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Tuesday, January 31, 2006

I'm working on the theme right as I type this. It's so hard to tear myself away from it even to just update. It's like you're right at the brink of discovery and you're so close you don't want to leave! I'm almost there ^^;;

Anyway, drama from whenever is gone. I'm hoping all my my friends are drug-free because that's definitely the smart way to be. If you're confused, it's old news so we'll be moving on from that.

Today felt like it was a half day, not because it went fast but just because it felt like it should be one. Tomorrow (Tuesday) is one. I get home at 11 a.m. and get the rest of the day off. Since I skipped out on homework today (it's not due until Wednesday), I'll do it tomorrow instead. I might not be able to visit everyone (not that I ever do), but I'll get to a clump of people like I did today. 5 or 6 people each day is good. By the end of the week, I'll have gotten to everyone, and then I'll visit everyone over the weekends if I can. It's a good schedule. It works better than trying to get to everyone everyday. That's really tough for really slow visitor me.

Well, I'll probably post tomorrow because I'll be done with the theme by then. Maybe not Wednesday and Thursday because I'll have jazz band/religion class on Wednesday and be busy. Then on Thursday I have a jazz band performance and science fair work so another busy day. Friday I have more jazz practice but since it's Friday I won't have homework so I'll be good.

I feel like I'm just posting for the sake of posting right now so I'm going to stop and get back to my themeage!! Enjoy Tsubasa while you can! Laters! Happy Tuesday!!!

P.S. I got 4500 hits and for those who commented before I could post up the banner, Happy Late Chinese New Year!!! Bye again!

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Monday, January 30, 2006

I'm going to try to get back into the MyOtaku mode. I haven't even posted more than once a week for probably a month or so. Well, I visited almost everyone, maybe 4 people I didn't get to, but that's because I had to work on some science fair stuff and wash dishes. I'll make sure to get to those few people next time I go around.

Anyway, I don't feel as sick as I did on Friday and Saturday. I think I'll be good to go back to school in the morning (it's 11 p.m. right now so I'll be going to sleep soon). I spent most of my day working on my new theme and science fair. I actually got to work on a new theme instead of just talking about it. It'll be up sometime during the week if I can. I have a half day on Tuesday so if I don't spend that whole day doing science fair, I'll definitely be able to get the theme finished.

I got on AIM a little bit. I talked to my friend Zack who on Saturday, my friend Najibah (she's on MyO too, i Jiba i) told me broke up with his girlfriend because he was going through some stressful stuff and decided to turn to pot instead of his friends like me. So with all his stress, he didn't want to deal with a girlfriend or something weird. I'm not going to say I thought they were the most perfect couple on the Earth and never would've broken up, but I definitely didn't want to see drugs being the cause. Well, when I talked to him today, he said that the reason he broke up with her was because he had liked this other girl for a long time and didn't want to keep on going out with Kate (his now ex-girlfriend) and leading her on or whatever. He never denied the drugs or anything, he just said that he told Najibah he was on drugs so she would stop lecturing him even though it would've just been easier to tell the truth. I hope the drugs really weren't involved >_> Gosh, my friends are dumb, but in the fun way most of the time ^^;;

Anyway, rather than that useless drama, my weekend's been boring. It's consisted mostly of science fair work. I'm going to work on my theme an itsy bit longer and then head off to bed even though I should be sleeping already. Much love!! Happy week! Laters

[ Edit: 3:56 p.m. ]

I'm such an idiot. I spent llike 30 minutes on this card and I forgot to post it up!!

Also, all the Zack drama was stupid. He was just saying that because he's stupid. I guess he just likes to make Najibah worry >_<

Laters again

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Saturday, January 28, 2006

I really need to get around MyOtaku more often. I visited a few people this evening, but I couldn't get to everyone. My friends invited me to a movie and in a way, I'm glad it didn't work out. A little while later I started feeling really sick. I started losing my voice this morning and luckily I brought cough drops to school so it was somewhat there. Then, when I got back from school I started feeling really crappy and my voice is pretty much gone now. I think I have one of those achy fevers. I don't think I would've enjoyed the movie very much if I had gone.

Anyway, my week's been busy. Lots of homework and I have science fair due next week. Science fair is pretty much my whole 3rd quarter grade so I have to finish that soon so it'll be off my shoulders.

