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Thursday, June 2, 2005

OMG!
Today has been... I don't even know how to say. Tomorrows the last day of school. It's only an hour and a half so todays usually more thought of as the last day. We got our yearbooks and everyone signed them and stuff. Last year, I only got my good friends while this year I got like everyone in my class and some others.

I'm just trying to stall before I tell you guys why I think today was awesome. Parris wrote me a note:

Dear Vanessa,
Hey, I've had something on my chest for a long time and I had to tell you. I still like you. You were the girl I was talking about on AIM when I told you about Shelby (I think this happened on Friday if you guys read my post). I'm sorry I didn't talk to you much when we were going out. That's because you are the only person I was shy around. I didn't talk because I didn't want to say anything stupid around you.

P.S. I had to tell you all that before the year was truly over. I had to.

I could only imagine my face when I was first reading this. I probably looked so shocked because I was. I thought Parris was totally over me I guess not huh? I was about to like cry actually. I mean, Parris is amazing. I don't even know why he likes me. I'm not that great. Everyone knows Parris and loves Parris. Only people and my class and stuff know me. Everyone loves Parris and he could probably go out with like anyone. This didn't even seem real at first. Yesterday, I thought I didn't even like Parris anymore and that everything was cool, but I guess deep down even I knew that wasn't true.

I wrote him back and told him to talk to me later. I really wanted to just see him in the hallway and like hug him! I didn't though.

On the second-to-last day they give us an hour and a half to go outside and hang out and get our yearbooks signed. I saw Parris and he even came over to me, but neither of us could even like look each other in the eye, especially not with this whole group of people following him (like I said, he knows everyone). These 6th grader girls came up to him and were like all over. It was retarded. I didn't even get to talk to him. I did make sure he was the last person to sign my yearbook and the same for his. Tomorrow... I'm just gonna try to talk to him and stuff and hope that we get to hang out over the summer. We finally get back together (I think we're back together) and theres only 1 day left of school!! Nooo!

Long enough post I think. I'm going to visit you guys now! I'm still a little floating on air right now! ^^ Laters



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