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Birthday
• 1991-09-06
Gender
• Female
Location
• In the back of my mind.. onl wondering if there`s anyone out there to care for someone... just like me. but than someone like me could only be alone.
Member Since
• 2005-05-13
Occupation
• student
Real Name
• Mariah

Personal

Achievements
• i have none!! Im achievmentless!!! *sigh*
Anime Fan Since
• i dont even remember
Favorite Anime
• full metal alchiemest, inuyasha, fruits basket, pet shop of horrors, case closed, invader zim (gir is so.. cute!), wolf`s rain... ect.
Goals
• Find the meaning to life.. if there is one...
Hobbies
• writing, chating online, & sitting in dark corners!
Talents
• singing, writing poems, & Figuring out how ill kill you.....

myOtaku.com: behindtheshadows

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Wednesday, June 1, 2005

What happened to me good thing!!!!

Hey,
You know that good thing i was waiting to happen... Well i think it turned into a very bad thing. heh.I got into a fight with ryans gurl friend. She doesnt want me around him or even talk to him.... because she knows i still like him. Oh & that im butting into their lives! So i said okay ill fucking butting out... And i even sat there & told ryan i wasnt talking to him n/e more & what britt was saying to me. But he didnt say a word... T.T so finally i said *bye for ever ryan*.. still nothing. So i just left. I have no clue what to do n/e more.. Well i g2g..( Britt is on but she`s not talking, but what ever, i dont wanna talk to that bitch n/e wayz!)
-loves-
byezzzzz

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Sunday, May 29, 2005

Going Away.......

Hey,
This summer my mom says i have to choose where i wanna go..... To Pennsilvania with my best friend Becky or to New York with my aunt. And maybe begg my mom to stay there, cause i cant stand it here.
Who knows maybe something good will happen to make me wanna stay... (ya right!) Welll g2g, i just spelt ramen all over myself....agian! lol

a loveless soul..

alone she sits in the cold,damp room. trying to imagine a life...a love
nothing but blurred images go through her mind,frustratingly,she
screams out into the abyss of her heart, searching for an answer to her
misery....
out of the shadows comes another who knows no love , together they
realize they are to remain the children of a heartless life....unknown to the
world....left to suffer the eternal life of lonelyness,and more or less,a loveless lifeless soul.

By my bff: Rebecca Decker
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Monday, May 23, 2005

Hey,
im having a really bad start for the summer.... see i broke up with my boy friend & now he sorta hates me.. But thats the one thing i didnt want to happen! To make things even worse he`s going back out with his ex... I dont even know why i care so much about what he does. HELP ME!
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Wednesday, May 18, 2005

My poem

~You can never go back~

You can tell they know.
By the way they stare.
Judging you with their eyes.
You want to walk away.
Want to say they`re wrong.
But are they right...?
Every thing you once tusted,
Turned into lies.
The poeple you called friends,
Have stabed you in the back.
All your life you have ran away.
Now you are forced to face them,
As they look.
Thinking they no you..
They no nothin!
The pain, suffering,& heart break.
You wish it would stop.
It`s eating away at you inside.
Tears run down your face,
Yet show no emotion.
You drown into a world all your own
Their voices are choking you.
Struggling for air...
See to the forsaken past,
When it was alright.
Knowing.. you can never go back..

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Monday, May 16, 2005

No more skewl!

Im so happy, my friend might be staying at my shool after all... which u wouldnt even no that she was leaving! lol I even took pics of any 1 & every 1 at school 2 day.
I will treasure them 4 ever.^^
but i no that ill be board all summer.. well g2g, find out stuff i should never no, yet im very nosey & keep secrets good.
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Sunday, May 15, 2005

Confusing

hey,
ya... im new here poeples. & i barley no wat im doing, so cut me some slak for the sloppyness. lol
Would be glad 2 get some comment or tips! Oh this a start of one my poems.... Tell what you think!

i triped
u let me hit the ground
i hide the world that is around
u fauled 2 c the pain i bared
but u say that u still care
u could make an ocean from my tears
& find some joy in all my fears
so tell me what u think of me now
When i ask 4 love & u ask how
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