After school, I had jazz combo practice (it's the jazz band for the more advanced players). Even some of my friends there said I looked like I was going to pass out. Luckily I didn't >_> Afterwards I hung out with Parris and these two other guys in combo with me. It was fun. When I got home, I got on AIM and talked with Parris. I'm glad we're not mad at each other anymore. I probably make him sound like the most evil person ever, but that's only because I was feeling bitchy that day ^^;;

Anyway, long enough post. I wanted to change my theme, but I'll probably be spending my weekend resting and doing science fair instead. Sorry, I'll really try to visit!! Laters

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Sunday, January 22, 2006

Hello everybodies. I haven't posted or commented in forever, but this week I actually had an excuse. This has actually been a busy week, except for Saturday. I barely got on the compy and when I did, MyO was being slow again >_<

Well we got Tuesday off unlike a lot of people because of a teacher work day. Then on Wednesday we came back. After school I had jazz band which was awkward because me and Parris still weren't talking. I'm so used to hanging out with him after jazz band it was weird. Anyway, when I got home, it was pretty much time for me to head back out and go to my religion class. Also, my internet wasn't working that day so I couldn't get on and visit.

On Thursday I didn't have to do any afterschool activities. Instead I got to go home and head straight back out to the hairdresser. I was there until 7:30 and after eating dinner, I started homework at 8. I didn't finish that until almost 11 so I couldn't visit that day either.

Friday was ok. Me and Parris talked and are good now. My friends talked me into making a myspace which I now regret since my older sister is on it too. Now she's going to tell my mom all this stuff that I supposedly did that my little sister told her. I wouldn't be surprised if I got banned from the compy because of it >_>

Saturday I finally got to talk to Matty after being Matt-deprived for almost a month. I also got to go to the mall and pick up some cool stuff. Well, this post is long enough and if you couldn't tell, I'm kinda tired. That's why this post isn't as Vanessa-ish as usual ^^;; Hopefully I can visit tomorrow and I hope you all are having good weeks!! Laters

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Monday, January 16, 2006

Hello everybodies!! I decided not to change my theme because I realized I haven't had this one up for too long and everyone likes it. I'll probably change it next week instead so you guys can savor it a little longer ^^

My day was good I guess. Since we didn't get to see Memoirs of a Geisha on Friday, me, Najibah, and Nancy went and saw it today. It was really good. It probably wasn't as good as I hoped. I think I had too high expectations because I read the book. The dancing was really beautiful though. The outfits and sets were just dazzling! I loved that the most about it. I don't think it would've been easy to understand if I hadn't read the book though. I had to explain a lot to my friends. They added some parts and took out some things, but all in all, it was still good. I'd recommend it, it was awesome. I think I didn't get to enjoy it as much as I should've because I was more of critiquing it.

[ Semi-Spoiler ]
Well for one, the way they made it seem when Chiyo and Satsu were taken away was very violent. In the book, they weren't stolen away and forced out of their home. They actually liked Mr. Tanaka who sold them and didn't realize it was even a bad thing at first.
Also, unless I wasn't paying any attention at all to what I was reading, there wasn't any fire in the okiya. They changed the reason why Hatsumomo left too.
And at the end in the book, Sayuri decided not to throw the Chairman's hankerchief away, but in the movie she did.
[ /Spoiler]

All the people in the theater were really old though. I had to go use the bathroom and had to get out into the aisle and even though I tried to excuse myself, they were all so mean to me. It's not my fault they wouldn't move and I was forced to step on their feet >_>

One other thing happened though. Zack (one of my good guyfriends) is going out with this girl Kate. Parris is both my ex-boyfriend and Zack's best friend. Well, Parris doesn't like Zack's girlfriend and was saying stuff behind Zack's back about her. At first, I helped them settle it because I was still talking to Parris, but now me and Parris are fighting so I can't do much to help. I also found out that Parris was saying junk about me and called me a whore since everyone knows that I'm such a whore. Oh well, I didn't want to let that get to me and cloud my judgement on giving Zack advice. So I told him my unbiased opinion and I hope I could help.

Well, rather than that, I spent the rest of my day resting. I'm starting to get a cold so I wasn't in the mood to do much. Hopefully I can get better before we go back to school. I tried to get around to visiting, but as usual I didn't get to everyone. Sorry again!!

Laters

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Sunday, January 15, 2006

Hello guys and gals!! Sorry I've been A.W.O.L. from MyO for a week. I knew that I wouldn't get the chance to post for a little while. I tried to get around visiting today. I only got to a small chunk of people. Sorry about that!!

