Saturday, January 13, 2007

Last night.

[Time- 6.38] Happy pancake day! :] I had some earlier at college(when we went to buy them from somerfield, just up the road) <u> College </u> Omg today has been rather funny. I actually enjoyed college today (not my lessons) not that i don't usually...i guess i'm trying to say i enjoyed it more than usual. Actually this week has been good so far & we have chinese lesson tomorrow, that should be...interesting. I haven't had too much work, as we've been given longer for our physchology questions and i swear the teacher thinks me and emmah are dumb because he told us to work in a pair and he told us he was advising everyone esle to but he didn't haha..i don't mind though, tis easier. Well, i won't enjoy college for long, we have reports out soon, then parents evening then exam results, ARGH. Apparently dad isn't coming to my parents evening as ''he'd be too embrassed to speak to teachers' how rude. *copies and changes from jane's blog* Oh me, emmah and jane (silver star rose) are gonna get owned sometime soon, as we skived a couple of lessons today. We managed to avoid our teachers until the end of the day when me and emmah were coming out of the sixth form block. Emmah made a sexual comment about the crane..and then i noticed jane waving madly at us and she ran towards us with joe following her haha and warned me that monk features (assisant head of sixth form who seriously has it in for me! as i found out later he was looking around for someone and i always meet people there at the end of the day) was stood nearby, so me being clever shouted 'oh SHIT!' and we turned around and ran back inside (not obvious at all) through the common room and out the otherside down steps with joe following who's not supposed to go in the sixth form as he's in the year below at us, still at school. i don't know whether anyone noticed him, haha. Then emmah stopped and made us all bump into her as jane's teacher's classroom was nearby so she ran past and we went through school. Then jane had to walk straight past her other english teacher in the corridor haha, but she didn't say anything. Phew!! Now we just have to hide on thursday..but he'll come and find us, haha. Till next time, folks! (what's that off?)

Last night was actually mad.(the emotions I felt.)

Well, I really liked this guy and he told me (over msn) that he was probably going to move to France after he'd done his exams, for like forever.
Yeah, let's say I was upset.
I didn't know wtf to do. He went and I was speaking to other people and they were all saying I should talk to him soon and I was thinking off doing it next week. Then he came back and I just thought why not do it now? I have the whole weekend till i see him.
So I did...
He rejected me but I actually felt so happy (now I'm kinda sad)and I actually don't like him in that way now, just mates but it hurts.
We are still mates though, which is awesome as he's a great guy.
(That reminds me, need to change my background because it reminded me of him.)

Anyhoo, it kinda sucks but at least now I can move on. I just don't want everyone at college to find out coz it's embrassing enough.

I was actually going to post a blog on what a funny time we had at college yesterday, but I think this deserves it more, hehe.
I just wish I'd of told him earlier, that's what I think I should do next time I like a guy.

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Y'know what's weird...before September (when I became mates with Joe) I was actually waiting to meet a guy and then when I really started to like him, I wished I hadn't of meet him yet..if that makes sense.
Blooming Typical!

I'm not looking forward to monday when I'll see him.
If anyone has any advice, please share. :]



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