Thursday, March 9, 2006

I haven't been in the best of moods today, but this made me laugh my ass off. The little black and white kittie looks like my cat Gossip :)


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Things aren't looking good with Diana. Dad told me today she is on life support and it doesn't look like she is going to make it. I am going up there tomorrow to see my family a little bit. I'm going to see if it is alright if I take Inca, Diana's pitt bull. He is in the pound right now, and I know they aren't taking care of him the way I think they should be. Hopefully it will be alright with Connie (my cousin) and my mother. He is a good dog, he's house trained even though I have a feeling that I will bring him to work with me everyday anyway. I just want him taken care of the way she took care of him and not put down because no one wants an older pitt bull.
I feel so sick to my stomach right now. I really don't want to do anything today. I just want to go home and sleep for the next three months or so. I have this happening this week, I am not sure what next week is going to bring, then Daytona Nationals at the end of the month. This month is going to be really hard.
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Wednesday, March 8, 2006

My dad's second wife, basically my other mom, had an aneurism (sp?) on monday. She's in the ICU right now in Lakeland. I feel so numb right now because I have this sinking feeling that she isn't going to make it.
I think this is going to be one of the hardest weeks I have experienced in life so far.

V.
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Tuesday, March 7, 2006

   hehe
I played hookie from work today :) I do feel like crap (female problems), but I am feeling a little better. Enough to b/s online, lol. I should really be cleaning. It's amazing how much crap will accumulate on your desk in the span of a week if you don't clean everyday!

Laters!

V.
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Monday, March 6, 2006

All has been well on the Vonnie front. I had a semi great weekend. How about you? Saturday I did a hell of a lot of sleeping, then Sunday we went to PSL to a friend's house for the day. He cooked for us, we watched Deuce Biggelo European Giggelo (sp?) and Lord of War, played hackey sac half of the day in the back yard...he has a really pretty dog named Donna. She is so playful. It's funny, she looks like my first dog named Dog. We got back late, but had a great time.
Today is one of those days that has completely flew by. Probably because I was doing work out of a book I got. It is called Japanese in Mangaland. It is really good! Better than what I thought. It is a book that actually teaches you the hiragana, katakana, and kanji, how to write all three, even though it also has the romanji under all of the writing. I bought the book a year ago but never really used it, so I thought it was about time. I have a mind for language, so it is all really easy to grasp for me, except for the numbers. But then again when I was in french classes I had a hell of a time with numbers there too. I can go up to 20, but my problem is when I get into the larger numbers, having to use "man" and translating bigger numbers into words and kanji...it is a bitch.
Ok, I'm gone. I hope everyone had a good day :)

Laters,
V.
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Saturday, March 4, 2006

I got this wild hair up my ass today to clean. I guess it is because I have been looking through my Pottery Barn and Crate&Barrel catelogs. I just want my room to be clean like the rooms in the book. But then again the rooms in there don't look lived in (duh). There are just so many things I want to get accomplished. I have some paint so I can get the walls done when I have more time. I am just focusing on getting rid of the clutter right now. I have so much crap that I really don't need.
Blas also mentioned moving up to Kentucky this morning. South Florida is the center of my universe, so I am not too sure how I would handle Kentucky. Sure, HE will be making better money, but what is left for me? Working at a Wal-Mart again? Fuck that. I can't catch my shows up there or anything. It will be like moving the the edge of the earth for me. I know the living cost is less up there compared to where we are now, and the money is about the same, but I don't care. If living costs is lower, that must mean it is the end of the earth. I told him I would go up there and see if I like it, and if I don't I am staying in Florida. Snow, no thank you. I'll get a job working from home to avoid the stuff. And if we aren't near a big city, they may as well shoot me. Honestly, if he told me we were moving farther up the east coast, or even possibly out west I would be fine. He is dropping me, a Pagan, into the middle of the bible belt. I am probably making an ass of myself right now. I have never been to Kentucky, but I have been to the surrounding states and wasn't too impressed. We'll see. I might be living in a new state by the end of the spring :(
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Friday, March 3, 2006

Today has been wonderful. The shop has been bringing in so much money. I went to Walmart to pick up some parts and I ran into my ex and there were no ill words said. I have pretty much all I need to do done except for the garbage and vacuming. Oh, and a money order that I need to get ASAP. I feel so good I actually bought a snickers bar when I got lunch, lol. The girl I loaned the money to is paying me back this weekend. Yippie. I forgot how good snickers bars are. I am eating it now, even though I am not supposed to (allergic to chocolate), so shhh!!! I am just so giddy today :) We are going to work a full day tomorrow unfortunately, but we are going to a friend's house sunday to chill.
Ok, I'm gone for now. Off to spread my hyper joy to all of the world!!!! Or at least everyone's sites as well as the people in the shop :)

Laters!
V
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