Anyways, let me get on to my week. Me and Parris never made up. We barely even talked except for jazz band practice. It's so hard to not talk to him though since after jazz band I'm so used to just hanging out with Parris. I've been wanting to talk to him all week, but there's never been a good time. Sooner or later I'm either going to have to just deal with a wrong time >_>

My week pretty much just consisted of midterms. Math was killer. History was semi-hard, but we got to use our study guides. I spent forever getting my study guide done and it paid off. Literature was easy and so was language arts because it was just writing. I forgot my huge literature book report though so I have a B in that class anyway. I'm so mad at myself. I left it sitting next to the computer after printing it out and it brought my grade down a lot! We even had a midterm in gym, but I guess that wasn't too bad.

On Friday, me and my friends Nancy and Jiba wanted to go see Memoirs of a Geisha or Chronicles of Narnia, but that didn't work out. I finally finished Memoirs and I want to go see it so bad now!! The book was the shiz.

Today my mom's friend brought her son over for us to babysit. He's 10. If only he were 4 years older than that might've been more fun for me. But yeah, if he was 14 then I doubt he'd need to be babysat ^^;; Well, he was pretty ok, not too much work. My little sisters (they're 8 and 6) seemed to have a little thing for him ^___^ He's gone now and we pretty much amused him with video games, pizza, and cookies the whole time.

Anyways, it was Tiff's anniversary!! I'm late with wishing her that, but I haven't really posted since then. Congrats to her!!

Rather than that, nothing more to say except theme change soon. I'm just in the mood to change it right now even though I spent like 5 hours doing this one ^^;; Look out for that soon!! Which anime will it be from? Stay tuned to find out! DUN DUN DUN!

Laters ^__________^

P.S. Oh yeah! I almost forgot! I made this little gift thingy and I still didn't remember. Thanks for 4444 hits and 400 guestbook entries. Yay to me!!

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Monday, January 9, 2006

This post is going to be really quick because I should be sleeping right now. I did some speed-visiting and got to about half the people who updated. Sorry to the other half. I'll try to get to you guys somewhere in the week.

Yeah, people who didn't read Saturday's post might've been confused yesterday, but I was too lazy to re-write what happened. So yeah. Sorry about that ^^;;

Ummm... I spent my day sleeping, doing homework, and watching t.v. I also downloaded a new pop-up/virus blocker thing on my computer since everyday it's just getting worse and worse. Another reason why it's hard to visit, my computer always freezes and messes up. Whenever I even click on a site like 10 pop-ups come up. Today it's better because of the new programs I got on it.

Not a very interesting day, but it's how my usual Sundays are. My older sisters finally finished their winter break and headed back up to New Hampshire for boarding school. As for me, I have to face Parris tomorrow so I guess we'll see what happens. (On Friday we had this huge confrontation about all this last year crap and I told him how I felt and I guess he hates me now but oh well).

I don't want to make this post anymore boring and long so I'm going to go. I really want to change the theme, but I just don't have time. Hopefully I will soon!! Laters

P.S. I'm going to try to go 2 weeks without napping again and this time I won't let myself give in to the temptations ^^;; Wish me luck! I might not post for the rest of the week because I'll probably be busy. If I don't, have a good week everyone!!

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Sunday, January 8, 2006

Thanks for all the wonderful comments yesterday. I really do feel better today. I was going to change my theme, but I didn't have time. I doubt I will this weekend. Yeah, I wasn't really in the mood for a depressing theme, just less happy then this one ^^;; Probably would've been Range Murata again. I have a Range fetish ^___^

Yes, it was stupid of me to tell Zack what I did especially since he's Parris' best friend but at the same time, I wasn't thinking. I was really angry and I didn't expect him to really tell ^^;; It wasn't his fault. At first he wasn't going to, but since I was so mad I told him to actually so yeah, that was my fault again >_<

Anyway, today went better. Last night I just sat in front of the t.v. and cleared my head. By the time I woke up I felt better. I spent most of my Saturday just sitting and resting and trying with all my might to not think of Parris one bit. I watched t.v. and fell asleep as usual. Then I got on AIM and MSN. Luckily Parris wasn't on (not that he would've IMed me anyway) and talked to peoples. It was my first fun MSN conversation in a while. Vicky and Teri definitely helped me feel even better than before. I talked to Zack and Najibah on AIM. Even Zack knew that Parris was being a little harsh Friday so I knew I couldn't be completely wrong. They were fun little chats and Najibah invited me to go see "The Ringer" with her and some peoples. I don't know if I can, but I guess we'll see.

I didn't get to visit, but I'll blame that on my recovery time ^^;; Hopefully I'll be able to get around more tomorrow. I barely got on the computer rather today.

Anyways, I'll see ya guys laters!!! I don't know when the next time I'll be able to post will be because the weekend's over, but I hope it's soon!! Laters *hugs*

Vanessa loves you!!!

