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Wednesday, May 4, 2005

Let me explain better
Today was Parris' birthday. I got him a gift card to Sam Goody (a CD/DVD/it has some mangas store). After 2nd period I usually see him so I gave it to him then. When I came up to him after school to say happy birthday he said he liked it and I'm glad ^_^

Like I said in my subject, I've gotta explain better. I dont want any of you guys to think I'm like obsessed with him or something or am mortally depressed. I'm kinda down, but not depressed. I was thinking about the false hope thing and I think I've found a way to explain better.

Parris was my main motivation for getting up every morning and going to school. I mean, yeah friends are great, but he was the main reason. Like after long breaks from school most people dread to go back, but I would actually look forward to it because he'd be there. We went out a little last year and never really broke up over summer so when summer break ended I actually wanted to go back somewhat to see him. I guess that's why I didn't want to give up my false hope of us getting back together. I would still have a big reason to go to school. Now that I know it's over it's not that I'll start skipping school or being sad all the time, I just wont feel as motivated. I'm gonna miss that feeling a lot, but I have to admit, I'm gonna miss hanging with Parris even more.

Today was pretty fun though. In gym we played softball and I batted twice and both times I hit it and made it home! Yays! We lost (actually we won, but we also had 1 more time to bat than the other team so it didn't count), but it wasn't my fault!

We had two substitutes, a test, and watched two movies today. It was ok I guess rather than all the Parris stuff ^^

Thanx for checking out my fanart! I should try drawing more often huh?

Anyway, I'm on my sister's laptop because our downstairs computer is being stupid. I don't want to stay on too long before the internet connection breaks. Laters!



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