Friday, June 11, 2004

   AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
My fucking God!!! (sorry) I'M SICK OF PPL ALWAYS HATING ON SINDALLA!!!! I'm just so sick of it you know? I mean, ppl are accusing her of things that she hasn't even done, she's always reading critasism at her site, and she awlays being yelled at, especially by Malkav, Anime fag, and even her very own cousin, Lord Kain!!! She says that Malkav is right and that he's just trying to be a good big brother to her by giving her the correct advice that she needs. Well, I say FUCK THAT SHIT!!! So, lets say you have a big brother or sister, correct? (this is hypathetical) But, lets say you've decided to committ suicide and your older brother is now telling you to go ahead. Now, how would YOU feel??? Or, how about this for instince, lets say your Sindalla, and you did NOTHING wrong to some jerk, and he goes ahead and starts screwing around with you when your just trying to be this guys friend, he starts saying shit to you and your STILL trying to be friends with this guy because your heart is telling you so, how would you feel THEN!?!?! Or, how about this one, you finally found the love of your life, your both very happy with each other, no secrets, no fights, no suspicions, no PROBLIMS! Right? Then you find out your love can't get on myO to talk to you, and your crushed now. But you still go on and E-mail the guy because you love the guy. Then you find out that your so called "perfect boyfriend" has secretly cheated on you while he wasn't on myO! How would you feel? OH! How about this little example that you should just love to put your sorry asses in, lets say the ONLY bisexual at your Catholic school and everyone else is as striaght as an arrow. You've only told like, three of your closest friends, and TWO out of the three blab your secret out because GOSSIP is getting pretty weak, now you lost like, 95% of your friends because they are freaked out, and they don't feel confortable arouond you anymore because you like BOTH sexes, and you can't tell your Parish or your teachers or anything like that because your CATHOLIC and thats against the Catholic law!!! You tell your mom and she says shit to you and then after about two weeks and six days she finally STARTS to accept your bisexuality, then, you tell your father and he says you need help!!! Then, you can't tell anyone else because your too affraid to go ahead and be shut out by others who surround you and say really nasty things about you because your just a little different from them!!! Oh, and then there are perverts that are always after your hugs ass too! Then, your sexually harrased at the age of six years old, and the guy who sexually harrased you got out of jail and when you turn eleven the SAME guy that touched you then touches you again, but he presses his palm in the WORST area you could ever expreince in your entire body, and then the same guy is looking at your little sister and picks your body up and thats when he makes his move, now, you must run away with your younger sister in your hand and grandmother in the other, and now this creep is looking at you and he is laughing at the sight of your fear as you tear. NOW HOW DO YOU FEEL!?!?! Now do you see how Sindalla feels? And I'm not even gettig started with whats wrong with her. Do you see? So do me a favor, before you go and start crap with someone, get to know that person first before anything. I hope you'll understand just a little more about my friend.
~*l8tr*~
-BeccaBaby
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Thursday, May 27, 2004

   Hey all!
Have you been to Sindalla's new site, Sinny? Well, it's kickass, she's still improving and updating everything, so it'll take awhile to finish it up. I don't care though I just like her display pic! It's fucking HOT! She even got me a new one as you can see! ^__~ Nice isn't it? ^__~ Well, I broke up with Danny agian, fucking pervert!!! So, may God kick his ass and leave me alone, I'm off to find a NEW BOYFRIEND!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! I'm now a single uhhhhhh....well very sexy girly!!! Oh, should I keep my site like this? Or should I go for the SEXY look that Sinny has? YOU LEMME KNOW!!! Bye now
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Monday, May 24, 2004

   Well...I asked him...
I just asked 'him' if he would consider be my bf...I'm now just going to sit here...and wait. I'll wait for as long as it takes! I'll wait forever...and ever and ever for his answer. I just...I just hope he'll say yes...*blushes*...
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Sunday, May 23, 2004

   Wow....HIM?!?!?
I have fallen for someone here on myO. But he dosen't even know that I excist! *sad sigh* I signed his gb and left him alotta comments but he just won't stop by...but I really like him. The problim is...I've fallen for some guy that you'd put LAST on your list to fall in love with. He's not kind...more evil. He dosen't like Sinny...I think. But...something is just making me like this guy...like I'm SUPPOSED to like him...what do I do???
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Saturday, May 22, 2004

   hmmmmm, now I'm single eh? ^__~
Today another day, hmmmmm, well lets see, Serena is bugging the crap outta me, Sindalla just got back from surgery and is in MASSIVE pain, and I’m a little bored. About that Danny being my bf thing…*sad sigh* Not anymore, we broke up, unfortunately our love just wasn’t going to work out as we planned, but that’s ok because now I’m single and can date anyone I want. I’m eyeing some one here on myO, I just think that he’s really special, but I won’t say names because he might not feel the same way about me, as I feel for him. Well, I would take this time right now to ask if anyone is single and looking for somebody, but I think I just asked that. ^__~ Oh well, Happy once more! YIPPIE!!! Made my Confirmation Friday and I’m feeling great! I’m also of thinking of drawing something and/or writing something, oh well. STILL SINGLE!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! BYE NOW^___~
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Monday, May 17, 2004

   Awsome
Tomorrow is my trip, I'm in Sindalla's group, and uhhhh, well, it's a 2.1/2 hour trip, so were gonna watch a movie, and I wanna ask this Zero guy, does he REALLY love Sin, if not...prepare for WAR!!! And hmmmm, well, please ppl stop by my site, pretty please??? And please sign my gb!!! PRETTY PLEASE!?!!? Thanks alot! BYE NOW
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Sunday, May 16, 2004

   Hey there
I'm new here, or as you can see, totally lost...but anyhow's, I go to school with Sindalla, and sit behind or in front of her in almost EVERY CLASS!!! Wow, that's how come I know so much about this little delicate flower...because we are best friends, I heard that there is a guy named Terra Zero around here who is dating Sindalla, well, I'll have to see a comment from him proving this. ^__~ And, as you guys already know, my boyfriends name is Danny, sorry guys, this lil kitty is taken. ^__~ Comments anyone? Bye now
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