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myOtaku.com: bebopinutrigun188

Monday, April 4, 2005

Ex-Boyfriend Blues...
Our Spring Break ended! Nooo! I had to go back to school today which dragged on forever.

In history, we talked about current events or whatever and what everyone did over Spring Break. Everyone was talking about the Illini. Like I said yesterday, everyones going crazy here in Illinois over that. Everyone must think I'm crazy because I really dont care. It doesnt make any difference to me. Everyone kept on asking me where my Illini spirit was because I wasn't wearing blue and orange. I'm like, "I guess I dont have any Illini spirit."

My friend Nancy sits next to my ex-boyfriend in math class (emphasis on the "ex"!) Hes such an asshole! This one girl who's like the 7th grade slut came in delivering like a pass for someone (shes an office assistant or something) and he was all telling Nancy how he thought the girl (Gabby) was hot! We broke up like a week and a half ago after 8 months of going out! How can he already be looking at other girls (not like he wasn't when we were actually going out). From this I came to two conclusions:

1) Hes either trying to hide his pain about being dumped. Back when we were going out, he probably liked me more than I liked him.

2) Hes a jerk and has already cast our dating time aside like an old pair of shoes (bad analogy I know).

Hes nice and everyone loves him, but I wouldnt be surprised if it was the 2nd one.

Thats not the only reason I got upset over it. Its because as hard to admit it, it was my boyfriend who actually made me feel good about myself at first. I mean, last year I'd just moved here and knew no one and had like no real friends until like the end of the year. I used to be happy when I actually talked to someone. Then, I heard that this boy in my class likes me and that hes an awesome guy. That made me feel like it was somewhat better you know? Now, I've made friends and everything and fit in, but I still relied a little on him.

Not only that, but he chose the school slut to like. Back when I was new, I used to like envy her since I thought everyone liked her and stuff (it took me a while to realize it was just the guys because she was showing off to them all the time). She made me feel even worse than I did and now he likes her! That makes me both mad and for some reason I feel that there must be something she has that I dont or something. One time I heard my ex talking and (when we were going out) and he was like bragging about how we were together and how pretty and smart and stuff I was. Now its like, I dont know. I'm just starting to ramble now.

Well, I won 2nd in Lie74's contest! Yay!

Hope you guys all had a good Spring Break! Laters! ^^

P.S. I wont be able to post tomorrow. I hopefully will be going to my friend's house to finish our script for our history project. I'm gonna be going straight to her house from school so I wont get to post!
Sorry this post is so long! I hand out cookies to those who read it all! *passes around cookies*

[ Edit ]
Jiba! Thanxies so much for the Wolf's Rain DVDs! I luv that show a lot and a lot of people here on myOtaku would probably agree that its awesome!

She bought me the first DVD to the series and gave it to me at school today! *huggles* I'm gonna make you a special banner when my sister gets her computer back tomorrow! Laters for a third time! ^^;;

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