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Tuesday, June 14, 2005
Bad Mood
Today started off crappy. My jazz band thing started today and I came really late because my mom was working this morning. Then, I came there and Mr. Keys gave us this music to play. He knows I'm just switching over from clarinet and that I have no clue how to play the saxophone which I'm playing in the jazz band. He said he was going to teach us and help us switch, but nope. So, I felt like an idiot, not knowing like anything. I came home and practiced for like 4 or 5 hours, but I'm still not good enough just by teaching myself.
Then, my sisters read my Xanga site and found out that I'm back with Parris so now she won't leave me alone. Since I posted that, me and Parris are like I dont know. Before when we were broken up I missed him because we never ever hung out, but I mean, when we became friends again, I was cool and that's what I want. I haven't talked to him lately so I don't really know what's going on, but I really don't consider us officially back together, but my sisters think so, but whatever, I really don't care.
Then, I came to myOtaku thinking that that would help me feel better and it only makes me feel worse. I don't want to complain to you guys or anything so I'm just going to leave it at that.
I dont know, we'll see I guess.
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Monday, June 13, 2005
Cleaning!
My stupid little sisters were downstairs last night until late and left a huge mess so my mom woke up in the morning and got mad and made us all clean our rooms and everything we could. I wasn't even aloud to get on the computer until late, so I didn't get to visit that many people. Sorry about that.
Let's see, rather than cleaning, my days been pretty boring. I was going to change my theme, but the internet on my sisters laptop (which has all my graphic-making stuff) is broken so I couldn't get any pictures off the internet.
I saw this quiz on Lie74's site. A little info about me.
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Sunday, June 12, 2005
Party was fun
The party was actually pretty fun. It started raining at like 3 when the party was going to start at 4. It calmed down a little by the party and soon it stopped altogether so we went swimming and I didn't wear the bikini. I probably just wouldn't have felt as comfortable.
Anyway, I almost cried today during the party though because it may be one of the last times I see my good friend Molly who's moving to Wisconsin. I mean, she's one of my best friends here and I've only known her for 2 years, I can only imagine Liz (the girl who was throwing the party) who's known her since forever. I got sad because if I'm going to miss her soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much, I can only imagine what Liz must be feeling. They're like best best friends. It's so sad.
The party was awesome though. Me and my friends are so weird I'm not even going to get into the details. Just going to say, I had lots of fun. Hopefully my summer can only get better from here.
Anyway, I need to get around to changing my theme, but that means I have to get my sister to use her computer and then upload all the stuff and re-do them on the downstairs computer. It's confusing so I don't get to change it that much anymore. Oh well, I hope you guys can live with this same old one for now!
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I got my 2500 visit! Not only that, but I got on the top 200 ranking! Yesssss! ^^ Laters again
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Saturday, June 11, 2005
So bored
I attemtped at changing my theme, but it ended up looking stupid since I'm not really in a theme-changing mood right now. So I changed it back.
Everything really seems so dull now that's schools ended and then I don't know if my whole jazz camp thing is going to turn out since my mom's going to be working like everyday for the first 2 weeks. I won't be able to come like at all at first so I don't think I want to do it if it's gonna cause all this confusion trying to work around my mom's hours and stuff. I might as well just not do it.
This summer is turning out to be pretty bad. Maybe the party will help it get better. I got a ride, but I don't know about the whole bathing suit situation. The only one I have is like from a while ago and doesn't really fit me that well since I'm getting fat. It's that summer weight I always gain from being at home and onlyl steps from the kitchen. I have this bikini my sister gave me that fits better, but I don't know if I want to wear it. Too much things wrong with that area to want to show it off.
Anyways, even though my summer last year was boring, it wasn't this depressing. Maybe and hopefully it'll get better soon!
Hope your weeks were good!
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Wednesday, June 8, 2005
Just stopping by
I just wanted to stop by and say hello. I'll try to visit some sites later, but my sisters are like glued to it now that school's over.
A little update on my life:
I got invited to a party on Saturday. My mom's going to be gone like almost all day so hopefully I can get a ride!
I decided to learn to play the saxophone. Since it and the clarinet have a lot of the same fingerings and are both reed instruments, I should be able to learn pretty quick. I'm doing this jazz camp thing. It's 6 weeks and Mr. Keys will be there! I can only imagine how hard thats going to be. I won't be able to sleep in very long, it starts at 11 (not that I've slept that late all summer anyways).
Rather than that, my lifes been pretty normal, so I'm going to cut this post here.
Like I said, I'll try to visit! Laters
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Monday, June 6, 2005
Hello
Parris and I are back together as of yesterday. We were talking on AIM and he was saying all these nice things about me. Sometimes I don't know if that's a good thing. I don't want him to like me tooooo much you know? In only a little while I won't even be here anymore so it won't make it any easier for me to leave if I know I'm going to hurt him.
We talked on AIM for hours, but since he's so used to getting to bed early and waking up early, he had to get off. I'm still wide awake, talking to Zack and Maggie on AIM. I didn't even watch Inuyasha and stuff yesterday like usual. I just wasnt in the mood. Not only that but I fell asleep and slept through most of it. ^^
I didnt get to change my layout because my computer was being stupid. Live a little more with this one!
Anyway, I'm going to make this post short since I have nothing to talk about. Laters
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I forgot to tell you guys why I'm not gonna be here (as in living in Illinois) soon. Not only will we probably be moving in like a year or two, but I'm going to be going to boarding school in New Hampshire so I won't be able to see my friends here as much. That's why I don't want Parris to get too into me because then I'll be gone.
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Sunday, June 5, 2005
Summer is Here!
Today was officially the first day of summer break. It was a pretty boring day actually. We fixed out Sims game so now my sisters are constantly on the computer playing it. I didn't get to go on at all really.