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Saturday, January 7, 2006

This has probably been one of the worst weeks of my life. At least since school's started back up. First off, like I said, school started. Wednesday wasn't too bad. It was actually good. I had jazz band practice and I got to hang out with Parris which was really fun as always and then I had religion class that evening which because of my luck, happened to start right in the middle of one of our MSN conversations.

Thursday was where I started feeling down. We had high school talks and even though I'll probably be going to boarding school, I went and for the rest of the day everyone was talking about high school and what they're going to be doing while I'm far away in a different part of the country. It was kinda depressing.

Oh yeah, after school I was talking on AIM with Parris and he pretty much confessed all these feelings for me and how he was depressed that we broke up. It kinda depressed me too just because it was all because of just me.

Friday was the worst day of them all though. Well, Parris avoided me because of his little outburst Thursday night. I got on AIM and I was complaining to Zack (both my friend and Parris' friend) about how Parris annoys me more than anyone else because he lies to me so much. Then Zack asked if he could tell Parris and I said yes, just because I was pissed. Then Parris started confronting me about all this stuff, even though I didn't even get to finish my statement. I really meant to say is that Parris annoys me so much because he lies to me so much, but at the same time I still care about him and what he thinks about me more than pretty much anyone in the world. It's not that I'm madly in love with him or anything, I just... it's hard to explain.

Anyway, I realized that Parris was right. He called me a horrible girlfriend and that I should've tried harder instead of just breaking up with him. Also, I supposedly only remember things convenient for me and that it was pretty much my fault we broke up. It's because of the way I never really tell people how I feel. I was talking about it in the last post. I always just get angry all of a sudden because it's too much for me to handle while trying to bottle it all up. I understand now why he hates me as of today. Even though Parris hates me, I can't bring myself to hate him back. It just makes me sad that someone I was really close to even with everything we've gone through for the past 3 years, completely hates me now just because of one stupid comment. We ended up arguing for a long time and now we're no longer friends. If only this were t.v., then we'd be made up by tomorrow. I doubt it'll work that way this time.

Anyway, I've cried my tears and I'm getting over it. I can only stay sad or angry for a little while. Sorry for the long post and not visiting. If you couldn't tell, this has been a hectic week. Laters

P.S. I think I might change the theme not only because I'm obviously not in the mood for a happy jolly theme and just because I'm in the mood to.

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Tuesday, January 3, 2006

Well I still haven't talked to my friends, but I'm not really mad anymore. The people who didn't read yesterday's post will have trouble understanding this one. It was just a little while after I wrote that post that I was actually pissed. After that I went to sleep and by the time I woke up I felt better.

Long story short, my friend Zack invited me to this hockey game, but then said he couldn't go. Then it ended up that he did go, but without me.

I thought about the whole situation and realized (before I even read my comments) that it didn't even matter. Zack probably had some sort of explanation for not telling me that he was going to the game. I guess I was just mad that I woke up early and spent my whole morning doing chores so I could go to the hockey game and then he tells me he's not going. Then, he ends up going without me when his mom changes her mind. So that made me kinda mad.

I think the main reason I was mad though had nothing do to with Zack at all. I was just mad at other things having to do with my friends and they kept on piling up, like not being invited places or being left out when I'm leaving for boarding school soon and won't be able to see them rather than holidays. All of those other things I'd always brushed off, but I guess after a while when you keep on brushing things off, you have to break down and vent once. I'm used to just ignoring things and not saying anything so I guess I needed to that one time. The littlest thing would've made me go off. I'm not mad at Zack and all those people or anything. It's been almost a day since I said that stuff.

Anyway, the reason I didn't get on and talk to them wasn't because I was mad, it was because I didn't really get on the computer today to do more than visit. I knew if I started chatting, I wouldn't get to sites, which I want to do as much as I can before school starts Wednesday.

I spent my day reading, playing video games, visiting of course, napping (I seem to do that everyday), eating, and thinking about stuff. I think that rather than that, my day was uneventful. I have saxophone lessons on Tuesday which I need to practice for. I also need to do the little homework we might have before I go back to school. I don't know if I'll be visiting, which will probably start the trend of how much I'll be visiting when school starts up again. I doubt I'll even get to update daily or so when school's back on. I guess we'll see!!

Not much more to say except I'll probably straight things out with my friends in the morning. Right now, I'm working on my Photoshopping. I'm actually figuring some things out that I didn't know how to do.

Laters

P.S. Yeah, I do know i Jiba i in real life. She's the Najibah I was talking about in the post yesterday if she doesn't mind me telling you guys that. Didn't want to confuse people ^^;;

P.P.S. I keep on forgetting things, thanks for 4400 hits!!

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