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myOtaku.com: bebopinutrigun188

Tuesday, January 3, 2006

Well I still haven't talked to my friends, but I'm not really mad anymore. The people who didn't read yesterday's post will have trouble understanding this one. It was just a little while after I wrote that post that I was actually pissed. After that I went to sleep and by the time I woke up I felt better.

Long story short, my friend Zack invited me to this hockey game, but then said he couldn't go. Then it ended up that he did go, but without me.

I thought about the whole situation and realized (before I even read my comments) that it didn't even matter. Zack probably had some sort of explanation for not telling me that he was going to the game. I guess I was just mad that I woke up early and spent my whole morning doing chores so I could go to the hockey game and then he tells me he's not going. Then, he ends up going without me when his mom changes her mind. So that made me kinda mad.

I think the main reason I was mad though had nothing do to with Zack at all. I was just mad at other things having to do with my friends and they kept on piling up, like not being invited places or being left out when I'm leaving for boarding school soon and won't be able to see them rather than holidays. All of those other things I'd always brushed off, but I guess after a while when you keep on brushing things off, you have to break down and vent once. I'm used to just ignoring things and not saying anything so I guess I needed to that one time. The littlest thing would've made me go off. I'm not mad at Zack and all those people or anything. It's been almost a day since I said that stuff.

Anyway, the reason I didn't get on and talk to them wasn't because I was mad, it was because I didn't really get on the computer today to do more than visit. I knew if I started chatting, I wouldn't get to sites, which I want to do as much as I can before school starts Wednesday.

I spent my day reading, playing video games, visiting of course, napping (I seem to do that everyday), eating, and thinking about stuff. I think that rather than that, my day was uneventful. I have saxophone lessons on Tuesday which I need to practice for. I also need to do the little homework we might have before I go back to school. I don't know if I'll be visiting, which will probably start the trend of how much I'll be visiting when school starts up again. I doubt I'll even get to update daily or so when school's back on. I guess we'll see!!

Not much more to say except I'll probably straight things out with my friends in the morning. Right now, I'm working on my Photoshopping. I'm actually figuring some things out that I didn't know how to do.

Laters

P.S. Yeah, I do know i Jiba i in real life. She's the Najibah I was talking about in the post yesterday if she doesn't mind me telling you guys that. Didn't want to confuse people ^^;;

P.P.S. I keep on forgetting things, thanks for 4400 hits!!

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