Unfortunately, I haven't gotten to talk to Parris since school got out yesterday. At first I didn't think I should go out with him. I mean, I don't want Parris to be like some 5th grade crush. I wish he got on AIM more or something so I could chat with him. Oh well, I hope we get to talk sometime this summer!
I really have to change my theme. With summer here and stuff it'd be the perfect time to get a summer layout going.
Anyway, I'm going to try to get on more today even with my sisters. In a few days they'll calm down. Theres always that initial rush from the game and then they get sick of it.
We'll see I guess! Laters
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Friday, June 3, 2005
School's Out!!
I was about to cry, but last night I was on AIM and was talking to Zack and I promised him I wouldn't, so I didn't! ^^
It was such a day sad. It didn't seem like the last day. I'm glad I decided to bring my camera. I got a lot of good/crazy pictures of my friends. I can't wait for them to get developed. I might post some up. They're going to all be hanging in my locker next year. I'm gonna cry now. I'm going to miss my locker! Sorry, I get really emotional around the end of the year. ^^;;
Well, I bet you guys are wondering more about Parris. When I was talking to Zack, he told me that like all of Parris's friends all read the note I wrote him. I was so embarrassed. I didn't say stuff as mushy as Parris did, but it was still personal! Parris gave me another note today and all of Parris's friends wanted me to let them see it. I should've let them see it to let Parris be at least half as embarrassed as I was. I showed Zack Parris's note and he was cracking up. It was way mushier than mine.
Anyway, heres what Parris wrote me:
I'm going to miss you so much over the summer. I'm going to miss your smile and how we talk. Hopefully my internet will be working and we can talk on AIM, but if not, have a great summer and see you next year.
Love ya lots, Parris
P.S. You're not a bad person. You're cooler and more awesome than me.
He can be sweet when he wants to be. Everyone kept on coming up to me and saying how Parris was going to ask me out, but he never did. I know he wanted to, but he didn't. I'm kinda glad. I mean, I kept on saying to myself while we were broken up that I didn't want to get back together with him anyway. Yesterday I was so excited and stuff about this that I wanted to get back together with him a lot, but now, I'm not so sure. I mean, I love Parris. He's awesome, but I don't know if I really want to go out with him again. I guess we have the whole summer to figure it out. I'll probably give him my number so he can call me. I can't go 3 whole months without my Parris! ^_^
I would say more, but I don't wanna bore you guys. I might as well save some. Since schools over, I'll have nothing to post about. I like how Lie74 put it. It's like my life's a t.v. show. I guess that was a pretty good finale! Until next season huh? Then, more drama to come!
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Thursday, June 2, 2005
OMG!
Today has been... I don't even know how to say. Tomorrows the last day of school. It's only an hour and a half so todays usually more thought of as the last day. We got our yearbooks and everyone signed them and stuff. Last year, I only got my good friends while this year I got like everyone in my class and some others.
I'm just trying to stall before I tell you guys why I think today was awesome. Parris wrote me a note:
Dear Vanessa,
Hey, I've had something on my chest for a long time and I had to tell you. I still like you. You were the girl I was talking about on AIM when I told you about Shelby (I think this happened on Friday if you guys read my post). I'm sorry I didn't talk to you much when we were going out. That's because you are the only person I was shy around. I didn't talk because I didn't want to say anything stupid around you.
P.S. I had to tell you all that before the year was truly over. I had to.
I could only imagine my face when I was first reading this. I probably looked so shocked because I was. I thought Parris was totally over me I guess not huh? I was about to like cry actually. I mean, Parris is amazing. I don't even know why he likes me. I'm not that great. Everyone knows Parris and loves Parris. Only people and my class and stuff know me. Everyone loves Parris and he could probably go out with like anyone. This didn't even seem real at first. Yesterday, I thought I didn't even like Parris anymore and that everything was cool, but I guess deep down even I knew that wasn't true.
I wrote him back and told him to talk to me later. I really wanted to just see him in the hallway and like hug him! I didn't though.
On the second-to-last day they give us an hour and a half to go outside and hang out and get our yearbooks signed. I saw Parris and he even came over to me, but neither of us could even like look each other in the eye, especially not with this whole group of people following him (like I said, he knows everyone). These 6th grader girls came up to him and were like all over. It was retarded. I didn't even get to talk to him. I did make sure he was the last person to sign my yearbook and the same for his. Tomorrow... I'm just gonna try to talk to him and stuff and hope that we get to hang out over the summer. We finally get back together (I think we're back together) and theres only 1 day left of school!! Nooo!
Long enough post I think. I'm going to visit you guys now! I'm still a little floating on air right now! ^^ Laters
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Wednesday, June 1, 2005
2 More Days!
Only two more days of school left. I feel like I'm the only person sad about school ending. Maybe it's just because my year's been awesome and I don't want it to end.
Today we got our finals back in math. I got a B. I'm correcting my answers to raise my grade to an A. In science, we finished taking my final, which I'm most happy about. After band, these two guys in my class, Blayne (the cute guy from yesterday) and Ted (one of my friends) came up to me and asked me... let's just say it was a really perverted. I'm not going to repeat it because of our younger audiences (even though I'm younger than most of you guys ^^).
Today was our last real day of being like this. Our classes will be shorter and lots of people aren't going to be here. It's sooooo sad! Then, my other friend Molly is moving over the summer. This year I've had a really good class schedule (not only because I had every class with that that one cute guy, just kidding!). Oh well, I hope next year is as awesome.
Anyway, I'll c ya guys laters! You can count on it that when I post tomorrow I'll be crying since the school year will be so close to ending. I'm emotional like that ^^;;
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